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8-19-26 Another entry where I start writing later in the day, I’m starting to get lazy. All jokes aside, it was another exam. Today was the reading exam, which I scored average on just like I did with the math. Exactly how I want to score. If I pass, that's more than enough for me. But I had to end up changing the room I took my test in because of how aggressive and annoying my advisement teacher was. So surely that would be the only issue. Of course it’s not silly billy. Why would I only have a single annoying teacher, that’s just crazy talk. Music Class We can’t do anything in a class called music appreciation. I understand no headphones and no phones, but I got in trouble for throwing my trash away because she was talking while I went to throw away my trash. We aren’t allowed to go up to her to ask a question, we have to sit down and wait for her to come to us if we have a question. The rules wouldn’t be as bad if she wasn’t so annoying about it. Shouting on and on about staying in seats or something. It’s not even an important class, so I know she suffers from subject overcompensation. It’s when a substitute or teacher who doesn’t teach a major subject tries to make up for a lack of importance by adding a bunch of restrictions and making people pay attention to their nothing subject. Art teachers typically don’t fall into this because they’ve learned this more than anybody else. But those fringer subjects, they really suffer from this. Spanish Class I can’t say much other than it was about as loud and short as you’d expect. Since we had an extended advisement every other period got shortened down a lot, so nothing interesting happened here. AP Drawing I did some more drawing, but this time it was on a real drawing tablet, and I started using photoshop to draw instead of ibis paint or procreate. It was kinda nice to have a real tablet, it made me feel professional. But I was so lost and felt depressed deep down, I have so many mental health issues I’m just not gonna work out rn cause it’s too early to. Coding Class I spent the period coding. Jeez these episodes are super short because of this schedule, what can I even say? Luckily this filler arc ends this episode but still! I’m sad for you guys now, so I’m going to give you guys a little something to make these short days seem less boring. A Q&A!! You guys can ask me a bunch of questions you’d want to know about your new favorite slice of life protag.

8-18-26 A whole bunch happened today. I can't even write it all down in the traditional way that these episodes have been formatted. I had a math exam as soon as I got to school, I went to the wrong class and then had to go back to the right class, the test made all the classes shorter so I’ve just been working, but since today is a shorter episode I have more time to get to me and my view on things instead of the day. I do not get homework >:{ I can get homework in name alone, but all homework will become classwork because I don’t work at home. Why? It’s not just because I don’t wanna, which is still a small part but not the main reason. I have a fear of being watched while I do my work, specifically by my grandma. I don’t like her getting involved because she derails everything by asking too many questions and commenting on everything I do. When I was younger she used to scream at me so much over homework that I called her the “homework monster”. She doesn’t do that anymore, but I still have a fear of being watched while working. There’s more people in school, but my apartment is super small. I’m less likely to be watched here than at home. So I cram in a bunch of work. I had a bunch of little incidents aside from homework though. Of course, the day didn’t end with me just missing a project because of my bus I almost got home really late. I had a replacement bus, 4942. But the sun got in my eye while I was reading the number and it was just my luck that there was a bus with a nearly identical number. 4992. It’s so comical it really did feel like a slice of life anime for a moment. They also parked in the same area so if I had just double checked before getting on I would’ve seen, but guess who didn’t double check? Me. Anyway, I eventually ended up telling the bus driver when I realized and she drove me home anyway. Sorry for such a short entry but when my day is so chaotic I don’t have too many choices.

