XII360

so doing the "favorite operator" drawing thing that's somewhat famous in reddit /ark/ place

saw it months ago, but didn't have time to do it, couse yknow...

boards

but with boards canceled, i now have time to draw my favorite operators

was thinking of making a thread about this, but decided not to, couse i might be the only one who plays arknights, and its a draw-your-favorite-operator >.>...

nonetheless, just wanted to say im doing this

heres the template incase anyone wants to do it too

i guess you could also change it to FGO-servants if you wanted too, like, favorite servant ?

just a thought

im doing favorite operators tho' ;o

me drawing

also me drawing 

if i was a boyyy~

then i would one day become a man

that song toke a serious route in less than a second

im still very inactive, incase anyone is wondering

couse, compre-re-re-take happened, and boy have i been not studying, f*cking help me someone and end my suffering

what makes it even worse is...i've yet to farm much on fgo's current event for chacha, couse im more focused IRL stuff...and thats not a fun idea

i wanna max-rank my chacha, >.<

song post of obligationations >:o

how do you reply from stuff profile comments lmao im such a noob in this >.>

maybe if i up my post count ?!

oookaaaayy, just a rant post, 

be warned, its a long post!, iz really really long couse, seriously, screw my group...

atleast the other group, being GROUP 2 accepted me, and im not even part of their group, 

meanwhile my group...even my partners..."dissapointment increases"

welp, my grand duty got ruined thanks to some f*ck face, trying to make me look bad again, even though i went through the f*cking trouble of using my own money for our grand, to make it the "best" grand, and final duty, f*ck face still went and got me pissed

basically, we got a weak junior in warding, and me, being helpful before just made her mad at me, so i chillaxed on helping anyone since then

our last day today, i wanted to go morning pick (which means we extract people's blood who have went fasting, or not eaten/drank water in the past 8-12hours), and teach her some few tips and tricks

she said "ok", and mind you, i told her this really early, like, sun is still up-early (and were night duty)

time by 10 hours, i got stuck with CBG/HGT test, thats about 30+ patients, even though we had 3 machines, juniors felt lazy, thus i toke it, and didn't go along with her on the morning pick i wanted to go with

no problems there so far, couse to be honest, im fine with that anyway, i mean, i wont be losing anything if she doesn't want to learn from her seniors

the problem starts AFTER our duty, like, end of duty

i told her, she needs to improve more, couse, well, seniors are gone now, theres only 14 of them left, and not many of them are good at extraction, but this f*ck face went and said, im being "rude", or "boasty" or whatever

nigga, when our seniors said sh*t to me, no one f*cking said anything, i was as bad as her before too, heck, i was worse than her before, but i improved, i got better, im one of the best now too couse of my own determination to "git gud"

it really hit me so hard when, even after all the shit i did, all the fucking shit i did for this group, buying them gifts, taking on their endorsements without second thought (endorsement, as in, they couldn't obtain blood from Px. due to "hard to extract"), buying everyone a keychain with their name and a "GROUP 3" keychain tag in it, and even trying to make our final day the bestest, by giving everyone that was about to leave, minus me, a gift, and even foods,

i used 3000php (58$!) just to make it the best, the f*cking best

and then i get hit with the

"STOP BULLYING MY PARTNER, SHES DOING HER BEST, YOUR HURTING HER FEELINGS"

well excuse me for not being fucking hurt by what the fuck you said, i fucking did everything, im even thinking of her well being, but then got said im being boasty and or rude

what sucks more is, even though they know im getting depressed, my partners didn't so much as to try and cheer me up, other guys of group 3 went and tried, but well, when im depressed, i get really numb, and i dont think well

i sit down and think, and once im alone i cry

and since i got better at extraction, i even dont mind doing self-extractions on my self, whats worse is, when i did it to myself this morning, i didnt feel the needles pain, guess thats what being numb means...

still really dissapointed my partners didn't cheer me up, oh well, im used to being alone anyway~..."sigh"

but yea, rant over, tldr: fuck group 3 smh

CHEERY MOODO ONNOOO

OBLIGATORY SONG POST~!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4v7B_J1NQbQ

