Philippine Big Boar

Hi there!

I think what happened to my mother changed me but not in a bad way. When she got admitted to hospital for the 4th time I felt like I reached the lowest level of despair. But later realized that later it's either parents left me or I left them and that hits me hard realization Then one day ago I read this documentary story from 74,000 years ago and this made me suddenly want to help humanity and help the world better even a little without getting anything in return. This story is about the eruption of a supervolcano called "Toba" around 74,000 years ago. It nearly killed humanity by blocking the sun for almost a decade and shrinking the population from 2 million to 5000. These 5000 are the ancestors of mankind, they persevere no matter what and here I am doing nothing. I think some Christians don't believe in this as they believe mankind is 10000 years old and they reject evolution. At first I'm too miserable and hopeless because my Mother was at the hospital and I had to survive and live for her but now I don't just want to survive, I want to help the world too. But I don't know how. It's not just this volcano event there are several events in history that could have extinct humanity yet mankind perseveres. It's because of 5000 survivors that mankind experiences beautiful things like Anime, technology, art, and every beautiful creativity and I want to help mankind to produce more creativity. These two events changed me Since then I act like a responsible real adult. I now always take care of myself and my brother now wanting to learn how to manage a house like living alone. I always clean now and It's something I haven't done before. I remember this news in South Korea of a man killed himself and his room literally flood with garages in knee level high. A thought occurred to me. I now want to help the world unconditionally. And later I realized. Even if I don't make any good changes in the world, what matters is I will always strive to make it better not just for my happiness but for everyone. I want to help the world and as long as I live I will always try to make it better and it doesn't matter if I fail or not I will not waste my life doing nothing to change the world. I no longer hate society. For those people who Hated me and wanted me to be miserable for fun I just wanted to tell them that I don't hate them and I will help them without asking anything in return. In fact helping others now is now my happiness. I think I may have found a way to treat my depression, a disease I suffer from since 2011. I won't waste my blessings and I will help the world.

I'm not knowledgeable. I only happen to read some

Yeah i read that the period before dinosaur is even more grotesque than dinosaur period. I don't think they can live in this period because I read that they required significant oxygen and in modern times atmosphere has less oxygen

Hi all. I want to share my thoughts. This made suddenly want to help humanity and help the world better even a little without getting anything in return. I read this story of eruption of super volcano called "Toba" around mid 70,000 years ago. It nearly killed humanity by blocking the sun for almost a decade and shrink the population from 2 million to 5000. Yes these 5000 are the ancestors of mankind they persevere no matter what and here I am doing nothing. At first I'm too miserable and hopeless because my Mother at the hospital and I have to survive and live for her but now I don't want just to survive I want to help the world too. But I don't know how. It's not just this volcano event there are several events in history that that could extinct humanity yet mankind persevere. It's because of 5000 survivors that mankind experience beautiful things like Anime, technology, art, and every beautiful creativity and I want to help for mankind to produce more creativity

I've been an artist for more than a decade, but storytelling is something I only started exploring last month. It seemed like a fun challenge, so I researched how to craft a good story, and based on what I learned, I felt confident that my idea was solid. Over the past two weeks, I published the first two episodes of a grand story I’ve been working on. However, after publishing, I came across advice suggesting that beginners should start with one-shots rather than long, complex narratives. This made me question my decision and wonder if failure is inevitable. On one hand, I’ve followed the recommended guidelines from tutorials to ensure I’m prepared to write a story. On the other hand, I keep hearing that starting with a long story isn’t ideal for someone new to storytelling. My story is structured in the kishotenketsu style and features several main characters, each with their own backstory and planned character development intertwined with the main plot. Now, I’m conflicted about whether I should continue working on this grand narrative or step back and focus on smaller projects first.

I'm an artist from Philippine and I watch top 10 anime per season during free time. Nice to meet you all.