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  1. Gryffindor: 68 Hufflepuff: 69 Ravenclaw: 81 Slytherin: 93 Well, I got my fave house!
  2. I have been writing around 6 books for a while now but I started a seventh around 3 days ago and I am flying through it. This is the first book I have felt so inspired to write! I have written 2 full chapters in around 2 days and have the outlines for the next 2 and even have an idea of what I am doing with book 2 as well as characters for it (when I finish book 1). Just really pumped and thought I'd share. :D ~♥

    1. Seshi


      Wow.. Just wow. Thats amazing! <3

    2. Wedgy


      That's great, keep that ball rolling! And send some of that motivation my way.. Hehhe

  3. Ehm... I... yea, I wouldn't do it, lol. I don't like kids and like, @RyePotatoes I have college. I'm sure they could find someone more qualified to take care of their kids.
  4. Title: The Play What's this in my hand, small and red, throbbing and splurging? No, it can't be, are we merging? Please, get up off your bed, wait... are you dead? If you're dead, why am I bled? Why am I white, where is my heart? Am I alright, why must we part? Where have you gone!? Don't you remember our wedding song, need I remind you of our first-time? This is a crime, forced to write, forced to rhyme, my heart was your dime, what is it this time? Paper heart colored red, calling it art, lost in dread, water into wine, 65 proof. Heart in my hand, stone in my chest, body and soul disband. Oh God, was I not blessed!? blood on my gums, seals on my sums, one with the bums. Call me the devil but you made me this way, don't you dare blame me for my decay! Father forgive me for I have sinned, father forgive me, but I won't be to church today, father forgive me, for I've fallen along the way... lost my religion, It wasn't my decision, just my part in the play. Well, you know what they say, "It's God's will", Maybe that is meant financially, what a tragedy... Dear diary, hear my plea, don't let me die in this blood red sea, to hell with me, I will die dry, so I can't, no I wont cry...
  5. Title: The Devils gone Drinkin' Tonight (Warning: Language and sexual themes) The devils gone drinkin' tonight, she's wearin' high heels and kickass coat, Sunglasses and blood on her moat, she's speakin' sweet words and backin' em up, she's pullin' sheets down, no she cant get enough. She's a wild one, an animal in bed, she'll beat you down and she'll give ya head, she's a brazen bitch, a silver tongued bandit, she'll steal your heart and you'll never retrieve it. She's got hooves and a halo, horns and a cross, you'll never wanna let her go, but guess what, she's the boss, yea the devils gone drinkin tonight... She makes me hot, my blood pressure's risin', she holds me down and keeps on cussin', no thoughts in my mind 'sides jimmy rustlin', I can't stop, my head is screamin', what's this? My ears are bleedin', I should stop, but I keep believin', I keep believin'... that one day, she'll be my darlin... But the devils gone drinkin' tonight, she pulls the zipper up just to pull it back down, sleeping around all over town, bitch just take off that cum stained gown, too much weight, your gonna drown, bitch just come back home to me, this ain't how things gotta be, yea I'm mad but i'll make ya happy, if you'd just commit you'd get the chance to see, I love ya, even though I don't mean ta... She's got hooves and a halo, blowing up guys like a volcano, horns and a cross, feedin' off all that sauce, what a darlin' whore, wish I could show er' the door, but I aint got it in me anymore... Oh honey, lets renew our vows, be faithful, not fields for plows, oh honey lets renew our vows, be careful, or you'll fall in with the sows... The devil's gone drinkin' tonight, princess of deception, mother of lies, just how many babies you cut from those thighs? I wish I could man up, wish I could kick er' out, wish I could stand up, but I just sit an' pout, "Oh baby where do you go, when I'm asleep at night?" acting as if I don't know, though she assumes I might... Cold hearted skank, childless slut, you're no purebred nah yer' just a fuckin' mutt, why don't you make some smut, at least then you'd be getting paid, but I just keep gettin' played, while you keep gettin' laid, and the worst part is I don't know why, don't I satisfy you more than the next guy? Yea, the devils gone drinkin' tonight, pulling up to the bar, stud in her sight, stepping outside her car hopin' she might add to our marriage yet another blight. Not today Satan, I ain't waitin', my hearts already breakin', and I ain't fakin', hand on my should, whisper in my ear, "Oh won't you cum and pleasure me dear?" The look on her face as I turn around, the look on her face as she falls to the ground, its all I could ask for, because maybe now, maybe this whore, this whore I used to adore, maybe now she'll actually change. I turn to look back just one last time, looking back on our memories sublime, brought to an end by her choice, I need to hear a different voice, flip on the radio, suck down my beer, drivin' all night, I can't help but see 'er, this wound in my heart, it wont go away, but that's something I'll deal with, I'da handled it no other way...
