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LaEspoir

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  1. So yall just get active the second I decide to hop off?? 
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    NANDEMO NANDEMO NANDEMO

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    2. giuls

      giuls

      LMAOOOO YES !!! LISA FOR THE WINNNN!!!!

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    3. Heavenly_Garden
    4. giuls

      giuls

      shes everywhere, and I love it

  2. LaEspoir

    Chasing dreams.

    Couldn’t agree more. The future is most important
  3. Dude your topics are so interesting you should start making YouTube videos or something
  4. AUGHHH some BRISKET and Diet Dr Pepper would hit so hard rn 😋

    1. Heavenly_Garden

      Heavenly_Garden

      sounds good, gotta respect that

    2. LaEspoir

      LaEspoir

      Oh boy it does

  5. Yeah it really is eyebrow raising, they arent even trying to hide anything. Clearly trying to exploit gacha game players and stuff on this forum. But luckily forum is relatively dead and Net safety in this era is higher so people know to avoid these things.
  6. Watching anime from young taught me that dreaming is the most important thing you can do, and to chase your dreams you must be all in. The real world will give you many reasons to not chase your dreams. I want to before I die have my impact on this world. I want to make the world a better place. I chose this major because I was pressured by family. This major is slowly losing my interest, I want to do something tangible. I want to be a teacher/professor. Make learning fun again. I want to explore the world. Learn more. Knowledge is power after all. What sucks most is Having so many things that feel like they are on my shoulders. I am seeing the world deteriorate just like everyone. Revolution and Change will no longer be a thing. Because the system makes sure our lives aren't in danger but still drain us of our rights and free will. I feel like a conspiracy theorist. But this inability to chase my dreams is making life unlivable. Have to worry about so many things. I just want to learn forever. I want to teach the next generation the importance of taking in the beauty of people and this world. This world is supposed to be a blessing. One piece was such an important part of my growing up. So was Superman. I wish I could embody Luffy's freedom and Superman's ethics. Spread Love and Joy. Because Life is too short for everything to be doom and gloom. It feels as if I am a Prisoner of proverty and to make money I must work for an unethical entity, The fortune 500 are the fortunate evil in this world. When I see foreign lands properly tax their people by using taxes for the benefit of their people, it brings hope to my heart, but deep down I know that the imperialist nation is most likely exploiting another nation. If we could just trade honestly and uplift each other the world will benefit. and an era for positive scientific discovery will flourish. Karl Marx said, "The discovery of gold and silver in America, the extirpation, enslavement and entombment in mines of the aboriginal population, the beginning of the conquest and looting of the East Indies, the turning of Africa into a warren for the commercial hunting of black-skins, signalised the rosy dawn of the era of capitalist production. These idyllic proceedings are the chief momenta of primitive accumulation." (Das Kapital, Chapter 31) Marx described the beginning of the most proudly capitalist nation as built on the backs of slavery death and destruction of a people. Turning continents into "warrens" (dehumanizing africans) and using the people of said warrens as slaves. He mocked the idea that capitalism was built off of people who saved and moved their money smart. In capitalism someone is a loser and someone is a winner. The winner tending to be the one who exploits the loser. If a country is built off of this and then becomes the economic center of the world, the only way for the world to become a better place is to be rid of evil and restart. But in reality, the capitalist machine has a millennia of backup generators, even after its death it will come back like a zombie. So how can we as people be comfortable with the exploitation of others, and this earth? We should all be able to chase our dreams and love the world as the hippies intended, even though the hippies were really just people who used exoticism to fetishize the cultures their nations broke down to gain their power. It is almost as if they were spitting in the face of these nations when "embracing" the cultures of the lands they walked through. I am not a Marxist, I am not a Capitalist. I am a human, A human who loves this world and it's people. (DISCLAIMER: I used wiki quotes to find the quote and then read the chapter, I haven't read all of the capital nor do I own a copy)
  7. So I am thinking about studying abroad since I am a dual citizen, US and EU. I looked into the benefits abroad and it just seems 10x better. I have already finished half my bachelors. I got an associates degree to show for it. But I want to switch majors. I plan on moving with my fiance and supporting ourselves. If any of you guys know anything about this stuff or got any advice let me know! (!!UPDATE!!) Researching online lead me to finding the city of valencia, It seems like a nice place for a POC as me. It has the benefits I want and the nation seems to have good jobs stability. There is a community of my people in that country and overall It seems that would be my goal in the future. Given the world doesn't break out into war. LOL! Still If anyone has any experience moving abroad or living in Europe please dm me or even leave a comment on this post.
  8. Hopefully tomorrows work thoughts are good. I had the weekend to come up with stuff. 
    @Heavenly_Garden got some of the best blogs on the forum hands down.

    1. Heavenly_Garden

      Heavenly_Garden

      yoo, thanks for the compliments I'm flattered man. I hope you have a nice, relaxing week. You deserve it.

    2. LaEspoir

      LaEspoir

      Thanks man I’ll hit u up during the shift lol 

  9. My friends on this forum are treating me like a lolcow ever since they found out I’m a fnaf guard 🥺😭

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    2. LaEspoir

      LaEspoir

      I know about the chuddy King NovaOnline. Don't worry lol I dont think any sane human likes that guy. 

    3. giuls

      giuls

      LMAO THANK GOD!!!!!!!!!!!

    4. LaEspoir

      LaEspoir

      I am gen z lol I grew up on the internet, Finding creeps is like a hobby atp.

