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Awww no no I'm not leaving ~ I hope you and I continue talking because you're hilarious I honestly was going to that day but it was going to take too long because I have something like 50k+ resources in the GFX file LOL So I just didn't ~ which I'm glad I didn't because I do like making GFX. Thank yaaaa <333 Also thanks everyone for the nice comments about my latest GFX. I made some icons this evening for some different people here and I hope you guys like them. No pressure to use any of these I just wanted to make some for my friends and you absolutely do NOT have to use them. Please don't feel like you have to. @Shinzi For you ~ @Animedragon A gift for you ~ you don't have to use them I just wanted to make you something :3 @XherHie You're been sucha nice person I wanted to make you a PFP gift too ^^ @FlamingFan25 A SAO gift for you, you don't have to use them either if you don't want to, don't feel like you have to

I'm sorry people made you feel badly here. Your GFX has and always will be the best. People saying you rip things are just shitty people and no one cares about their opinions. I'll talk to you on Discord later if I can catch you on.

Says the person who hit me with the ~ LMFAO Yeah its a members only area :c It's a fun place ~ Yayaya you're always right This hellish nightmare of getting 80 agi is over for now starting RC tomorrows at GOTR

BECAUSE YOU DIDNT CALLLLLL ME WHEN U SAID U WOULD YOU GONNA GET SLAPP AGAIN THAT WAS AN ACCIDENT AND yes that would actually work giveth me the food

Thanks guysssss And now we're writing poems about silhouette guy ogoddd lmao I get messages like this from you what are you talking about that I'M WEIRD lmao

Bubble tea and hugs like my sissy said lol ~ New art updateeeeeeeeeeee: So yeah this is the collab I did with @Sarada She started and I finished it up: And this is a sig for @Jellal

@Eris Maybe because I love me some Alois lol @Sasuke Here is your Sasuke icons (They work on Discord and AF). & I made these for @giuls (You don't have to use them if you don't want to. I was just bored and looked up the anime we talked about and decided to make you some. They work on Discord and AF with this size/style).

I've been progressively working on my HCIM and got a couple herblore levels. She gives bonds away like candy To add to that the higher your RC level the more you can put into the pouch if you didn't know, maxing out at 40. You can use it as early on as level 25 RC.

THE SPANKENING

Ya legit don't blame you ~ I get these urges to be outside when I'm indoors for awhile, but then I usually go outside and I'm like... ew....... people........... ~goes back in~ XD WOOOOO LEGOOO JASEY THE TRUCK MOVER VAN MANNNNNNNNN ~ Uhmmmmm let's see I did my lil seal work today, accidentally hit @Zeref in the face, I cooked dinner tonight I was feeling super ambitious so I took out the trash, did the laundry for both me and Pessi, then I made lemon & herb roasted cod & red roasted potatoes with onions After that I played RS with @Soramee_ I think for like.. 4 or 5ish hours / chatted in VC and just did nothing but a mini game ~ Gonna go sleepy sleep in a minute now.

I was assaulted in the car when I picked her up from the zoo work today. We need to form a victoms support group. VoSSG. Victoms of Serey Support Group If it helps anyone out there who is struggling as a VoS (victom of Serey), food will mollify the situation. If you offer her food she will become passive lmao.

I didn't do much after my volunteer work, just played some games and watched TV. I'm trying to figure some things out that have been really bothering and confusing me that I don't know what to do about and I kinda spent the evening thinking about those things but all I got was more confused.

Why do you hate me??? Today in Sofi's Runescape Adventures ~ I feel like I just went on a wild trip, like I got into @Colus weed or something LMFAO THIS WAS THE WEIRDEST QUEST BUT I WAS SO INTO IT WHATTTTT we committed election fraud, murdered someone, committed theft.. it was basically like living in America.. o_o LMAO THEN THEY WANTED TO OVERTHROW HUMANITY THEN WE RIGGED THE ELECTION And I felt like some weird Disney princess having a frog jumping election contest in the middle of the woods with a buncha frogs and capybara... Also same Sofi......... same............ lmao BUT I FOUND CAPYBARA AND THEY ARE SO CUTE WHATTTTTTTTTTT THERE WAS A BABY ONEEEEEEEEEE I don't know why I was so involved with this quest but this is officially my favorite quest LOL THAT was a ride ~

WHATTT WHATTTTTTTTT? WHATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT?????????????????????????????????????? Yassss farming is gardening and it's fun ;D at least IMO it's fun and fairly AFK when you start growing trees and stuffs. I love running around to my farming patches and checking my fruits/trees/mushyrooms/etc

Thanks you all ~ I tried a new style tonight this is mostly for @Jellal This ones transparent ~ white BG style ~ This ones just larger ~

These are for @Colu It was super hard to find any pictures of Falkor zoomed out or that were also HD so I basically had to invent an entire new icon style for these lol ~ I kinda like the style though and I think I'll explore doing stuff with textures/photo PNG's now. Anyways hope you like it, if you don't of course you don't have to use them!

