Deeath

Had soup

Last night - I decided to take it upon myself to grind competitive Overwatch for nearly 5 hours straight, a tedious run, and I sure did get great sleep that night. Tonight I'm going to be on that "grind" again - with a total of 2172 comp points out of the 3000 I need to get my 5th golden gun, which will be for Reinhardt, the run will not be a simple 2-3 day thing, this is going to take a while...as...losing games is quite evident in this season with the meta. 

Season 35 is the peak of terrible meta's, and to be honest the DPS meta is quite a mess at this point, so with competitive team composition. 

Dead grass everywhere, with the lack of rain and the amount of heat we are getting in Ohio, it's pretty evident that there'll be some dead grass forming. 
We've had some storms, but never long enough to keep the grass alive  ... and tbh, it makes it harder to mow grass, because with patches of live grass growing with dead grass in the mix, that means I can never keep track of where I mowed...

Can't wait for the winter, snow, cold, no mowing needed, just pure bliss of the dead winter nights - meaning I can dissolve into the wind chillingly. 

Well, kinda just searched up "Anime Forums" online, looking for a good anime based forum place, and I must've like it a lot considering it's been months and i'm still active on here! Doing what I love and being effective in this community, so I'm glad I found this place months ago. Hope to be here years to come...

Welcome to the chaos, enjoy your time here 

Tiger & Bunny 

The anime pulled me in at the start, but honestly the storyline never really interested me the more I watched it. Not saying it's a bad anime, no, i'm just saying I lost interest in continuing it...after all, I have other animes I look forward to and are watching at this moment that pull me in more. 

1 hour ago, RZ. said:

I'm a season ticket holder at Barnsley FC (that's an English "soccer" team for the Americans) and have been since I was about 15.

I also occasionally watched Snooker

Interesting! I planned on doing more research on English teams, glad to see this!

11 hours ago, Hällregn said:

That's pretty scary, D. You going to be okay? 

Cotard's syndrome is pretty much the delusion that you believe you are dead, it's nothing more than a terrible mental health issue that has become apart of me. 

Suffering with cotard's syndrome is becoming harder. I was recently diagnosed, after a lot of therapy and work. I feel more dead, I believe I am dead. Everyday I walk and no matter what I don't feel like as if i'm existing. I'm denying all life, all purpose, and now staring at the ceiling as I have the feeling of my organs falling out of my body, as I decay slowly, is my new pastime. 

Everything is becoming bleak...I am death.

On 6/3/2022 at 12:15 AM, Kohloo said:

I like to doodle giraffes lol

The Giraffes are hella cute man, I love that doodling style of yours, as an artist, this is something I wish I could perfect...the doodling style :,)))

Decided to draw myself - sorry or the bad quality, dont have a phone, only a webcam ^^" 

TW: Gore.

Welcome to the forums, you'll know me as D. 
Enjoy the chaos, and enjoy the friendly fam here !

Played some Halo Infinite, king of the hill - sadly the enemy team won, but I was the highest score with 2,255 as my score in the lobby. 16 kills total, which was a good streak for the match, would've been better if we won, but, can't win them all. 

The game plan for later after I get done doing some stuff outside of gaming is playing some Minecraft, maybe playing some SMITE as well to get back on that grind. Minecraft is great for relaxation, but SMITE is my go-to when I want to get some streaks going.

Got my xbox back today - and did an update on it. Tuesday i'll renew my Xbox Gold subscription, for now, i'll stick to watching YouTube while I wait to get my subscription renewed. Most of my games require the subscription, and those games are...the ones I play the most. 

2 hours ago, Animedragon said:

One benefit is that I've learnt a lot about the history and culture of a country I'm never likely to be able to visit.

I've had a few dark times over the past couple of years and watching anime has never failed to lift my spirits and been good for my mental well-being.

