Ever since I was a kid I've always had random thoughts swimming around in my mind. And some of them were darker than others... But let's not go into them. So, today I decided to write these random thoughts down. If I wrote them in a piece of paper, they'll always get lost. And since I want to record these thoughts, I'll make an entry about them.

The most common thing that comes to my mind is the "Life" topic. Sometimes I feel like only I am the real one and everyone else is just an illusion. My life might be a test and everyone around me, they're just obstacles preventing me from getting full marks. There are times when I feel like I am just a character in a fictional book or a show. Maybe the characters in them feel like they're real, but we know that they aren't. Sometimes life feels really cliche, and this supports my theory well enough.

Not only this, but the fact that I am a living person, how am I able to identify this? What if I myself am an illusion, and everything I'm doing is controlled by someone else? Controlled in such a way that I feel like these thoughts are actually mine?

Where did I actually come from, if I'm an illusion? What if everything that I believe is a lie? What if all this was transmitted into my mind to make me believe these things?

I'm feeling dizzy now after thinking about these stuff so much. Guess I'll just end this entry here and make a part 2 later on.

-AniMeFReaK

03/05/2018