Unbroken Experiment

I hope it doesn't last longer than that. ;.; ;.; ;.; Though it sucks that you can't go back to your work studies courses until next Wednesday. Are you doing online classes until then?

Brush Discharge

Carpet floors. I've never really liked how easily people's footsteps can be heard on wood floors. >< >< >< Who is your favorite mythological hero?

Negate

I'm sorry that that happened to your neck. ;.; ;.; ;.; ;.; Any estimate on how much time it would take to recover from it from the doctors?

I hope you feel better soon. ;.; ;.; ;.; < 3

A merciful end to suffering.

How did you injure your neck? o.0

In

A big sofa that looks like baby Shukaku where the seat cushions are where his belly would bo~~~ ^^ ^^ ^^

Holy crap, I think I'm dying from laughing too much. lmfao I was just laughing because y'know how easily I am for basically anyone to get me to laugh. lol So, given that, I'm most likely still the crazy one here. I mean, since crazy people never call themselves crazy, if I call myself crazy then I can't really be crazy, right? rofl

It really brought a lot of warmth to my day when these days seem to be absent of such a feeling most times, so I was truly grateful that you included Doma. < 3 Now I can remember the time when I wanted to do something for big sis' that really was all I was able to do at the time since I really wanted to give her something that I thought she'd like. ^^ ^^ ^^ I'll never be able to come up with the right words to express just how thankful I am for it~~ ^^ ^^ ^^

I got some Yu-Gi-Oh! cards from @Sakura that arrived in the mail Wednesday~~ ^^ ^^ ^^ The cards that she sent me were: The 3 Egyptian God Cards in Effect Monster form that I think are allowed to be used in actual Duels, Dark Magician (the one with a purple robe that has red trimming), and Doma the Angel of Silence. Back when my big sister was still alive and she was living with us (us being mom, the creep that she married, and me, which was a REALLY awesome time that I'm glad I remember~) she told me at one point that she liked dark fairies, so I gave her the only dark fairy that I had which was the Yu-Gi-Oh! card Doma the Angel of Silence to give her something from me that would remind her of me and since it was a Dark attribute Fairy card and the only thing I had that was a dark fairy of any kind. I don't know if she kept it where she knew it was all the time or she lost it, but I hope she put it somewhere safe after I gave her that card. Even if she didn't, it'd be pretty easy to lose a Yu-Gi-Oh! card, but giving her that card was also a way for me to do something nice for her in the only way I could. ^^ ^^ ^^ Seeing that card with the other cards that @Sakura sent me in the mail made me smile and reminded me of that day I wanted to do something nice tor big sis' in the only way I really could when it came to giving her something. ^^ ^^ ^^ I'm glad she's safe now though and nobody can hurt her anymore. Every day I miss her all over again, so now I can look at the Doma the Angel of Silence card and think of my big sister. < 3

I'm sorry that you have so much to do this week~~ ;.; ;.; On the bright side, the week is almost over, right? ^^ ^^ ^^ As long as you can keep that in your thoughts on some level your stress might not be as bad as it's been. ^^ ^^ ^^ For some reason, I'm really itchy right now, but I know that's not the kind of feeling right now I should say. ^^; Other than feeling itchy right now, I feel pretty frickin amped, so I'll be up all night playing games again. XD Outside of that, I'm hearing neighbors talking or yelling loudly which is getting me paranoid again, but at this point I don't really care whether they are or not because I'll always be wary of neighbors out here since I don't know any of them and I don't really want to since I usually end up embarrassing mom when we meet people despite not even trying to or meaning to. x.x Not to mention with my paranoia going on I've thought the whole town was in on making me hear voices, so I doubt I could ever really trust any of them. Maybe they are, maybe they're not, but either way that thought always being on my mind somewhere will always keep me from feeling safe here. I don't even feel safe in this house, but that's been the case ever since the voices started. I can't even think to myself without these damn voices saying something about what I'm thinking all the time. So, I don't even have any privacy in my own goddamned mind. Sorry, I think I got off track there. So, in summary, I feel paranoid of all of the neighbors again, amped from all the energy drinks I've been drinking (rofl), and really really excited since the Yu-Gi-Oh! cards that @Sakur sent finally arrived. ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^

Crucified - Disturbed (Zamasu AMV)

Ejecta

Electrocution

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The feeling passes when I play games, but sometimes it comes back and I just don't even feel like playing anything or doing anything but laying in bed until I sleep which might take a number of hours unless I take some kind of sleep aid. I appreciate the kind words, my friend. ^^ ^^ ^^ It's a relief to hear you're so energetic since it's cold instead of the smoldering head there's been lately. ^^ ^^ ^^ I love cold weather, but it always makes me really, really sleepy and I end up sleeping most of the day like some bear in hibernation. rofl ^^; ^^;

Shriek

I feel like a walking corpse. I feel like I'm dead inside, or damn near it. At least tonight I do. All of the things I keep hearing, having to question if it's even being said... I just don't even ask mom if she says anything anymore because it doesn't matter. She'd never tell me even if she did because I'd get pissed off. I don't know why I ever thought she'd tell me if she said what I think she said in the first place. I'm sick of hearing the things I hear, but mom wouldn't tell me if she said something like that anyway, and the creep she married I just don't even care anymore whether he says what I'm hearing or not. At this point going to a mental hospital looks like a goddamned vacation compared to this crap.

11th Hour - Lamb of God (Unofficial Lyric Video)

When I do feel up to a GFX project, it'll probably have to do with CRYSTAR because of the plot. ^^ ^^ ^^

Not Falling - Mudvayne (Official Music Video)

Not lately. I've been playing one of the newest games mom let me get called "CRYSTAR" which I think might have a manga because there's outfits/skins that say "Original Manga" followed by "costume/look/outfit/" I forgot what actual word is at the end, but that's what makes me believe it has a manga. I haven't looked for one of it yet and I don't intend to until I finish the game, but I found that detail interesting. Oh, and that's also why I haven't made anything new yet as far as any GFX project . Sorry, I don't know why I veer from of what I was originally talking about so often. lol ^^; ^^; ^^;