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Otaku

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so heyo anime fans and otakus its me Otaku. i have not posted for a while because I've been... actually there is no excuse I've been exploreing diffrent places on the net and I've found a community.  This community i will not share the name of due to it being similar to 4chan and i don't want to get banned for that.

Anyways i will still post on here but not as much or maybe not at all (sorry about the contradictory sentences) 

This website has a great community and I'm glad you all welcomed me. I dunno maybe i will continue to use both now this has been unbanned from my assigned laptop. 

 

I know i said i was back in February and well i lied ima be honest i dunno if ill stay for that long i cant predict future me, but i have gotten better I've been going to therapy and have been on something that makes me feel better about myself so i am struggling still but with different issues.  like i cant seem to socially interact with my peers or i cant seem to leave the house unless one of my friends drag me out to "hang out" so i have to appear normal. 

 

but skools been fine i started this year the academics is easy im attempting to transfer to higher level classes at the moment, i hate my classmates. 

 

Summer was fun i went to metrocon and attended pannel rooms and got some kool merch. 

 

dunno what else to say but ill try to be more active 

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I appreciate you thinking of us! Take your time, we will always welcome you back!

For now, welcome!

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That pic of the seal on the cat is so funny!

It's hard to balance life sometimes. It's ok to take your time, posting where you want as you have the time to. I'm glad you have a place that feels welcoming online.

I have some friends who have trouble getting out and doing stuff. I think I was driven by boredom myself. If you're worried what other people think, think of it maybe like this: There are SO many people in the world and in our lives we meet and depart from lots of them, as we figure out how we click. So don't worry too much about if you fit with a group or if you decide to ask people to do stuff, if they want to or not. You won't know until you do -- and it's not a BAD thing to be told no, it's simply information about someone's availability that doesn't tell you much about how they feel about you, only that they can't do that thing right then. And even if you're going out doing stuff alone, you'll be growing your experiences, which you can use to draw on to share with other people in the future. It's like... experience points in a video game, kinda lol

Basically just look at things as opportunities, if you can. You'll grow an organic community of activity around you that way, finding who you want to do stuff with and who you don't. 

PS, IDK if anything is 'normal', some people are just introverts. I'm an ambivert. Sometimes I burn out after being so social and then I want to live at home for weeks.

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