Emotion Flux

I really need to get into that habit of trying to think rational and logical when it comes to things I can't explain first instead of just chalking it up by default to a paranormal event. >< If that stuff that's happening to your both at your apartment though was happening to me I'd definitely be creeped out too much to sleep, or even want to take any kind of sleeping aids to sleep. o.o Yeah though, it was definitely an unexpected and horrifying experience, or whatever it was. The mind really can be a person's own worst enemy though, and my mind seems dead set on torturing me in various creative ways that always surprise me in the worst ways. >< That adds a level of unknowns to the things going on in your home though. I really need to take a page out of your book though to try and take a logical initial approach to what I think might be paranormal. It'll be a while before I can actually transform my default mindset to that, but I'm definitely going to try to do just that. ^^

I was hoping you weren't serious. rofl

Freezing to death on Mt. Everest. The volcano option would be excruciating, but the potential for hypoxia in the upper climate and the fact that with hypothermia eventually people just go to sleep and don't wake up makes freezing to death much more appealing to me. Plus, I don't want the last thing I see to be molten lava. o.o Being a protagonist or being an antagonist? There's pros and cons to both of course. ^^

I do believe in the paranormal, but when it comes to rational alternative explanations for what I consider paranormal activity I tend to dismiss it. Probably because ever since my sister passed away I'm so desperate to believe there's something more than what we can see and feel in this corporeal realm that we all live brief, transient lives in. I really need to not always assume something's paranormal though because there are sometimes rational, logical explanations for things that happen. Like the house settling was what I used to think was people throwing rocks at the house. I mean, that might not be paranormal as opposed to paranoia-infected conclusions I tend to jump to, but I just don't tend to think about the rational explanations for things for some reason when I seriously should and need to start looking for rational explanations for things and when I can't find one, then to go on the assumption that it was paranormal when I can't find logical explanations. It might be easier said than done though. I do believe in the paranormal, probably on what could be bordering an unhealthy level, but that's because I want my sister to show herself to me in my dreams again and to see her when I pass away. I can't rush to my own death though since mom's still alive, but I do hope I'll see big sis' again in whatever kind of afterlife there may be waiting for us all when we pass away. Oh, and I used to hear an EXTREMELY loud slam like someone would try to get me to open the door when I slept that literally woke me up. It was only once a night, but it scared/surprised me so much that I couldn't go back to sleep again until a number of hours later when I settled down. More recently though when I was sleeping it felt like something forced me out of my own body with the hardest shove from behind that you could imagine. After that happened, I saw a pair of blacker than black, shadow-like limbs reaching out for my frantically from across my bed. I chalked it up to a shadow person trying to scare the holy hell out of me to feed on my fear which I've heard some entities get stronger by feeding off of people's fear. That scared the hell out of me though so much that I slept upstairs the rest of the night and morning with mom in the living room. I've got no memory of being so scared in my entire life. What if something followed you home, @Sakura? Stands to reason it could've happened, right? From Waverly Hills Sanitorium.

Cool~!! ^^ I should probably sport my Marik x Ishizu set in that case. ^^

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The funny part about that is that's what mom calls my memory, too. lol

Unfortunately some things are easier to remember than others. You've got a busy life, so it's understandable that you'd forget.

I told you~ But he passed away while saving 2 people from a rip current. Unfortunately, he died in the process, but that's a good way to be remembered.

My latest project: a tribute to Joey's ace monster: Red-Eyes Black Dragon in light of Kazuki Takahashi's passing. I still can't believe the creators for Yu-Gi-Oh! and Dragon Ball Z have passed away though.it breaks my heart into a million pieces, like a part of my childhood is now gone forever.

Thanks, man! I keep forgetting what the giant weapon of Snago's is called though.

Thanks. It was just a state of heightened paranoia that lead to such a hasty decision which is hardly logical. lol Nobody knows why I'm so paranoid. The consensus wit psychiatrists seems to be that I'm a paranoid schizophrenic on top of everything else. It's mentally exhausting being so paranoid without any rhyme or reason.

EDIT: Nevermind.

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