When you find out board exam is coming soon

Fugmiupsempaiinmybuttockaandthencallmeaqtpie

i will finish that edna drawing today -- love how it was suppose to be a 2 hour project

but then ended up becoming a one day project couse umbrella distance was not coherent with body height

...i dont even know what i said >.>

This is a test

Edit: Test complete ill explain later

edit edit: so what did i learn today ?

you cant upload images if you make a status update in phone (above image was phone's) UNTIL you go to your actual profile, and maybe edit there ? not sure, couse i mean,  did an edit on this, at the very least, 

"this is a test" (image uploads wont let me upload things directly on phone) was where i was in AF.net website

and "test is complete" was when i was in af.net/xii360profile (images is allowed to be uploaded and shared in-real-time-ish-is)

also, image is when i was in class, derping, wednesday classes are kinda chill ?, compared to monday/tuesday, after all, we got best prof,

one who'se really cool, but also not teacher material >.>, atleast, lacks authority

his pun's tho, jesus >.>

and now that im done drawing edna i can play ni no kuni 2

see you guys next year (sarcasmn)

me: get a license

hospital: best i can do is 12,356php (or 214.30 EUR/253.92 USD)

fun fact, average salary for my license/profession, as starting, is 350eur/a month >.>

man, wish i could apply on the spot i interned at, the pay is more proper there ~.~

but i may have no choice, i need hospital experience, smh

everyday i stray further from god

i mean, almost there, but just a little more push, aside from usual, time constrain, mainly

so bs how, my day gets taken from me, when i coulda finished this drawing in a day >.>

and i wont really

draw at night time couse, muh game time

oh well, one small step, is one giant leap or something something quote

"i am currently semi dead (inactive) for 3 months"

cant wait to finish my responsibilities ~.~

WARNING, /RAPID RANT AHEAD

proceed at risk, for i be write sentences in a bee way

had a typhoon, lost electricity, water reached inside house

after typhoon, water level be going down, also family cleaning task be also up, so we clean 

cousins was staying over, cousins be barely help clean house, cousins be watching more and worrying about their "cabinet" that they asked dad to buy

male cousin, same age as me, be scream at my dad, i get pissed but let it slide

day 1 (yesterday) end

day 2 (today); start

me and papi be clean house starting 5:30am

we be clean 50% after whole day

male cousin be majority of time watch us, barely helping us carry sh*t down, 

he did help, but like, 1/5 times he would help carry something, otherwise just watch

be night time, be get electricity at last, be fixing our room, also fix our computers (my and my brothers)

while fixing my brothers pc, be hear some scream from male cousin

be let it slide, for 5 minutes atleast

after 5 minutes

"be chotto matekudawait oni-brother"

be leave room

be SHOUT AT THAT DIPSH*T WHO IS SCREAMING AT MY DAD 

he gets up

he tells me i dont know who im messing with

im like i know, A F*CKING TINY D*CK DIPSH*T WHO SCREAMS AT OTHER PEOPLES FATHERS

be physical a bit, mainly grabbing his neck

be wanting to carry him and throw him on the floor, but...

body weak, no more strenght to do anything

be stopped by dad and big bro

be tell us to stfu even though were both screaming at each other

im the first one to stfu, letting him rant, time to time saying sh*t to him, but majority of time stfuing couse feel bad for dad

he be leave

wanna know the f*cked up part ?

the reason he was shouting at my father was, couse cousins called their parents

and the so called "cousins" told their parents they "helped" clean the house

in which dad said, "help? what help? the majority of work was my sons gf, she cleaned majority of the dirt, followed by "yours truely"

"dad: you only carried like, one box, and then went off doing nothing"

and then that f*cktwad got mad, and screamed at my father, heh

also, while we were shouting at each other, he said "i watched too much of my CARTOONS"

b*tch, you watch too much bike sports, you aint a BMX god, even i can f*cking do "tricks" on BMX

do i wanna? no

im too busy with f*cking life, studying, doing my project, and also arts, and what do you do? F*CKING LEECH AT OTHER PEOPLE?! DECIEVE YOUR OWN UNCLE?!?!?