That's why she's so cool ~ And I also finished my next OSRS GFX edit thingy XD @Jellal I also finished the sig for @Sakura Dragon ~ I wanted to explore this style more so I finally decided to try it again, while also managing to get all the pics she wanted in it + hearts and text ;D So I hope you like this one ^^ The only difference in the 2 is the bottom text I couldn't decide if it should be red or not ~

NO.. aNYWAYS you already have them what lol ~ Ywww, gonna send them in DM ~ I don't know what I was doing this isn't GFX just a photo edit for @Jellal and me LOL Bigger version and smaller version ~ For anyone not familiar with OSRS, the name text isn't this bad on purpose, that's the OSRS ingame font lol

I haven't felt like doing much today ~ I watched some movies and tv mostly hanging out on the couch. I did get on RS and do a slayer task but I just wasn't feeling it. Talking to my dad and wished him Happy Father's Day and that's really been about it. Talked to a few friends on Discord.

The heck is this? o_O LMAO

I'm not really much of a selfie person they happen rarely but here's a newer one ~

LMFAO YES and wish they always get stuck at red lights when they are in a rush and their clothes are always wrinkly and that everytime they wash their car it rains I made these for @froggy ~you don't have to use them I was just a bit bored and making PFPs I made these for myself ~ I also started work on a sig for myself, @Sarada @froggy @Ayame and @giuls today. I'm just working on getting the resources and stuffs together because I want it to be a nice friendship siggy.

This is my current desktop. It's also animated but you ofc can't see that with just an image XD

I'm curious how many people here have plants since I've kind of started my own mini greenhouse just about in my house this past year So do you guys have plants? What kind of plants? Do you name your plants? Do you grow gardens every year? Maybe you have vegetable gardens? Usually for me I stick to Spider Plants and Marble Queens but I've recently acquired some other types like a Venus Fly Trap, Silver Inch Plant or Wandering Jew as it's more widely known, and I've been trying to grow some flowers such as Sunflower, Lillies, Flaming Katy, Gladiolus and Petunias. I also have a Snake plant named Voldemort of course. I also have a Chinese Evergreen that started sprouting its own Shamrocks (to this day I have no idea how that happened since I didn't plant the Shamrocks). I do usually name my plants and I've gotten really attached to them although I was never good with caring for plants before I've recently gotten pretty good at it after finding one sitting by a dumpster and I got determined to make sure it lived. That's what started this whole plant thing for me and now somehow I have tons of them everywhere I have a few pictures of mine below, feel free to post pics of yours too ^^ ~

What are, or were, your favorite and least favorite subjects at school? Is there a particular reason you hate or like those subjects? For me, my absolute most hated subject is Math. I hate numbers and anything to do with numbers. Insta-migraine for me. I would have to say my favorite subject is either English or History. English because I love to write and I got to do a lot of writing projects in English class. Yeah I was that annoying kid who would usually write over the amount of words something was supposed to be because I just got lost in writing. I also love to write poetry and I got to do that a lot in English. History because I'm a huge history nerd and love studying anything to do with it. Specifically I like to read about WW2, ancient Egyptian and Roman history, and I find a lot of Brazilian history to be fascinating.

I've been writing a lot lately lol ~ but it really helps me to process my feelings. I think this poem had to be written to kind of get out the last of my feelings of what I'm holding onto regarding past situations, which I think most of my friends on here know the story/situation and will understand the meaning of the poem I've held on too long to your ghost in my head, Chasing the shadows of words I never said, I've lived in the echoes of the past, Clutching to the pieces that shattered too fast. Time has stolen my chance to be heard, It's left me alone with a heart full of words, I've held on too long, but tonight I'll let go, Releasing the hopes of things you'll never know. The weight of your memory has only pulled me down, Making me drown. I made a home out of missing you, That only colored my world in blue. I've broken myself just to hold onto you, But I'm fixing up the cracks and painting them new, I'm taking a breath, I'm setting you free, No more pretending you're still here with me. No more waiting, No more regret, I'm letting you go, it's time to forget.

