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  1. So i know i've been gone for a long time

    But man, it was because i became somewhat lazy in life

    From all the rejections i get from girls, even though i try hard and all

     

    But i have two good news, since i've been gone

    Maybe one bad news to

    Ill explain more in detail

    But to sum up one of them, I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND AND I LOVE HER SO DEEPLY

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    1. efaardvark

      efaardvark

      Congrats.  (Refraining from doing my usual Ako, "normies must die" post.  ;) )

    2. pathospades

      pathospades

      Whoa. Congrats man.

  2. Sigh

     

    Im tired of living

    1. Ohayotaku

      Ohayotaku

      It do get tedious sometimes

    2. efaardvark

      efaardvark

      You sound like you could use a Sewayaki Kitsune no Senko-san in your life.  :) 

      (I know I could!)

  3. no joke, this was exactly what i needed on my life right now i too, have been somewhat feeling a bit depressed as of late (maybe the right term is "burn out", but i had depression too xD) questioning what im doing with my life, is there something wrong with the way i do things, and all that stuff i've been doing 48 hours of straight duty as of late, so i decided, screw working, im going on a 2 day sudden break~!! i can work hard again after i rejuvenate myself~! my co-workers didn't question me why i suddenly declared that i wanted to just stay in my house for 2 days, they simply agreed and allowed me to take my break time, i cannot work anyway, i felt too.. "ugh-ish" >.>, mad respect for them and yea, my plan for the 2 days (break started yesterday), was to play DOOM ETERNAL sadness/pain/thoughts are temporary, BUT DOOM IS ETERNAL.meme (sorry, couldn't resist) ...which got scratched off a bit, couse i still have to do our hospitals SRA (special risk allowance) [its basically extra money given by the government, for frontliners during the pandemic] the hospitals HR didn't file anything, so the hospital im working at, their frontliners (including me) wont recieve their SRA, and since i felt bad that they think they are not priviledged to obtain SRA, i went ahead and did all the necessary filings, and coordinated with the HR/admin/Medical Director of the hospital honestly i wont benefit much from the SRA, the computation is basically, you get 5k php (84 eurs) for every 22days of working (8/12hours duty) and based on my computation yesterday...im only getting 8k php (135 eur) not including possible taxes, everyone else getting around 30k php tho! (500eur's) which, lets face it, would really make their day if im able to pull off this incredible stunt so yea, went from semi ugh-mood, to "I HAB BUTTERPLIES IN MI STOMACH" mood after reading this @Zila's post great work on the art, by the way! lets keep moving forward, and get even better in our hobbies, while also facing the terrors of life, that of which we call "responsibilities!"
  4. i finished drawing mi-tan in omori style (which ill be using to post that we are looking for RMT replacement)

    a tribute to one of the best games, that somewhat went on par with undertale

    WAS DEEP

    i also play final duet on the laboratory, its calming af >.>

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    finished omori

    AND OMFSHGIHIASDIAJSD IT WASSOGOOD

     

    gonna do another ending when i finish other stuff

     

    for now, the laboratory im working at is lacking RMT's

    and the chief RMT doesn't know how to post

    she just posted for sake of posting

    smh

    so im gonna go ahead and try to post a hiring

    WITH UNIQUENESS TO IT

    IM GONNA DRAW A FEW SHIZ IN OMORI STYLE

    AS A TRIBUTE TO OMORI

    also omori drawing style is cute, NGL

    feels similar to black souls artstyle, but black souls is darker and makes less sense

    omori has cutesy pencil/crayon art in it

    and i find it attractive, NGL 

  6. i have been away for a loonng time

    without you my friend

    oh ill tell you all about it when i see you again

     

    its been a loooong day

    from where we have been, and ill tell you all about it when i see you again

    when i see you againnn

    ooohhhhhooo

    and yea

    pretty much doing 3 jobs, maybe it can reach 4, though the rest (being 2 of them) are just side lines >.>

    1. Kreideprinz

      Kreideprinz

      Wow, don't get tired out!¬†ūüėĪ

      I kind of know the feeling at the moment. Well, caretaking a recovering parent feels like a couple of jobs but I'm probably overstating it. xD Stay healthy my friend!  

  7. so im working hard on job and well, let me sing you a meme song

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    BUT IF YOU CLOSE YOUR EYES....