These are definitely some good benefits ^
Some benefits I gained from watching anime are quite common in most otaku's/weebs 

• You can visit new worlds - enhanced imagination 
• Definitely enhanced emotions, depending on what you watch
• If you're an Artist, anime is great for creativity 
• It's awesome for building communities - such as Anime Cons - Amino - Social Media - Friendships
• Nostalgia - if you're an 'oldtimer' such as our lovely fellows @Ohayotaku@Otaking66lives@efaardvark@Wodahs, watching older animes can bring you a euphoric-like nostalgia, and even youngins can feel this as well - I can certainly say that older animes make me feel nostalgic! 

I would say the big thing is connecting with others...anime was something that wasn't super big awhile back - but now it has brought communities together and built new ones! So I would say that is the biggest thing, is finding a new family within anime! 

_crustbag_ - This guy is lovely, his videos are great if you're looking for something to cheer you up! Also in a band called "Industrial Forest" which can be found on Bandcamp, it's mostly Dark Ambient and Noise, super underrated! So please support him!

Some Amazon Basic Premium Coloured Pencils! + A Face Reveal (FINALLY!) 
From an Artist POV, they work alright, I did some swatches, and blending, they can use some work. But for some amazon coloured pencils, they work quite alright! But if you're looking for superb blending, and amazing pigment - I would go for Prismacolor! 

On 6/19/2022 at 10:12 AM, KaiyaSaysHaiya said:

Danganronpa- 16 highschool students are trapped in a school and forced to murder each other. If you wanna play the games or watch the anime either works although I do highly recommend the games.

Glad to see another Danganronpa lover ;), great anime and game series...

Welcome, @KaiyaSaysHaiya
I'm 17, I hope that's not too old to be a friend...welcome to the chaos !

I have an obsession with death. Everything death. I got the username from my own mental health, as I feel like and believe I am a walking dead person, a corpse perhaps, and I feel out of my body, and out of this world.  Edgy, Dark, I know - but that's something of a person I am, and it's just become me. 

So people called me "D" online, because of my handle "Death" which my obsession with death was expressed a lot online, hence the nickname "D". 
I also get the nickname "D" because of my name "Dimitrios" which means "Earthly being" in greek I believe. 

Welcome, friend - 
Enjoy the chaos...

_Boisvert - My new favourite YT channel.... if you enjoy cryptid, eerie, unsettling, and...unknown things, this is your channel. This channel has little known about it, as it's mostly unsettling/chilling - nearly cryptid animations. I would say if you get scared easily...I wouldn't recommend this channel. It's not your typical smooth animations, it's crunchy, weird animations that make you feel like you weren't supposed to watch it, supposedly found it on a hidden part of the internet...but you didn't, it's directly on YT. 

Gearisko - Another YT channel did a small dive into the channel "_Boisvert" and goes a bit more into it, explaining it more...yet is still unsure what the meaning of the channel is. 

Please support both channels, and take a deeper look into _Boisvert ...As it is a splendid YT channel, and deserves more attention. 

Ohio is currently at its summer stage. So the weather is rainy, humid, and hot. 
The hottest days reach about 96 degrees, but it's only June, so i'm preparing for surprise heatwaves...

It does get cool though, today it was about 69 (nice) degrees, which was nice. Still pool weather, so swimming was fun, although it was slightly chilly getting out of the pool. When it hits night time, the lowest is...a nice relaxing feel, of around the 50's mark. So a nice summer fire in the fire pit is a nice way to end the night. 

Also...it's currently tornado season - uh oh...

This is a good thread, I would say the "Home Alone" series...
Not the remakes, no - Home Alone 1-2 with Macaulay Culkin, THOSE are the ones that make me feel a good feeling. Mostly when Christmas rolls around, it's really nice to watch those two movies. 

Re-watching Naruto !

I don't have much access to anime streaming services at the moment, because I don't make enough money to pay for streaming services...so I decided to re-watch one of my favourite anime  

Consider me a loser, but yes, Netflix is the only streaming service I have at the moment, which my family pays for...so I only have Netflix anime to work with. T-T