8-17-26 My bus was super late on friday so I didn’t get to go to school. I just stayed home and had pizza for dinner.(I save pizza for Fridays because it just feels right). Today my bus was on time so now I’m at school. I didn’t feel like writing a whole filler episode so I didn’t write about my weekend, but now I’m back in school. Yayyyyy. The only thing I’m excited about, aside from seeing my friends, is updating you guys. It feels nice to be a protag. Even if I don’t think I’m a great protag. Music Class In music class my teacher was absent again. We just did a worksheet and nothing else. My music teacher has been absent a lot recently, today it was about a meeting or something. I wonder why people would bother with so many meetings when it’s just the beginning of school, but I love doing nothing so I hope they keep up with all those meetings. I have decent news today aside from that though, my lunch is back to normal. I have my yogurt again, it’s a chobani flip yogurt. Sometimes I don’t understand how I’m so chubby and short. I'm a senior and I’m only 161cm, but I eat healthy stuff and I love yogurt. It’s probably just terrible luck. Total bummer. Spanish Class Spanish was already too loud by the time I stepped in, I don’t know how anybody could survive this class without headphones. I can already feel the language headache coming on and I don’t think it’s even been ten minutes. It really does feel like an extremely boring party at times with nobody I know. Even when I have literally nothing today I typically don’t feel that tired, but I get exhausted in Spanish. It’s so loud and the teacher is barely talking in full sentences. I feel like I’m not supposed to really be here. Kinda like waiting on a ride that’ll come soon, but just isn’t here. I’m so tired, my head hurts, I wanna get out, but my ride isn’t here yet. Spanish is the only class that doesn’t make me wanna go home, just make me wanna leave the room lol. I guess it could get worse, the idiots surrounding me could try to pick on me more, but then again getting picked on just gives me an ego boost most of the time. When there’s so many people hating you just become a micro celebrity, and since they’re so dumb you just know you’re smarter. AP Drawing Everything was normal, but then I found out wattpad was banning their more adult content and now they’re gonna be flooding spaces full of people who actually have common sense. Ugh. Every day it’s like fandom spaces are getting smaller and smaller. Maybe monetization of those spaces is what caused this. But that’s too complicated and heavy for me, I’m basically just an average anime boy when I’m in blog mode. Too many words and stuff to analyze. Just know I don’t like it, barf. Today I have a line emphasis project for my AP art class, but I have no idea what I should draw for my project and art makes me depressed most of the time because I think I’m bad at it. Coding Class And just like second period my coding class is way too loud. I don’t know if I wanna go home, because I know I’ll be going home with a headache. Just my luck, my regular charger ended up dying and now I can only use my wireless charger, but my wireless charger majorly overheats and drains the battery of my portable charger in like a second. So I can only hook it up to my computer to charge it properly. My portable charger hasn’t been able to cut back on after using it, so now I have to hope my grandma will listen to me and get a new charger cord for me and not tell me the port’s the only issue. Bummer. To make matters worse, after the charging fiasco our bus was super late. Everybody was on edge by the time the bus came, but it all evened out. For reference, my school day ends at 3:30. The bus was there at 4:38. I was home so late! But everything went fine after that.

Yeah, it’s kinda hard lol but blogging makes school feel so much more fun. I have people I can actually share my experiences with now :3

