Unbroken Experiment

Oh, ok. It's pretty cool that they pick you up from where you live. ^^ Hopefully I'm just being paranoid though because, well, y'know how I get sometimes. ^^; I'm sure I don't have to worry as much as I'm making myself worry, it's the worst things happening that I seem to think will happen for some reason. I'm REALLY not sure why though. Probably because I don't have much faith in humanity. >< >< The dude needs to seriously take a hint though before he gets hurt from what @Zeref said. lol ^^ ^^ I'm just not sure why I tend to worry so much. >< >< Not to mention why I can't frickin turn it off. >< >< >< XD I bet if there was a lot on the line she'd make him regret even thinking the way he's most likely thinking. It just really sucks though that there can't be a free punch or kick allowed when creeps like that come out. x.x I agree, Som. Also, when it comes to TDB I can only speak for myself, but I won't be returning there. The escapism provided by my video games is keeping me afloat amid stormy seas right now. So are mom and my friends. ^^ ^^ I most likely won't be coming back to your forum though. I'm sorry.

Gehenna

Absolute End

I give you the ability to turn invisible at will (and to turn it off at will).

Get

Invincible - Adelitas Way (Official Music Video)

Crawling - Linkin Park (Gaara Tribute - Naruto and Naruto Shippuden AMV)

Mom actually thought I'd be up for a drug trial like that where some people would be given placebos and others given the drug. I didn't care how much money was in it, I didn't want anything to do with it because of the random, unexpected, and pretty much unknown side effects that happen to the people who take the drug in those trials. I may be reckless, but I'm not about to be stupid enough to do that. x.x

Front Mission 1st Remake: After the last Mission that progressed the story a bit more I also was able to recruit someone called Alder as well as Paul. I've got some more grinding in the Arena to do with the both of them which hopefully means more Huffman Dollars because I spent most of the massive amounts I'd gotten from the Arena before buying the new wanzer parts that were available in Grey Rock after I finished the Mission which I believe was Mission 4 or 5. Probably 5.

My heart breaks for the animals that were subjected to experiments like that. I have no remnant of an idea as to what kind of person even thinks about putting a living creature through experiments like that for any reason.

I finally filled out everyone's Skill slots in Front Mission 1st Remake, so I'll be progressing the story now. Over the course of all the Arena battles I've accumulated a TON of Huffman Dollars, too. rofl I bought every wanzer part a good number of the available consumable items that can be bought from the Wanzer Store. ^^ ^^ After the next mission I'll be able to get a new character, Paul, who I haven't seen or encountered yet so I don't know what he looks like yet, but it looks like he'll most likely have 4 Skill slots to fill out, but at least there's only 4 Skills that he'll be able to learn so I don't have to plan how I'll be using him. He can't use the Melee Skills First (melee attacks usually come after an initial attack in battles in the Story even if the Wanzer pilot in question doesn't have the proficiency level in Melee to be able to attack first) or Double (like a one-two punch if both arms of the pilot's wanzer are still intact which can be devastating to enemy wanzers) or the Short Skill Speed (increases number of bullets fires from machine gun type weapons in a single turn's attack if it activates), but that just means he'll only be able to learn one Melee Skill which is called Stun and actually stuns the enemy when it activates if it connects a Melee attack on an enemy wanzer. The higher levels mean the Skill activates more often which seems to be the general concept behind the higher levels of all of the Skills, except with the Long range Skill "Guide" it may target a specific part of an enemy wanzer, but it comes at a reduction in accuracy in the lower levels of the Skill. Apparently the more the Skills activate the higher levels they can reach. I just need to make sure everyone's wanzer I've been able to recruit to the Canyon Crows so far is the best possible combination so as to not be at a disadvantage in the upcoming Mission before I continue on to the next Mission though.

I noticed that with police that they usually do something after the fact, not try to prevent something from happening before something bad happens to someone. I'm not really sure how that could be changed though to where they could get someone before something bad happens, but something like how they solved crimes in the Minority Report movie is the only thing I can think of, but I'm not sure that's ever going to be a practical solution. It'd be nice though if they'd arrest people before they do something instead of waiting for an incident to happen.

Temperance

That's a relief. ^^ Yeah though, hopefully he isn't the kind of guy I'm thinking he might be, but even so, next time you do go outside you might want to take your means of protecting yourself with you if you can remember to just in case.

Through The Black - Demon Hunter (Unofficial Lyric Video)

That's a really good question. I'd call you and my other friend who gave me his phone number for a final conversation, then I'd try not to play any games and just hang out with mom so I wouldn't be distracted by music while playing a game or by the in-game audio when she's trying to tell me a story or trying to otherwise talk to me because it's really hard for me to multitask and talk with her about some serious things, letting my friends and family know I love them all. The night before the final day I'd take a sleep aid to help me get a good night's sleep. Then, I think I'd be outside watching the humming birds eating/drinking the hummingbird food mom and dad make at home for them which they seem to like to the point that it makes me think they're addicted to it or something because of how upset they get when there's none left ^^; and invite mom, and yeah, even dad, to be outside with me and just take in the scenery. I'd like to spend those final hours outside, watching the sun set so I wouldn't see a video game on my last day and I would at the least appreciate the beauty of nature outside for that final day. Passing away while watching the sun set would be a peaceful way to go, I think. ^^ That's what I'd do if tomorrow was my last day alive and I knew I'd pass away at sunset. < 3 Do you have a favorite movie of all time that you never get tired of watching?

Ohh, ok. My jaw could've hit the floor because I thought it was the other one. That was seriously making me nervous, but the online guy sounds like he's overbearing in a different way. Still wish I could do something to get that guy to stop though because that's seriously not right either.

Terrifying Horror

Stakemaster

Vash the Stampede (Trigun)

That's a horrifying bit of history to learn. Why in the holy Hell did they do that to that poor cat? Who wakes up one day and thinks that would be a good idea? That's so messed up I'm having trouble finding the words to describe just how messed up it is. Jesus, that poor thing must've been in agony.

Awake - Godsmack (DBZ - and DBZ Movies - AMV)

Omg, he seriously can't take a hint if he's still at it. You should probably remind @Sakura to carry her mace and taser with her every time she goes outside, even if it's for something quick like it sounded like it was last time. That guy's making me nervous like he might do something dangerous. I hope I'm wrong, but guys like that really don't seem to even comprehend that no is being expressed. Hopefully I'm just worrying about one of the worst possible things that could happen again like I tend to do, but it just seems like a good idea just in case.

I give you an ice cream cake from Dairy Queen. ^^ Their cakes are notoriously delicious on the chance that you haven't heard of them yet. There's usually one for mom on her birthday and sometimes one for me on my birthday, too. It's interesting that they can make a cake out of ice cream like that. And really tasty~~ ^^ ^^

I think I was closer to big sis' than I was with anyone else in the family, extended or immediate, so that might explain why it still hurts so much that she's not with us anymore. At least not physically, but sometimes I get the feeling she still visits in spirit. ^^ ^^ At least I hope so. I'm feeling ok right now. Just wondering if I should go back to sleep until mom and dad get back from dad's appointment thingy they went to (I can't remember what it was for though, but they've been gone since like 8am and now it's 6pm which is a long time for someone like me who likes to be around people most of the time to be alone ;.; ), but I think they might've gone to run errands, too, which might explain why they're taking so long getting back. I wish they'd hurry up and get back because if I'm alone for too long not even my games can keep my interest and I get bored unless someone's in the area close by in the same house I'm in. I really don't know why I'm like that since I'm such a paranoid person, but I don't have an explanation for why that is. ^^;