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I'm only going to say this once...
Yes I have days where I'm quiet and then the next I'll talk your ear off. I also have tics I can't control 100% of the time and I may have developed my first vocal tic due to the dang pandemic. So please if all you're going to do is mute me in chats because I'm annoying or whatever then don't invite me to them. I'm self conscious as it is (and please don't constantly bring up my tics as it makes me even more embarrassed and no I can't control them 100% of the time). I know my tics get annoying, how do you think I feel? I literally live with them daily.
I don't usually bring up stuff like this but I'm literally on the verge of tears tonight because I'm having a tic attack and had a "friend" bring it up on a voice chat because it bothered them.
Thank you for reading my rant. Hope the rest of you have a great night/day.
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In conversations I tend to ramble or else struggle to come up with things to say, leading to a lot of awkward silence. Forums let me compensate at least somewhat for it, but I’m hesitant to participate in Discord or chat groups.
And it’s hard to decide which is more awkward. Just sitting on the sidelines because you don’t feel you really have anything to contribute or taking the initiative but no one else seems interested in the topic. But if you decline the invitation you’re anti-social. The intention may be to make you feel “included”, but it can actually make you feel more isolated.
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