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So where i attend college theirs a variety of people of different ethnicity there, the thing is the people only group up among there ethnicity .Me growing up i never really had any friends with my same ethnicity i grew up in a very multicultural environment but none being my ethnicity so i don't really know the culture of my ethnicity i dont listen to the music or eat the same food etc. So when i moved to a different environment all the people were my ethnicity and i felt TOTALLY out of place my family fit in fine but me it was hard to get involved. So now where i live everybody only sticks with their own ethnicity EX. browns with browns, Koreans with Koreans etc. i feel out of place. i wanna make friends with the Asian kids but the all speak their own language and i dont know anything so im at a standstill. dont know what to do

A money printing machine, you never run out of money but the downside is you would have to manage all those notes in a way no one would get suspicions. Would you rather pilot a giant mecha or have your own hyperbolic time chamber??

So i just finished reading a manga called 3D kanjoo, i finished it all in one night about 4 hours to read it all. the story ends in a happy ending but i have this weird lingering feeling of loneliness and sadness after i finished it. then after reading that i watch the last two episodes of Darling in the franxx, and idk why but my mind is starting to realize how lonely i am, reading and watching those to really messed me up. i have friends but i rarely see them as they each do their own thing and only on occasion do we meet , i have a job and i always put on a fake smile and act cheery around my co workers but when i go home at the end of the day and in my room, reality hits and i go down a roller coaster of mental breakdown. i love anime and manga but whenever i watch them or read them this feeling always comes up. I live a life of solitude, im to shy to meet new people so i hole up in my room and as days go by i feel my mentality degrade. im alone and idk what to do.