Rin

I'm not dead!! Nor do I hate you all. Let's just say my internet life resembles a cheesy stereotypical high school sitcom with 5 times more drama and no musical numbers. Aka I've been too busy dealing with doofuses to check in on the lesser active forums like this or Dashing.

Artist or Producer: Originally by Doriko feat. Hatsune Miku http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7U8wHon7STM

Artist or Producer: Nem & Tama http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oyteTOBxRm8

Artist or Producer: iroha(sasaki) Artist's Homepage: http://xiao-sphere.net/ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oN1oJdCv2SE [FLOAT_RIGHT] [/FLOAT_RIGHT] Lyrics: Machi akari hanyaka ----- City lights bright and colourful ETHER masui no tsumetasa ----- The chill of ether anesthetics Nemure nai gozen niji ----- Sleepless at 2:00 AM Subete ga kyuusoku ni kawaru ----- Everything rapidly changes OIL gire no LIGHTER ----- A lighter out of oil Yaketsuku youna ino naka ----- The inside of a scorching stomach Subete ga sou uso nara ----- If everything was yes, a lie Honto ni yokatta noni ne ----- How it would have been really nice Kimi no kubi wo shimeru yume wa mita ----- I have a dream where I take you by the throat Hikari no afureru hiru sagari ----- Mid afternoon filled with light Kimi no hosoi nodo ga haneru no wo ----- The way your thin throat jumps Nakidashi souma mede miteita ----- I was watching with eyes about to cry Kaku yuugouro nisa ----- Say, to a fusiom reactor Tobi konde mitai to omou ----- I think I want to try diving in Massao na hikari tsutsumarete kirei ----- It must be beautiful, enfolded by pure blue light Kaku yuugouro nisa ----- Say, to a fusion reactor Tobi konde mitara soshitara ----- Is I try diving in, then Subete ga yurusareru youna kigashite ----- I thought everything might be forgiven VERENDA no mukou gawa ----- The other side of the balcony Kaidari wo nobotte yuku oto ----- The sound of going uupstairs Kageri dashita sora ga ----- The sky that has strted to be obscured Mado GLASS ni heya ni ochiru ----- Drop upon the window glass and room Kakusan suru yuugure ----- Scattering twilight Naki harashita youna hi no aka ----- Redness of the sun, red-swelled as after a cry Tokeru you ni sukoshi zutsu ----- As if melting away gradually Sukoshi zutsu shinde yuku sekai ----- The world gradually dying Kimi no kubi wo shimeru yume wa mita ----- I have a dream where I take you by the throat Haru kaze ni yureru CURTAIN ----- Curtains swaying in the Spring breeze Kawaite kireta kuchibiru kara ----- From dried out cut lips, Koboreru kotoba wa awa no you ----- Words spill just like a bubble Kaku yuugouro nisa ----- Say, to a fusiom reactor Tobi konde mitai to omou ----- I think I want to try diving in, I think Masshiro ni kioku toka sarete kieru ----- Memories will melt away and disappear into ----- pure white Kaku yuugouro nisa ----- Say, to a fusion reactor Tobi konde mitara mata mukashi mitai ni ----- Is I try diving in, then like in the old days Nemureru youna sonna kiagashite ----- I can sleep again I just had that feeling Tokei no byoushin ya ----- The second hand of the clock TEREBI no shikaisha ya ----- And a host in a TV Soko ni irukedo mienai dareka no ----- Someone whos there but invisible Waraigoe houwashite hankyou suru ----- Their laughter It becomes saturated and now ----- echoes Allegro Agitate ----- Allegro Agitate Miminairi ga kienai yamanai ----- Ringing in the ears wont go away, wont stop Allegro Agitate ----- Allegro Agitate Miminairi ga kienai yamanai ----- Ringing in the ears wont go away, wont stop Daremo minna kieteku yume wo mita ----- I had a dream where everyone was ----- disappearing Mayonaka no heya no hirosa to seijaku ga ----- The size of my room at midnight ans the silence ----- of it Mune ni tsukkaete ----- Clogged my chest Jouzu ni iki ga dekinaku naru ----- And I was hardly able to breath Kaku yuugouro nisa ----- Say, to a fusiom reactor Tobi konde mitara soshitara ----- If I try diving in, then Kitta nemuru you ni kiete ikerunda ----- I must be able to disappear as if asleep Boku no inai asa wa ----- The morning when I am gone, will be Ima yori zutto suba rashikute ----- Much more wonderful than how it is now and Subete no haguruma ga kami atta ----- It will be a world where all the gears are ----- engaged Kitto sonna sekai da ----- It will surely be such a world Aaaaaaa ----- Ahhhhhh

I usually don't eat breakfast. I'm just not typically hungry in the mornings, and I get that from my mom. It causes me to be hungry for lunch earlier than most people though, so.... When I do eat breakfast it's usually just something simple like toast or a poptart.