smh

/rant over

so i wont lie, i was suppose to finish this 

today, but i...i got side tracked on an eroge, and now i have no will to finish it today

eh, theres always tomorrow, all i really need to do anyway is, to do shadows, and design the weapon

no idea what weapon design is so just doing random scratches

but hey, he looks pretty, dope, so thats a plus sign that i am of "improve" 

even though i haven't drawn as much lately >_>...

also, obligatory ProZD post 

ANDERSEN SSR!

saw this and i had to share

cant wait for him to hit NA >.>

Huh, so my brothers monitor that im using broke, well crap

Only monitor.left is PS3 monitor, and its kinda bad for pc ?

Crap me, gonna rely on phone for now then

Probably gonna post that thread soon too, since im gonna, kinda of do a *clean format* of my pc, moment i get my new HDD

Tho', thats after im done transfering my 1tb of pornography games and backing them up

Especially save file of games, anyone know if steam has a backup save system ?, teach me how to back up my dying light save

tf was all that spam on forums >.>

just got back from exam, and boi was it, not fun really

i think i aced it though, not sure

FINISHED

I FINISHED BLACK SOULS TWO

(first spoiler is just an image, might be gore graphic? dunno, theres blood, but more of badly drawn but also godly drawn >.>)

I CAN NOW GO BACK TO MY REGULAR LIFE STYLE

boo

i had so much fun tho', lowkey toke me 3 days to get the "true" ending

MAINLY COUSE I KEPT SKIPPING THE OPENING AND DIDNT KNOW I HAD TO

i-i also teared up a bit, when i had to...

(major major spoilers ahead)

but yea, it was a god f*cking damn fun ride

black souls 3 when?

edit: also, urge to do fanwork -INTENSIFIES-

EDIT EDIT BUT ALSO A SPOILER (also semi scary?)

F*CKING BAE JESUS CHRIST

i aspire to draw this good one day

and make stories this damn good

motivation to do my game: intensifies

huh, i thought i drew mi-chan in her regular clothing with my new artstyle, but i cant seem to find one...

guess that's what im drawing >.>

i guess ill start with a new character sheet ?

was planning on doing a manga with my OC's, but since its lacking character sheet...>.>

guess ill do just that

Huh, was cleaning tables, couse im still backing up files on my.pc (which, holy crap is gonna take all night wont it ?)

And found these drawings, aside from notes, so ima post em >:o

looking back, and comparing it to my recent drawings (i.e, starting from the 3 original characters i drew[miyo, mia, eteline], -> demon lord drawing im doing) my drawings have clearly gotten better huh

atleast, proportions dont feel off anymore, so thats a plus sign that i improved, yaay meee "pachi pachi pachi"

incidentally, urge to re-draw last girl, "somewhat intensifies"

me: DEFAULT THEME IS SO MEH

also me who has been a user and a mod in ths forums for forever: does not know that you 

can switch the theme and pick the best theme in this very spot

i would also like to note that

I HAVE BEEN DOING RL STUFF MORE THAN USUAL SO YKNOW

also, supposedly, the websites update is gonna be friendly on phone-users

...i have yet to confirm this, as i am, once again, devoured in studying/cleaning up typhoon mess 

but its hella visually appealing, the theme i use >.>

So at school, with lots of activities to do

Another day another lonnnggg day

Least the library has AC <.>

started drawing again, couse im dont with hospital, i finally have breather >.>

gonna do my stuff time to time, not finished on sekiro though, or fgo shinjuku, so yea

tomorrow i sekiro more, and fgo moare

also, characters thats somewhat inspiring me atm are, karin from epic 7, and wolf, from sekiro >.>....

karin a total qt i could lewd at

love how i bought a Shakugan no shana alastor necklace but cant wear it due to the fact,

not couse im big or anything but couse i dont wear necklaces, and i doubt they will let me wear accessories in college

so i did something stupid

and

made

alastor

into

an

accessory

basically i knitted it on my phones case and now i have a mini holder on my phone and a kawaii alastor on my phone ;o

actual pic of the crime scene as man stictches a defenseless phone cover with an accessory (NOT CLICKBAIT)