  10. Some beautiful art, square enix goated!
  11. Bruh I haven't been on my pc in too long. it feels so refreshing. Being employed is overly time consuming. I wish I could go back to being a shut in (Unemployment I am waiting)

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    2. Heavenly_Garden
    3. efaardvark

      efaardvark

      Back when I was going to school* I had plenty of time.  I was always playing games or watching TV.  But the games were boring because I had no money for new ones and the TV was... well, back then we only had 3 channels and neither TiVo nor the internet had been invented yet.

      Then I got a job.  I had plenty of money.. or at least enough that I could buy small stuff that I wanted, like games or books.  But the books piled up unread and the games went unplayed because I had to work all day and was too tired when I got home from work to do anything but eat, sleep, and get up the next day to do it all over again.

      Too much time and no money, or money but no time to enjoy it.  Somebody really needs to work on that problem.
       

      *Yes, we had schools back then.  The books were paper and not a computer in sight, but we had teachers and classrooms and all that shit.

    4. LaEspoir

      LaEspoir

      The system is built to drain us. The government wants us to be like the humans in the matrix. Locked for their success and greed. While we slowly rot away using their slop entertainment which gives us intellectual siphyllus. We get taxed up the wazoo. Where I’m from food now has a 10% tax. FOOD. Meanwhile the people who make 30k pay the same percent of tax as the people who make 100k+.   

  12. Thanks, great minds think alike!
  13. I’m probably gonna do Mint, but arch is speaking to me. But I don’t want to become a stereotype of an insufferable arch user. I think each distro does matter. A lot of distro’s are made with a philosophy in mind. I believe if you can be intentional in what you do you should be intentional. Becoming a representative of your belief through your actions. After death all we have is the life we lived and the things we stood for.
  14. I was wondering what Distro to get ngl, ik all the popular ones. I plan to move out and build my next pc all i need is a cpu and a mobo, everything else i already have. It’s gonna be very cheap. It’s a xfx rx580 refurbished gpu., 16gb ram, 550w psu. Everything else im probably gonna thrift other than cpu n mother board prolly a b450m or something and a ryzen x 3600. All the laptops i repaired for fun are running AntiX 32x Linux. It’s Debian based “anti facist” Distro which is funny cause idk how a OS can be antifa. But fairs it just runs smooth and has a decent de. So just waiting to move out to start the next build. My friend started playing around w arch, of course I gotta make fun of him. But genuinely thinking about the self harm that might befall me when I try to attempt arch. To add on, realistically OPSec is kind of a false sense of security. A lot of people have a nhilistic outlook on the modern day of technical privacy. Government can and will backdoor u through ur hardware. They are given the right to by these companies. So though you can technically mitigate spyware and whatnot it’s never really gone. Unless you Libre boot your pc. And flash a whole new bios into that system. Which probably still will allow the govt to back door you. Big brother is watching. (Courtesy of the United States)
  15. So this what yall do when im stepping into the real world? Fair enough. I too dabble in the rotting brain
  16. Thank you Mr Garden. You truly have an acquired taste. Dude I usually liked the 90s games for the pcs like heretic and ofc Doom. I thought the mapping and fps gameplay was revolutionary. When I first tried to teach my self programming (I got frustrated and gave up.) I was trying to make a text based rpg only to realize that lowkey gui is very important and I do not have the time to cultivate this skill yet. I love the maximization of low power retro tech. The fact we had soldered RAM which usually went only up to 512mb. It baffles me because during that time we had games where you could play a lot. It goes to show how much horrid Windows bloatware is pissing me off. Time to switch to Linux (definitely on my next pc build). I think “low” pcs are a marvel of technology. Being resourceful and taking tech back to the hands of the people and not corporations. To add on the “play alot” I meant the capabilities of those computers are not short of what you can do today. They had video editing, emailing and so much more. Stuff that now takes like 8x the amount of ram ability. It’s almost as if to go forward tech is de evolving.
  17. Dude I gotta step my blogging game up. This was so informative and the flowers are so awesome. I’m a big fan of the lavender flower. The colors of the lavender flower are important to me as they are my favorite they remind of the calm beauty of the world amidst the chaos, a perfect balance of cold and warmth, Blue and red. Honestly i feel like i am over analyzing it but genuinely one of the only plants I actually like.
  18. My dad’s oldest sister had black magic done to her the night before her wedding. She had became essentially senile at the age of like 20 something all the way up until she’s 70. She hadn’t spoke for years. And should signs of being under black magic. I believe in spirits ghosts and black magic existing. She has recently just started talking. We believe the person that did the magic to her passed so the curse was lifted. Though we have no idea who.
  19. Dude this is so well written, genuinely an enjoyable read. Keep up the good work. Can’t wait to read another one! We need to become E-hippies to save the internet #savetheinternet !
  20. John bernthal will no longer trust me. Naps aren’t to be taken lightly. 

    https://youtube.com/shorts/B5rxXYuPl1Q?si=3SizLbUFeR-4WZ9i

    1. Heavenly_Garden

      Heavenly_Garden

      I think he hates napping. lol.

  21. UPDATE!!! More suspect forum accounts have been found! accounts named: 51爆料 and 51wlb have suspicious links in their bios names translating to “I want to expose” with pictures of what seems to be Asian streamers on their account. I know this is the sleuth club. But inspecting the forum for odd occurrences and bot accounts are interesting because who actually tends to see those accounts and engages? There are definitely other suspicious accounts on this forum. Stay vigilant and safe! Most of these accounts from a single google search comes up with loads of Chinese sites, sadly I am American without the ability to read mandarin, but from the looks of it fishy behavior .
  22. Big ups Senegal yall got some amazing jollof! 

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