the return to school
winter break has hit the second week mark, which means in three days i go back to school. i need to finish the letters ive been writing for my in-person friends, and then ill be able to deliver them.
this school man. the curriculum isnt made for somebody like me. two sessions now have i submitted incomplete or lackluster projects, usually in the face of something negatively impacting me and slowing my progression. with everything else i preform just fine, my math, my literacy, i even took it a step up this time and completed my seminar project. however, despite my PBL project being based around anime production and merchandise which im genuinely passionate for and look into often, i couldnt bring myself to do anything but complete the script.
promised my advisor id do it all over winter break but all i could do everyday was write one more sentence into the script rather than record my video. yesterday, my mother asked me ‘just how much do you like your school?’. shrugged, said im doing just fine, that my friends are here and i wanted to stay. its because were lookin into new housing and i suggested by my school, but her idea was in the city where her workplace is located, where ive got no connections at all.
got motives to not wanna stay at the school, but i still have plenty of friends here that i want to stay with. so i want to try and adapt to the curriculum and learn to enjoy the environment, i have several social anxiety and cant properly interact without pre-existing connections to support me. it makes me nervous, but i have hope the places she applied to by my school approve us.
on the brightside, i get to go to school and see my friends again. missed them all more than i could express in a blog post, what goes on in my mind is best expressed on pen and paper.
thats it for this entry, cant wait to go back to school and see my friends. have you ever missed someone so much you thought you could faint? im very familiar with the feeling, i hold a lot of love for my friends.
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