  6. Title: Crossroads of the Double-minded My tears trace my face enraptured in this ebony embrace, Darkness' descendant, tears of this revenant fall for yon onyx mynx, heaven's charcoal half-smile displaced by a mile, her tangible essence departed the present, nods, the future does he with smile mixed, hate with irreverent joy, perpetuating endless bliss, no tears will fall, not under his call for eternity belongs to he whom holds the key, and by what power can tears preserve forever? To what end might I preserve this hopeless, feverous endevour? I call upon my inner demon, the scourge whom within hides, fingernails pressed against my wild-eyes, surprise, feel ye the surmise of destiny, see ye her fruits, be ye yet so wise? Your own heart does inside you God despise, within your blood murmur the spies, within your belly hell does sleep and from your mouth do its curses seep, wailing and gnashing of teeth, a life of torture you would bequeath to thine own soul? Is this what it is to be mortal? Oh how I love the charcoal, the lick of her breath upon my neck, the kiss of her lips upon my chest, the unknowable nature of her person, oh why, doth the mother now become the sinner? Doth the birth now become the sin? Darkness before whom existed I, I fair thee well and pray thee better as you die, I clench my teeth, draw upon my carnal code and tie this fetter, break the mold, I brand my soul with the thought of you, the pitch-dark beauty of which none ever knew, I honor you in your death and find thee well in your revisitation of God's holy breath, an inhale of the beginning beckoning forth the exhale of the eternal, bare thy teeth as they gnash in hell infernal, as my heart does harden and for you beg no pardon, Satan, my eternal enemy. Sin, my eternal friend. Yet in the end every knee will bend, Why do I mourn your wicked scorn, your two-faced malice, your defiled chalice? Why do I God's grace lessen, why must I abide the inhuman? No choice have I, for all must die. Sorcery, a pheromone, the ghost of you chills skin and bone, Oh God my light, oh God my love, accept me into thine arms above, but let me not forget the grace in which I dined under darkness embrace, nor let me flee from mine agony, encumber not mine idolatry, for your face does shine, yes, as the sun, but her face quoth, "to me my son", We will forever be as one. This human nature, the sable allure, harkens me closer, am I so pure? My heart does ache, the sun doth break, insurgence beneath my bellyache, two sides do strike, one side must fall, hear ye now the trumpets call? Seven on high, foot from the sky, sever my eye, blood dripping, death nigh, a two-edged sword do I behold, time be it now to make myself bold, accept I my exile alone with the lonely, flesh dripping down, bloody and boney? Oh Lord Jesus Christ son of God have mercy on me, for no longer doth time provide me sanctuary...
