Well, here we are again...

I would like to start this off by simply saying that at times being down really, really sucks. We've all been through it, since its just human nature.

But tell me why it has to be such a great weight, huh? 

Now, I always try to stay as positive as I can, but sometimes things get to me. Recently I have been going through some stuff, and in all honesty I just feel unhappy all the time. While its not exactly apparent on the surface, it feels as though there is a little part in the back of my brain that's rotting. Like a nagging doubt and decay.

Either way, I just tell it to stuff it!

I'm not giving in to some nagging mournful voice of doubt. I've had this before, and i sure as hell am not having it again!

Anyway, regardless, the point in this was not for me to complain. In fact, I actually wanted to vent about why I love the anime forums so damn much. 

Over the, well, I would like to say two years as a a cover, of being on this forum, it has slowly become much like a home to me. Everyone here is like family, and I wouldn't change that for the world. So, thank you so much Optic, and everyone who has been along for the ride. it's wonderful to have such an amazing community, and I look forward to seeing where we all end up in the next few years.

So yeah, just know that you are all amazing people, and you all deserve to know that. Here, we are family.

Anyway, like I said, thank you so much for allowing me to feel welcome in such a loving community. Without it, I don't think I would be as happy as I always am now ^w^

(P.S: Don't worry about me either  I will be fine in about a month or two. I cant stay unhappy for long. I'm too positive...... )