Kit_Kat

This is actually a subject that's been front and center in my life recently Since I can remember I've always had anxiety. I don't really know what triggers it, but from what I can tell it's if I'm in the middle of a large crowd of unfamiliar people or walking in a crowded area. Like I'm always worried that I'll run into someone which then causes me to run into someone. Recently I've been suffering from depression. I realized it was being caused by the type of people I was hanging out with, but I did end up figuring out who I should hang out with, and now I have a great group of friends that except me and make me happy. Now I'm trying to figure out exactly what's wrong and how I can become happier and more motivated. Being depressed is very horrible because it caused me to be way less motivated than I tend to be. Now I'm doing a lot better, but I feel very lonely a lot of the time and I have trouble sleeping at night because even though it's summer I'm just always thinking of what I need to do, but I put it off even though it causes me anxiety. I actually joined this forum to try and feel better, and I really feel like it's starting to help. Now the one thing I need to start working on is getting myself to do what I need to do and stop putting it off. I've started to see a counselor and I'm hoping that it will help me, but for now I'm working on it. As for fears I'm afraid of being alone and not living life how I want. I don't want to grow up and live behind a desk. I want to go on adventures with friends and get into cultures and join protests and go to pride parades. I just want to be with people that care about be and experience things. I'm afraid I won't. I'm also afraid of lice and hornets

Just started Re: Zero It's really interesting so far ^-^