  7. Title: The Social Acceptance of Suicide Depression, anxiety, they feed off my piety, my irreverent hatred for my soul's body, brain alight on the burning pyre, no trial for there is no denial, self-worth promoted to covetousness, strangers holding my heart in their hands, such a weakness makes me want to break, If I could go back in time my own life I would take, to stare in the face myself back then would be more hell than heaven, the pursuit of marriage valued most, for love I had for a ghost, in my heart held I desire, love wallowing in the mire, wasted potential, depiction of madness, the human spirit burnt to ashes, yet today do I stand tall, obeying my own voices call, realization of realizations, I want to burn it all, the cancer, the curse, the hell on this earth... It is love, don't you see? No, I wouldn't expect you to. Its a lovely suicide, a matricide, a homicide, breaking on the inside what your loved one sees on the outside, its a legal suicide, human worth tossed aside, its a willing self-demise, human pride cant abide, have you not seen the films, have you not been alive? So romantic it is, "I can't live without you", "I don't know what to do without you", Romeo and Juliet, ahh, what a sought-after mindset, go ahead, become your partners pet... Romantics are the dullest gits anyone could ever meet, they think themselves lovely and pure, their partners do they adore, yet death do the welcome to one another's door, to devalue oneself to the point they cannot live without another, feebly clinging to their partner as a sick pup does her mother, to swear her death means theirs, to forget their will to live, no, for their will to live was only as strong as hers, you gave up all your ambition and set out on the marriage mission, what a fool you were for death takes the weak, he crushes the meek, with no power left inside, for none you ever, designed to burn outside, you've tossed it into the pale, your skin goes white, your eyes to dart side to side, what pathetic art, whether your flesh falls today you will die, welcoming your souls decay, what pathetic life now will you lead? Lonely widower wasting away, amounting to nothing but a bucket of tears, or maybe, none at all, a corpse beneath the rain fall, you will never again stand tall. but there is savior, if you'll resurrect that child-like fervor, Selfishness, she will save you from this crisis, the symbol of sin, sent from God on angels wings, bear yourself up on her, accepting no vindictive thoughts, beat your wings proudly over the earth, love and care for others is not to be forgotten, but inner power, will and desire to fulfill ones dreams, these cannot be from your soul torn asunder, do not resign your fate to another's cord, nor your life to mother natures wiles, bequeath not your soul wholly to another, nor wish for her desire over thine, support is key, to happiness in duality, power is key to a life of majesty. A dream is something you do for yourself; not for others -Griffith. where power is forfeit so too is self-worth, where self-worth is forfeit love abounds, where love abounds death lies in wait -LILDOOP.
  8. So "Emo" music has consistently been my favorite kind of music for years now, and while "Emo" may not necessarily sum up the sound of the music it is what most people would call the bands I like. Seeing as in my household my music taste is disputed by many of my siblings as well as my parents, mainly for the sound as most of them do agree the lyrics are meaningful. So, with such bands as My Chemical Romance, Panic at the Disco, Twenty one Pilots, Icon for Hire, La Dispute, and Fallout Boy in mind what would you say you're opinion of "Emo" music is based off of sound and lyric quality.
  9. Candy, I love gummies. ~♥ Sing on stage with your favorite band/soloist or attend their concert with backstage passes?
  10. Hello all, MTGA (Magic the Gathering Arena) is one of my all-time favorite games. Sadly however, there is no good option for finding matches with your friends, in fact you're invites to matches do not even get seen if the other person does not also invite the sender. It is because of this problem I thought I would make this thread, so us MTGA players can coordinate our matches better and not just fight randoms all day. Thread Rules: If you post please post your MTGA profile name and code, for example mine is: LILDOOP#62084 (THIS IS NOT YOUR PASSWORD) You can view your profile name and code by going to your profile page when logged into MTGA fyi. This thread is for anything MTGA related, so you can post cool decks you have made or ideas for decks. You can, once you have given your code out request matches with other players who have done the same and discuss times you will be on. You can talk about lore or make up your own card ideas, really anything MTGA related. So yea, this is like a little club but not in club form because I already belong to 4 clubs. Btw, here (below) are some card ideas I made (tell me your thoughts?). Davriel, Malignant Copyist Card Type: Legendary Planeswalker -Human (Mythic Rare) If your opponent has exiled more than 15 cards you have hexproof and Davriel, Malignant Copyist gains 1 extra loyalty counter per turn. When Davriel, Malignant Copyist dies exile it. +1 Target player exiles