Most of my friends left me, because I went to Japan for a year to study there. Now, that I returned, most of my friends don't want to talk to me or spend time with me. I believe, they have their reasons, yet it really hurts. They basically left me for following my dream. They never really supported me either, so now I am thinking... maybe it's better not to have friends, if it means that they will try to stop me from doing what I want?
I mean, I DO have SOME friends, but like 85% of my friends are not my friends anymore... it's hard to explain. I just don't feel the connection I felt before I went to Japan. But I do like spending time with my current friends and I hope they like to spend time with me as well