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    Does it almost feel like noothings changed at all

  8. heyo~ welcome to af-forums is first of all~ but yea, if they are very close friends of yours, even through the interwebs, you should still stay in contact, you dont need to meet and greet and all that, just being in contact is better especially with covid, philippines is not a fun place to visit right now, you will just be quarantined for 14days, with sh*tton of delays on being catered to, its really not a great idea to visit philippines --- or any other country at that fact right now i haven't met with my classmate who i treat as a BFF, but we still keep in touch on facebook, its mainly talk about gacha games though, and some random topics about what's happening with my life right now, with job and all, flexes and stuff yea, getting on your hobby will be more fun, but dont forget to talk to people too, locally finding friends is really hard, especially if you're a introvert like me currently on my work, no one shares the same hobbies as me (drawing, playing games, animes), but that doesn't bother me that much, we don't have to share the same taste to be friends, though it helps ease tension and make conversations if they know of the stuff i commonly know of >.<) so yea, tldr; yea, forget about philippines for now, and focus on your own life rather than others this is coming from someone who lives in Ph by the by ~.~
  9. i managed to earn 50k php (870euro's) in a month and half

     

    NOW I CAN INITIATE MY SURPRISE FOR MY FATHERS BIRTHDAY THIS 4TH OF JUNE

    watch me, im about to do, what everyone calls, "a pro gamer move"

    heh >.>...

    oh and got few cash from sideline job for buying cake

    atashi ready

  10. IT WORKS

    IMA GENIE-USimage.png.44f1e945968361bf24437a9b204850b6.png

     

    now i just need to draw more expressions ^_^

     

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    also the raw drawing i did of mimi, im just gonna do a bit of expression changing now : )

    still need to draw her in a monster box though, couse she a mimic

     

    one step closer to completing my project!

    1. pathospades

      pathospades

      Oh shit. I didn't know you were working on a game. That's pretty cool

    2. XII360

      XII360

      im doing it as much as i can

       

      its really slow though, since i now work on two hospitals >.<

      gotta keep the stacks coming, especially since we need them badly right now

  11. OH BY THE WAY

    STAY SAFE FROM COVID EVERYONE

    an experience i wanna share working in a private hospital

    we have (read; had, since his decided to leave today, after refusing blood extraction from me) a covid positive patient

     

    and the first time i saw him, his room was cleanish

     

    after 2-3 days, his IV line was removed by accident while he was moving around, and he bled (or his IV bled?, im not really aware of how IV lines works) staining the floor

     

    to which i asked, and that is how i learned of why the floor was dirty (of blood stains), my initial thought was he was coughing up blood, but that proved wrong 

     

    so after another 2-3 days or so, i start smelling something foul on his room, im double-masking, mind you, (doesn't protect as much as n95 masks, but its better than no protection)

    after another 2-3 days, i start to smell something really foul in his room, and i am, again, PPE'ed up

    and today, he had an extraction for Na/K/other chem tests, to which he said he wanted it "held off", and so i had him sign the back of the paper about his refusal to be extracted, he agreed to with no problems, after which i informed the nurses of his refusal, so they wouldn't look for results on the laboratory

    his a great guy that didn't deserve this treatment, his paying for a private room after all, so why would the social cleaners not clean his room at the very least

     

    most likely due to the fear of catching covid19, is the answer

     

    funnily enough, even nurses didn't know he planned on leaving the hospital to a different hospital

    why you ask?

    couse nurses are somewhat avoiding him too, i know some of the nurses dont avoid him, but some nurses are still scared of even entering his room

    so with all that said

    as the way i always talk to my mom,

    remember to wash hands, wear face mask, and KETCHUP

    yes, i always add a random word when saying farewell to her, bite me, its my way of joking around xD

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    2. XII360

      XII360

      @pathospades no, his 38 years old, he doesn't have any bowel defects written on his request form, it was just pure blood on the floor

      talking with a nurse, mainly gossiping to be updated on patients status, the nurse said he hadn't bathed, and only used alcohol to clean himself

      that might have added to the smell i could inhale, maybe 

       

      So here we had a young man, positive COVID, wearing nothing but adult diapers, laying on a mat on the floor in the middle of winter while an RN or CNA sat in the corner of his room wearing PPE you'd expect to see in Chernobyl.

      the patient is lucky enough to get a RN/CNA in the same room, this patient didn't have anyone in his room (though, "lucky" is a really bad term to use, since its really not a "lucky" situation to be in, especially when the staff incharge of cleaning the room, avoids doing said job)

      my whole thoughts during those time, was, "this person wont die from covid, this person has a higher chance of dying from an opportunistic bacteria more so than covid"

      you're preventing/healing covid, problem is, the room is kept uncleant, imagine all the other sickness he could catch...

       

      Just wear your PPEs. I've been working directly with this virus all of last year and never caught it. I'm vaccinated now. The fear is understandable but when you work in the medical field it is literally your job to run toward the fire.