Unfortunately, the closest town/city to where I live that is big enough to even have a school is Wichita, which is 2 hours away. Their schools would be even bigger though, because I live in a small town, but Wichita is HUGE. Online school will likely be the best option for my needs, and I love working with computers, and can do a lot on them with little to no help, so that's not a problem. Anyways, now my random rant, is that my school login is not working. I can't take the tests to see what grade I'll be in until it works.

The school we toured was REALLY nice. And it was HUGE, too, but that was actually one of the biggest issues on how it'd work for me. Just the bell (they were testing it) is enough to make me cover my ears, but they have gym, choir, and band (the first two at the same time), and the school population is 500-some. Just the average Wal Mart noise can get me tense and possibly upset me, so for those who know me in real life (or for those who know me enough in general and said so myself), it's obvious the environment itself will not work out, no matter how good everything else is. Unfortunately, changing schools where I live is not an option, as there is only one middle school and one high school here. I had the same problem before starting homeschooling a few years ago around 5th grade (I was having problems with bullying as well, and the stupid principal decided it was a good idea to lock me in an office during one of my "episodes", which is illegal no matter how bad those episodes were), but thankfully my mom had to move to another city to participate in graduate school soon afterwards (she had to quit college when I was born)

@NightDancer ; I've always liked Language Arts and Reading, and always have excelled in it. I can read and comprehend at a high school level even though I'm only in middle school.

Candy Candy - Megpoid Gumi (Originally By: Kyary Pamyu Pamyu)

I kind of disappeared for a while, sorry about that. I'll try to check in more often.

Random Rant: The school year is starting soon, but we still haven't decided what we're going to do for my schooling. I have "special needs" that need to be taken care of (I'm a high functioning Autistic with some bipolar mixed in, severe anxiety and anger issues, and a whole bunch of other stuff probably, but that's a different story), and right now I'm given the choices of online schooling (not technically home school, but still working at a PC from home) or going to an IEP/Special Needs class at the local middle school. We're going to "tour" the school tomorrow and get more information, but I'm still learning towards the online schooling. But we'll have to see~

I really like the Vampire Knight uniforms, especially the female ones. Even if the skirt is cutting a bit on the short side they wear tights underneath. Because there is a Day Class and a Night Class, there are two different ones, but the only real difference is color. Day Class is Black: Night Class is White: I have some sort of obsession with anime school uniforms anyways, so I'd probably link the school uniforms from every anime I've seen if I could, lol. But I find these really cool aside from that.

Most forums I know have this thread, and the ones who don't have a whole forum section for it. So I'm pretty sure it's fine, plus I don't think it's that likely for someone to find out where you live like that. Anyways, have fun in Japan, Optic!

I made a thread about my singing if you wanna hear it. It's in the Audio / Video art board. I take two other types of medicine regularly, and since certain types of medicine can stimulate your brain so much, I can't sleep a wink without it. Even before I had to take meds I had trouble sleeping, too

Even though I need an alarm to wake up at the right time, once I'm awake, I'm automatically awake. However, usually I'm still groggy, so I move a bit sluggish. Doesn't mean I can't do some things. I usually check forums first thing in the morning. I take a sleeping pill at night, then pass out within an hour and a half after that (and also might be the cause of me being groggy in the mornings). I can still work on things if I wanted to, but the time I fall asleep varies. I know when it's time to sleep though, so it's not like I'd be doing something and fall asleep right away before I have time to turn off everything. So therefore I'd say all around. I don't get any recordings done in the morning, because morning voice = bad singing for me. Instead I work on checking online forums, and stuff that doesn't take much effort. Afternoons and evenings are when I do audio work like recordings or mixing projects, as well as graphics and anything else that needs done.

If Vocaloid was an anime, that would be my choice, but since it's a computer software with anime styled videos and characters, that probably doesn't count. Otherwise... Hetalia - I dunno. I just would want to be able to have literally LIVED in World History. Sailor Moon - For the same reason Caroline stated a few posts above me Shugo Chara - I dunno how to explain this one in words. The concept of it just is really fun. Might list more when I can remember them...

Finished Angel Beats today. So many feels. Might either continue Shugo Chara, continue Hetalia, or move on to either K-On! or The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya, both of which are on my to do list. That's the problem with being an otaku; so much anime, so little time, and often you have problems deciding what show to watch to blow off the free time you do have. I have too much though, being homeschooled and all. The main problem for me is deciding what to watch

Alluring Secret ~Black Vow~ Kagamine Rin & Len Love dis song. :3

Just finished episode 6 of Angel Beats, and gonna move on to episode 7. I'm aiming to finish the whole series today, since I'm already half done.