the top two cards of their library. -6 Opponent loses health equal to the amount of cards in their exile. -X You may play any number of opponents exiled cards without paying their mana cost. Creature cards played this way go into exile upon death. Starting Loyalty counter: 3 Mana Cost: 2 Swamps +4 swamps (or) Islands. Garruk, Walkers Bane Card Type: Legendary Planeswalker -Human (Mythic Rare) Beasts you control enter the battlefield with +1/1 counters. +2 Place a 2/2 black and green beast creature token with vigilance onto the battlefield. Beast has: "Pay 1, creature gains your choice of either death-touch or trample until end of turn. -6 For every land you control put a +1/1 counter on all non token beasts you control. For every swamp you control deal 1 damage to all opponents creatures. -8 Destroy any number of target planeswalkers then exile them. If you destroy Garruk, Walkers Bane this way transform it. Starting Loyalty counter: 3 Mana Cost: 4 (no color) +2 green, +2 black Transformed = Garruk, hateful hunter Card type: Legendary creature -Human Stats: 10/5 Traits: Indestructible Garruk, hateful hunter has indestructible as long as it is attacking if your opponent has at least 1 planeswalker card in exile. Whenever Garruk, Hateful hunter is dealt damage sacrifice a beast. Whenever Garruk deals damage to target player or planeswalker proliferate. Pay 7, sacrifice Garruk, Hateful hunter and put Garruk, Walkers Bane into your library third from the top. Ob Nixilis, the Profaned Card Type: Legendary Planeswalker -Demon (Mythic Rare) Whenever an instant, sorcery or triggered ability causes an opponent to lose life you gain life equal to 2x the life lost. +1 Look at the top three cards of your library, choose an instant or sorcery card from among them and play it without paying its mana cost. If no instant or sorcery spells were used deal 2 damage to target player. -X Take control of any amount of target creatures. The creatures gain haste until end of turn. At the end of your turn destroy all stolen creatures and put a loyalty counter on Ob Nixilus, the Profaned for each creature destroyed this way. Lose life equal to the creature's power and toughness combined; if you die this way transform Ob Nixilus, The Profaned, his power becomes your health. -8 Place all the God Eternal's onto the battlefield tapped. Starting Loyaty counter: 5 Mana Cost: 2 red, +2 black,+2 green, +2 blue, +2 white Transformed = Ob Nixilus, Devourer of Souls Card Type: Legendary Creature -Demon Stats: 5/5 Traits: Menace, Flying, hex-proof Gain health equal to Ob Nixilus, Devourer of Souls power whenever it deals damage to target player. If Ob Nixilus, Devourer of Souls dies lose the game.
  11. Seshi, Seshi, Seshi, do you never run out of ideas? Lol. Got a lot of college work atm, but I think I'll try to make something.
  12. This is powerful, really shows the seriousness of judging others. I also just really admire your poetry style, you always seem to know how to leave an impact on the reader, just brilliant.
  13. Title: Willing Slave Blood in the water, I am you're debtor, saved me from her so I will serve you better, blood in the water drown my last letter, drown my last letter, now put me in fetters... From pain of remorse, guilt gone off course, living life like I'm reading braille, a slave though I'm free from jail, what the hell, is this me? Why is this my reality? I'm a masochist, from the past to this, whips and fists, caught up in this tryst, caught up in this blood red mist, polluting the air with our hate-filled kiss, polluting our minds with this violent bliss... Love and hate, just two sides of the same coin, menstruate before the time, blood runs quickest when your having fun, rushing, rushing till the wake of the sun, feeling, feeling that life's only just begun. But when I'm alone, skins cold as stone, I can't touch myself. I despise my health, my spiritual wealth, can only stare at my wrists, scarred and abhorred. cut when I'm bored, or at least I used to, deserve to be in a psyche ward, and that's why I love you, you save me from myself and swear I did the same, vice versa, however, is not in the name, I swear I can't repay you no matter what you say, but I can help to contain you, I'd not have it any other way. I'll be your object, a thing of beauty in your eyes only, in your heart truly, I kill myself, you'll see right through me, dwell within me as you screw me, I'll fill that need, your need for love, strap on that glove, because you are my dove, my divine rose, such innocent words as I strike this pose? I don't know how to reconcile my love for you and my self denial, you, my God, look at me lustfully, though I am so vile, it is only because of you're smile I can even look ahead a mile... So sign this pact, drenched in my blood, lets reenact this in the mud, that when you die, so will I, I'll slit my throat, as you once tried, you'll close your eyes, and I'll close mine, we won't say goodbye, lost in time, we'll be together, till death does part, for he will pass, before our love depart...
  14. Well, I like it a lot, relatable character, nice intro, got my attention. Just a couple of tense (past/future tense) issues but other than that its really good.

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