      ^ this

      aslong as you do handwashing, avoid touching face, wear PPE at times when you go near a suspected patient (and everyone should be treated as "suspect"), keep social distancing,

      then covid shouldn't be the scariest thing to meet

      sanitization was thought to us for a reason, once contaminated (an object, or place), it can easily be sterilized too, such is the process

    3. Q-Tip

      Q-Tip

      my whole thoughts during those time, was, "this person wont die from covid, this person has a higher chance of dying from an opportunistic bacteria more so than covid"

      Yes exactly my thoughts as well. It's actually a miracle he discharged without an HAI. I don't get too upset with our cleaning staff but that instance was beyond frustrating and in fact I believe somebody was fired over it. Luckily we have better people now.

    4. pathospades

      pathospades

      Quote

      The fear is understandable but when you work in the medical field it is literally your job to run toward the fire.

      I have nothing but respect for the medical field.

  12. june 4 is nearby

    my surprise for papa chulo is near

    also my revenge on that one guy saying i "watch too much cartoons" is near

    in the end

    i haveth the last laugh

    by making him jelous

    and also making his father compare me with him

    heh'

    KEIKAKU REVENGI DORI 

    is it gonna be worth it losing all my salary since working?

    yes

    yes it will god damn be >.>

    also not in a way that im gonna get fired, rather something else >.>

  13. easy jujutsu no kaisen (currently watching) ... CRAP WHAT WAS THAT ONE ANIME WITH ISEKAI AND CHIBI AND CROSSOVERS (last yearish) ... umm, happy sugar? (2 years) ...welp i easily lost this edit; i wrote "chibi anime crossover" on google search, and before results popped up, my brain said isekai quartet sasuga brain, you always fail me when i do the searches >.>
  14. one of my senior keeps getting "expired" covid-swabs to confirm if said expired patient is covid + or negative

    and also machine/problems arrive when his on duty at night

     

    the hell is this seniors luck, all the problems/complicated stuff go to him when his on duty >.>

  15. this seems fun yes im a weeb, bite me also, is that manlybadass i see ? great taste my guy #teamUSELESS
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    so here's an update on what happened while i was gone for 2 days 

     

    it seems my account, aside from being hacked, had some changes into it

    changes in which my profile pic most likely was changed to very very VERY r18 images

    it would seem that all mods account (including optic) was being targeted, and my account was the most prone one, since i still used god damn yahoo services 

     

    sooooo...i went and deleted my yahoo accounts, good. god. damn. bye. to my childhood account

    hello gmail account i will mass spam use from now on

    im gonna remake xii360 account on gmail, just couse its my main username online

    THE LEGEND GOES, JUST AS I REACHED RMT LEVEL, SO TO DOES MY EMAIL ACCOUNT

    also im frankly, tired of getting hacked, i literally got hacked on twitter before too, and thus beefed up my defenses

    and man, i got hacked again

    this means for my account to get some beefier email 

    ...is what i hope helps stop hackers, hacking my shiz >.>

     

    1. pathospades

      pathospades

      I saw that. Glad you could get back into your account.

       

      Maybe it's not some hacker but someone close to you. Cuz it could be worse.

    2. XII360

      XII360

      @pathospades highly doubt it was someone close to us, we checked the IP, and IP's that logged onto my account came from another country (germany, and others), so the idea of it being someone in my country, who is close to me, is doubtful

      ...

      unless he used VPN

      that bastard !

       

      well, i changed my email and removed my yahoo account, couse yahoo account is exploit as hekk

      so alls well that ends well~

  17. so it would seem that

    while i was busy in work yesterday

    my account was hacked/compromised

    not sure how this happened, but luckily nothing major happened

     

    seems he changed my name to bad ones (which i never knew had powers to change name)

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    and also i guess

    delete my favorite animes?

    idk ima investigate ~.~

    remember to change your PW to avoid hackers like that!

    no life's, amirite guys

     

    edit: upon talking with the other admins (mainly wedgy-sempai)

    it would seem my yahoo accounts are compromised

    and thus i have decided to

    btfo yahoo and go to gmail >.>

    screw yahoo, its 1990's

    we gmail now boys

    (also my gmail isn't compromised it would seem)

    https://haveibeenpwned.com/

    big thanks to @Wedgy for giving me this link to know how badly compromised i was, jesus

    1. leinwandname

      leinwandname

      One easy internet privacy tip is; use multiple email accounts. So that you have one email account for every lets say 4 or 5 websites (if you don't have many accounts one email per account would even work) so if one gets compromised you don't have to change the email settings for so many websites. The maintainance of this many emails accounts is actually fairly easy, if you use some kind of desktop email app that lets you read email without a traditional browser (like thunderbird). For example, I use newsboat (for the command line on linux) that allows me to merge the emails of multiple accounts, so I only have one (local) password to read the email of all of my email addresses.

      Use different email providers (I often use protonmail and tutanota, though also have some outlook email addresses as throwaway accounts). Doing all that once takes some time but is neither hard nor actually that complicated.