8-13-26 I started writing this a little later than my pilot entry so I kinda forgot to write down the other day by day details, but I’ll give a quick summary since the other classes on A day are super boring. Today my grandma ran out of the other snacks she typically packs for much lunch so I have a peanut butter and jelly sandwich with my other stuff. My celery, bell peppers, orange, juice boxes, water, and cheez its. This morning we had little cinnamon donut bites with smoothies, the only issue is that I didn’t notice they had smoothies because I wasn’t paying attention and I couldn’t get it. I was so sad after that, all my friends had a smoothie and I was just a poor smoothie-less baby. But I couldn’t mope all day. My only friend in my advisement period wasn’t there so I just sat on my phone. Music Class Nothing. That’s about it for this class. I sat there the entire time on my phone watching a podcast talk about Yu Yu hakusho and tried to keep my laughter down to a minimum cause I didn’t want anybody to start something over laughter, which happens a lot. I don’t even have anything to complain about. I know, rare for me. Spanish Class I don’t hate not having my phone, but the class is just so loud. It feels like being at a party, but I don’t know anybody in it. I like to listen to music you’d actually hear at parties or about being alone at a party to imagine that’s what happening. Since there’s no phones to keep people distracted, they talk a lot instead. I don’t share this class with any of my friends so I don’t have anybody to talk to. I could probably make friends but I’m surrounded by idiots. If you try to ask or say anything to anybody they just start laughing and mimicking you for trying to ask a teacher a question. And You can't even ask a question without shouting across the room. I get in trouble for not asking things perfectly but it’s too loud to think that clearly. And now there’s gonna be kids laughing at me just because I tried to ask somebody something, but I have a way to get through it. It’s my secret technique to deal with bullies. FUELING A SUPERIORITY COMPLEX!! If you’re getting picked on you’re better than them. Not just better as a person, but better in general. That’s how I get over bullying. Not being a bully doesn’t just make you good, it makes you smart. Smart enough to know your place in life, understand that you will be insignificant later on. Which automatically makes you better than them and allows you to be as cocky as you want. I always play “what the world needs” and think about the other people in relation to the lyrics. I’m ocean, of course, and they’re all the others. So I’ve already accepted myself as the superior in this class. In intelligence at least. It goes from feeling terrible to almost a high, to me at least, entering a room and knowing everybody there is so dumb when you walk in. You are the highlight, the celebrity. That’s kinda why I like bullying. I’m basically a micro celebrity. Reminds me of my favorite response to people bullying me, “You all know my name but I don’t know any of you”. That did become a pain while trying to report it, but it made me sound cool and made me realize how empowering bullying can feel if you have the right mentality. So I’ll just sit here listening to “i’m sorry you’re inferior” and “what the world needs”. AP Drawing I sat in that class and drew, obviously. There wasn’t much else to do but get out some of my ideas on paper, which is good for me because I have such terrible self esteem when it comes to drawing. I always feel inferior to other people around me because they’re better at art than I am, but I guess being in an art class made me realize that I don’t need to be perfect and I actually need to progress. I definitely made some progress in that class and I’m gonna continue making more. I’m starting to realize this isn’t light hearted enough, guess I’m an awful artist and protag. Web Development I like web development, not just because I like coding, but because I like doing nothing other than doing a little bit of notes and small assignments. I don’t find note taking fun, but it’s definitely a little relaxing, when you don’t have to worry about slides going too fast or something, just peaceful pencil and pen moving. After writing my little notes, which is pretty much just a refresher to me because I’ve had this same coding teacher for years, I finished my work. And that’s all I really have for today. Tomorrow is gonna be Friday though, and I’m really excited to stay at home and watch anime and eat snacks all weekend. I might actually get some work for my AP art class done, if I’m teased into doing it. I’ll probably forget if notifications are blowing up my phone.