THIS IS BLACKMAIL OR OSMETHING IDK HELP IM BEING BLACKMAILED this is definitely blackmail

MUSIC TO WHIP BY YAAAAAAA HOLD EM ROSIE AND I WANNA SLAPPETH THEM WITH THE WHIPPPP @Ayame @Soramee_ @Jellal @Zeref @Sasuke

He's right you know. Normally this would involve slapping. I'm just going to think she isn't slapping you because she still want your help to finish sote lmao

Uhhm lmao Well perhaps. I was feeling funny that day. But when I forget to call that one time...

The weirdest GZ on the next 80 @Sakura

OMG SAMEEEEEE GIRL SAME idk what's wrong with me

I'm heading off to bed in a few minutes, a few hours earlier than I've been. I'll slowly get the sleep schedule in order.

NOOOOOOOOOOO THAT WASN'T ME I DON'T KNOW WHO THAT IS BUT IT'S NJOT MEEEE I FINALLY FINISHED MOURNINGS END PART 2 TODAY THANKS TO @Jellal FOR THE SUPPORT

Thankssss guys ^ I also made this today. I dunno what I was doing ~ sometimes I just like to mess around with splatter brushes and that's all this thing consists of.

I got to see my sister @Sarada today~! It was just briefly, we met at a restuarant while her and her friend were passing through town but it was fun ;D It was kinda a mood booster because I definitely miss her a lot. We went to a restuarant called Cracker Barrel which is pretty well known for having a HUGE gift shop that sells basically everything you could ever imagine lol ~ so I ended up buying this lil bat guy. Me and my sister got matching ones which is kinda our thing when we go places, we always like to get matching souvenirs. He had this adorbable face though I couldn't just leave there There was also some cute dragon stuffed animals that I took pics of to send to @Animedragon over on Discord lol

I don't think I posted these before.. but the SAO acrylics were from my dad, the throw pillowcases were a gift from Pessi and the posters were from my dad. There's 6 acrylic stands, 2 posters (which have now been framed but I need to decorate them), and 2 throw pillowcases. And I meant to post these before but totally forgot. I said I would post the Vocaloids shelf @Colu @Soramee_ so here's the Vocaloid shelf. I recently added some more stuff to it and the last pic is the newest stands I have which are actually on my desk and were a gift from my sis. There isn't a ton of stuff but it's slowly been expanding. So yaaa that's my latest updates to all my anime collections ;D

UPDATE ~ PRAISE ME FOR I HAVE OBTAINED 86 FISHING

Mid 90's to early 2000's are usually the ones I listen to the most.

This right here. This guy knows what's good. I love these things. Somehow I always forget they exist until I happen across them by accidental at random times at a shop. Also I'm partial to filled cupcakes or Scottish shortbread cookies.

Tbows you say???? I'll throw a sham wedding for a tbow lessgoooo lmfaoooo bruhhhhhhhhHHHH this ditter thing keeps getting weirder and so many layers keep getting revealed >_> Godddd like RoT is so scummy lol Got my first Skotizooooo killlllllll woooooooo thanks to @Jellal

Guys I finished it!! :V I had huge helps though gotta give creds to my sista @Sakura I was stuck because I wanted to do a c4d and I'm not very experienced in this style at all I had her collab with me and she added a lot of it. She did more than half if I'm honest :V I learned a bunches from this and I'm greatful to the GFX queen

Well if the evidence we gathered matters for anything he won't be e.e Also yeeaaaa if you're staying ~ ^ After some digging yeah it was ._. IF ANYONE NEEDS A THERAPIST NOW IT'S ME I'M THE ONE THAT HAD TO GO THROUGH THIS TRAUMA WITH NAOMI If they don't do something about it with him saying ON CAMERA what he did that's just messed up. Knowing Jagex nothing is gonna happen though x.x But at least it's exposed and everyone knows so w h a t e v e r. Don't eff with my clan lmao I got 87 range and 78 slayer wooooooooooooo I gotta finish maxing this stupid range it's the only combat stat I don't have at 99 @.@ New collection loggy too ~

Confirmed it was RoT. Yes, I'm ranked 2 in the game. I've been friends with her for awhile and clan co-leaders. Signed the petition to change Scurries to Ditter

A couple weeks ago I went on a really nice hiking trail with @Zeref and took a buncha pics. The day was one of those really nice ones with the perfect blue skies we've been having a lot of lately. Another perfect weather day too which is always nice for walking. I've really liked going out for hikes and walks lately and just being in the quietness of nature. I think that's really good for mental health too. Being able to be somewhere quiet and relax and just enjoy the peacefulness of being alive. It's definitely helped me. I really liked this particular place we went to because they had all different types of trails depending on what kind of hiking experience you were wanting to have such as ones for more experienced hikers or flatter ones that were only around a mile long for people not that experienced. We kind of stuck to the latter ones because I wasn't really feeling climbing up a buncha complicated things that day lol ~ Anyway I really wanted to share the pictures from there because I thought it was a really lovely place I'll put most of these behind spoilers so it's not to overwhelmed with pictures: Out in the wooded part of the trails: I really liked this tree because it was a place people could carve their initials on ~ And here's some pictures of the sky ~ Lastly, I just thought the paintings on the building were pretty ~