  18. image.thumb.png.eb2c4c4b25fb90da9e9410ec1982a303.pngbeen drawing mimi expressions for project i planned to do since...forever

     

    but im drawing it really, really, really

    REALLY

    slowly >.>

    mainly couse i keep getting derailed <.> [read; distracted]

    also had runny nose today, so i focused all my energy on healing up

    i need to be fully healed for when i work, dont wanna be prone, and then swab probable/assumed covid patients ~.~

    1. Kreideprinz

      Kreideprinz

      Aww, hope you can get around to finishing your project soon. I know how it feels to get distracted.¬†ūüėꬆFeel better soon!¬†

      Quote

      i need to be fully healed for when i work, dont wanna be prone, and then swab probable/assumed covid patients ~.~

      Yeah, that would definitely be bad. xD 

  19. out of a scale of 1 to 10 how high of the number would you recommend fire force ? im needing some anime recoms here, for my night duties >.>...
  20. lewd/ecchi drawings ? read allot of doujinshi like, allot, browse them on your favorite N site, or Ex website, and, avoiding to do anything down on your nether regions observe how the lines of the body were drawn it helps if you try to draw and then get stuck somewhere (e.g, drawing breasts, and then you cant figure out how the motion would go, take a break by reading a doujinshi, hopefully your lower nether region will be taking a break with you, and not be working hard while you read them through, its a break time after all!) ...atleast, that's how i noticed my some of my flaws while drawing <.> (that isn't to say, im great great at drawing >_<)
  21. yokoso, velveto room AF-forum, OrchestralChaos, the great chosen one whom'st has travelled and experienced so much decades of experience from so many great generations of king's in these far lands ...on second thought, we haven't had much great kings as of late, so probably, scratch that jojo's whole story is great, ngl, i was one of those who were skeptical of it, due to sheer homomanliness in the show how wrong i was when i watched it ~.~ i've seen ranma 1/2, as a child, on animax, but i haven't seen any latest shows as of late i plan on watching jujutsu kaisen later while on duty though, (night duty should be quiet, atleast around 12mn, i should have time to watch anime then xD) again, welcome to the forums~!
  22. Night duty be benign af

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    1. Kreideprinz

      Kreideprinz

      Woo-hoo, look at you! ūüėäūüĎć Good luck. ūü§ó

    2. Q-Tip

      Q-Tip

      I have to say my favourite part about working evenings is the admins aren't breathing down your neck all night. You can work in relative peace and focus on what's happening on your floor.

    3. XII360

      XII360

      @Wedgy

      it wasn't the case last night

      LETMETELLYOUASTORYOFLASTNIGHTSSTORY

      the day is 5/19/21

      so i was in hospital at 3:00pm, ontime for duty

      my co-workers leave at 7:00pm, so we had a meeting with medical director at around 5:00 pm, which lasted upto around 7:00pm, 

       

      i had 4 platelets on our rotator (because platelets need constant movement to avoid early expiry/faulty platelets), which was suppose to expire at 5/20/21

       

      the platelet had not been crossmatched yet for the patient, i planned on doing it ASAP after all ER patients were done for

      so what happened was

      ER kept recieving patients at 7:00pm (everyone already left, and i will be the only RMT in charge at night duty)

      and, man, from 7:00pm to 10:00pm, PATIENTS KEPT FLODDING ME AND I COULDNT GIVE TIME TO CROSSMATCHING THE PLATELETS

       

      and the panik i had was huge, couse if platelets expire, well, 

      its not really easy to get platelets, so clearly i would get an IR for that, if it ever happened

       

      so yea, lowkey, i PANIK but also CALM couse i need to be open minded when doing crossmatching, couse patient can really die if i f*ck up on crossmatching

       

      and yea, nurse ended up helping me out by doing some CBG/RBS on patients that was suppose to be thrown onto me, and the radiologist next to our laboratory ended up helping me on recieption work, as patients kept pestering me for "results" or "swab" or "extraction" or "urine reading"

       

      was really toxic

       

      oh and, a senior of mine who lives near the laboratory came and visited, and double checked my crossmatch, along with what i did, and helped me on printing the results, since im not used to printing crossmatch results yet, so it would have taken me a bit to copy-paste format of crossmatching

       

      and yea, finished everything at 12MN

      after 12midnight, where it was benign, i still had work to do

      my co-workers left everything to me, didn't log and or restock supplies

      so yea, pretty much from 12 midnight to 4:50pm, i was doing logging work of results, restocking supplies, and et al, 

      managed to sleep for 30minutes, before i went and extracted blood samples for morning pick patients (i had CBG/Sodium request at 6AM, toke them at 5:30AM to remove them from my workload/endorsement)

       

      and yea, all in all, it was a really fun, albeit, toxic night >.>

  23. i personally use clipstudiopaint for drawing my arts, wacom should have it's own software/driver when you use it though, probably, not sure, dont really use wacom o_o
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