Episode 00: B Day 8-12-26 My school only has 4 periods per day, but the days alternate. A day then B day, today’s a B day for me. That means I have some pretty boring classes, but I kinda got the jackpot this year. Last year my teachers were either okay or straight up terrible, this year I’ve got all decent to good teachers. And I don’t have to worry about the language headaches. Language headaches are probably a foreign concept to you, no pun intended, so I’ll explain it. At my school classes that teach different languages aren’t taken seriously and people just goof off. They goof off so much, people get headaches in language classes. I call them Spanish headaches because I’ve only had Spanish, but any language class can be plagued by the monster that is a language headache! Anyway, today I don’t have Spanish. I have math, finances, forensic science, and AP literature. I know I’m such a smarty pants. Yesterday I had music appreciation, finance, AP drawing, and web development. As you’ll notice most of my classes are setting me up for the gaming industry, and I’ll probably follow suit. After all, why put a kid in art and coding classes if you don’t want him to be a game developer? I’ve always wanted to be involved in the industry in anyway so if I’m a story writer, storyboarder, music composer, or coder I’ll do whatever. Aren’t I an interesting protag~? In all seriousness this entry is mainly for you to get to know my school and me, which is why it’s kinda your pilot episode. So let’s get into the boring parts, yawn, the actual school day. I’m trans masc and it’s that time of the month for me. Barf! So I had to take a morning shower, meaning I didn’t get to have the best cereal known to mankind. Cinnamon Toast Crunch. So I have to eat school breakfast. Today’s breakfast, spicy chicken biscuit with apple slices. I thought it was gonna taste like trash but I’ve kinda grown a taste for it. I know somebody is probably gonna be seething about how much worse their lunch was, but to be fair to me, I dunno betta. I forgor. I hope you’re okay with little timeskip updates cause I’ll do that a lot. Anyway, I totally forgot about school supplies shopping this year so I’m surviving off of two pens, two old mechanical pencils, two regular pencils, and eight old notebooks. I have old highlighters at home, but I’ve been too lazy to rummage through my stuff, I am a total couch potato. Especially because I watch Yu Yu Hakusho at home with my best friend. My school has been really obsessed with attendance this year though, and we don’t even have bad attendance scores like ever. They just randomly went “Everybody must show up”. They even replaced our grade trackers with attendance trackers. So of course I have to track my attendance for these two weeks. I’m not all too proud to say I haven’t missed anything because the school year just started. What is there to really miss? It’s only been two weeks since I’ve started. Well about two weeks, this is only Wednesday of the second week. But you get the idea. *College Readiness Math Class* I love my math class this year. Last year my teacher didn’t have any sense of a lesson plan and his lessons were all over the place so his lessons were too confusing and boring. This year I have a competent teacher. He also has the perfect morning voice quality. Loud enough to get your attention but not so hyperactive you say “dude it’s only eight AM I’m not in the mood for this”, just kinda nice. And the assignments are very bearable even for me. Somebody who had a track record of failing math since the second grade. But even if you really love a teacher you can’t help but have a little hope they’re ascent. I mean, come on. So I’m glad my teacher is absent today. When a teacher is absent sometimes there’s not even a sub for half the period so we just do nothing. And that’s exactly what I did. Nothing but eating snacks and going on my phone for a whole period, sweet sweet paradise. *Finance Class* I have to do actual work now =_=. Well I finished the paper at least, and everything I got back was above an eighty percent so that’s good at least, but then there’s the self important rant. I hate those. Honestly I wish teachers understood that it’s just an uphill battle trying to get a teen’s respect. I respect them plenty, but you can’t please everybody. If you could do that I’d be at home eating a cupcake right now. But I don’t mind a class like this. I could be doing something pointless like watching paint dry, and this isn’t that. I guess. I know it’s a dumb thing to complain about, but the way I see it society has always existed in some form of a caste system. There’s always somebody above somebody else, and sometimes people who are above others still try to act above their caste and then somebody reminds them that their place is above others but still beneath them. Teachers largely go unchecked by people other than students so they naturally get a little bit of an ego. Expected, I would too if only kids could check me, but still. It wasn’t that bad, there is worse and it could always be worse. *Forensic Science* Forensic Science is the longest period I have and it’s the longest I have to wait before lunch. On A days I have A lunch, the earliest lunch, on B day I have D lunch. You can probably guess when D lunch is. Other than that it wasn’t so bad. We basically just watched a true crime movie and wrote down notes on it. After that I ended up eating most of my lunch before it was actually time for lunch, but it was entirely worth it. Mostly. *AP Literature* AP Lit is like the highlight of my day because I actually have a good teacher this time and the room is chill to be in. Harry potter decorations, edgar allen poe decorations, pianos, and musical theatre posters on a bulletin board. And it’s where I get to slack off the most since English is my expertise. Art, I need a lot of work on, but AP Lit is just reading and writing. Something I’m really good at. We’re already starting off class with a quiz on wayground, which is a pretty good sign. I just hope they didn’t reschedule that evacuation drill for today. I feel like I’m gonna jinx myself by writing this. Please tell me I don’t. The only other issue I have is the water bottle. My grandma always packs me two apple juice boxes and an ice cold bottle of water with my food. I forgot to work on drinking it today so I have barely any time to chug my water before the bell rings. Anyway, we ended up reading as story that I already read in middle school so I’m basically just getting a refresh of a story I already remember. Since the AP classroom wasn’t working my english teacher offered to just put on FNAF theories, apparently she’s also tuned into fnaf theories and loves Matpat. But we didn’t end up doing that so the day was normal and I just went to the bus after doing nothing pretty much all day.

I kinda started blogging to play into this fantasy that I’m in a slice of life anime with all my friends for this school year, since I normally hate school, and I kinda want it to really feel like I’m in a slice of life anime. So I’ll be blogging about my everyday school life like an IRL light novel you can just read about a pretty average Otaku with big dreams going to high school, if you like the sound of that(and indulging in my slice of life fantasy mwahaha >:3) then stay and read. I’ll try to upload some photos too.

My two examples of this are death note and may I ask for one final thing, but I’m curious to see if there’s other anime’s where the dub is a better experience than the sub.

I’m Axel, and this is my first time using any forum. I’m still in school and I love anime(obviously) and I’m really nerdy. i love death note, cosplay, comedy anime, and fan fiction.

MHA It’s been awhile so I started rewatching it today