I've been in Chicago for what feels like forever even though it's only been a few weeks. Sunday I got back home to Kentucky. Luckily the plane ride isn't so long and I didn't feel tired when I got home so @Zeref and I decided to take a mini road trip out towards the countryside of Meade County, KY. There's a steakhouse out there we wanted to meet some of my aunts and cousins at for Sunday dinner. The drives about 45 minutes to an hour so a pretty nice long drive out there with a lot of pretty scenery along the way. I took a buncha pictures of everything. The sky was so beautifully blue! I also got some really pretty shots of the Ohio River when we went over it on the bridge. I thought I'd share those from that day here since it's been awhile since I posted a blog entry. First I want to put my favorite ones here ~ the rest will be behind the spoilers The first ones are when we were crossing over the Ohio River and the rest are all pictures from the countryside scenery as we were driving out. Everything has gotten so green now that Spring is here and the sky was perfect that day. I'll put the rest under spoilers here. These are pictures from my Great Aunt's farm such as views from her property and the old barn that has been there for 60 something years. The rest under this spoiler are just pictures of the Kentucky countryside. There's also a few more of the Ohio River in these. That's all for now but I hope you enjoy looking at the pictures ^^

THAT'S A CUTE IDEA ~! I WANNA MAKE SOMETHING LIKE THAT Here's a siggy for @Eris and @giuls And here's some Luka PFP's for @giuls Hope you guys like I had fun making the siggy n'stuffs ~

I won't be back to AF for a little while again so I wanted to post a blog entry and some of the pictures I've taken this past week before I leave. These are all from my road trip back to Chicago with @Eris and @Sarada. We really had a fun time. We got a bit turned around and ended up in Missouri instead of Illinois the first night.. yeah yeah my bad LOL By the time we realized we had gone the wrong way we just decided meh, whatev's, let's go see St. Louis, so, we did! What would a road trip be anyways without some adventure? I've really enjoyed being back home. The reasons why I'm here are for mental health reasons so it's a bit personal and not exactly the best situation to be home for. Despite how I'm feeling I've felt more at peace since being home. Seeing the places I used to go to, meeting up with friends, seeing my family, staying in my dad's house. It's made me feel relaxed, safe, not stressed out, and just peaceful which is better than I've been in what feels like a really long time. Everything has just been kind of building for months and then kind of came crashing down at once. I decided to try a black and white photo which is not something I usually do. I tried the first one with an angle of a street I liked and the second one is downtown Chicago. I really like the way the black and white looks on the first set it kinda gives it a really old look. Not sure about the second one I think I like the way the colored one looks more. The ones below this spoiler are from the road during our trip here. The sunset that day was so pretty coming through the clouds that I had to take some pictures of it! Another one of my favorite things to take pictures of is the city lights at night. It was a bit cloudy as usual in Chicago this time of year, but I kinda think it just adds to the atmosphere. Or maybe I'm weird but I've always liked foggy and cloudy Chicago when I can look up at the huge skyscrapers and can't see the tops because they are in the clouds ~ Most of these are in and around the Chicago Tribune building which is right at the main center of the Magnificent Mile and the other is from out on Navy Pier. Below is just a few pictures of when we first headed out to walk around. The last picture is at The Field Museum. The Field Museum might look pretty familiar because it's been in a lot of movies such as Night At The Museum which is actually a movie I really like : D I guess that's all for now. I really wanna say thank you to all my friends though on AF who have been there for me lately. You guys mean the world to me

I reallyyyy really hope to see Pessi's Paint Gallery in the future lmfao ~ I made some icons for Cam @Eris, mostly for Discord. I'm going to make him some for here too but I haven't yet so I'll see what happens tomorrow. The only difference in the duplicate one's are I usually make him ones that say both Deejay and Cam on them since he uses the Deej ones on RS Discs I guess ~ No other diff. though. The first ones such as the Alois ones are actually a new style I'm working on and I like this style ^^ These are also larger because yeah.. they are for Discord.

First update in awhile. I haven't had any real motivation or interest lately. Credits for the render and PSD @Sakura She let me look at the PSD coloring she did to hers, and shared this render. I came up with this as a result.