Anxiety

[ItsSammy]

Anxiety 

Awake at sunrise
Watching the sky
Everything once dies
But, what then, am I?
For pain is unto death
And fear is unto the grave
I can't take a single breath
So please, come and save
Me, Myself and I
From this terrible fate
No longer looking at the sky
Now too tired, too late
For the sky is alight
Yet the world is in black
The sun shines bright
But I only turn my back
For when the sun doth rise
I finally take my sleep
For in sleep I say my goodbyes
And in dreams I doth not weep
But only when the sun doth shine
I finally lay down my head
On the pillow beside me and mine
In this grave I call a bed
For I stay awake 'til I cannot
Then I finally turn on my side
For in the dark I doth rot
But when the sun rises, I hide
For this mind of mine is sick
It is twisted and broken
For I hear the clock tick
And not a word have I spoken
For away I ran to my room
So as not to let them see
This pale, deathly doom
That wraps its arms around me
Holding tight, evermore
Clutching now, my throat
Loose me? Nevermore
For in the dark it doth gloat
Calling my name and taunting me now
For it knows I have naught, if not for it
But in my bed I doth lie, not ready to bow
For still I fight, still I fight, but it will not fit
For my fight brings only more pain and fear
Only more agony for my heart to endure
And I do not know if I draw ever near
To the life I hate, or my precious cure
For it is hard to tell when your eyes are blind
Welling with tears caused by the fears
That I suffer every night and can not bind
For they continuously whisper in my ears
And make my heart race so fast I fear
I might fall dead, in this very bed
That I have hated, yet loved through the years
For I am naught, if I am not this dead ...