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Hello Anime Loves and Otakus. I'm off for Thanksgiving! And all I'm gonna do over the break is watch anime and chill. I might buy a Christmas tree and decorate it because going up to the attic to grab one is a lot of work. I'm choose not to go to one of those big family advents because I'm tired of them asking questions so I will most likely just end up spending it with my father. These are mostly my plans for the break:

I also enjoy the slice of life genre here is one of my favorites. It's called K-on! its about girls in a light music club in highschool.

@Animedragon It was fun, and I get what your saying about roller skating because its so hard on all 4 wheels, I feel bad that you got hurt its kinda scary. Maybe if you wanted to attempt a new winter activity I would recommend. They also have these little thingys you can hold on to and push around.

Hello Anime loves and Otakus today we are getting into what I did with my sibling over the weekend. So its started to get cold with the change of the seasons because its becoming winter. So my sibling and I choose to go skating in one of the skating arenas. It was fun we made sure to be early and get the good skates. We put on our stickers and hopped onto the ice. It was very fun other than how loud it was and the busyness on the ice it died down a couple hours later. But it was crazy how cold it was in the skating area like it was colder than it is when ice freezes on the lakes. I made sure to bring a jacket and put on long clothing but it was very chilly me and my sibling got cold. Now the whole experience of leaving the house was such a haste I usually stay inside but they really wanted to go skating and like the good sibling I am I choose to take them to the rink. Now we had fun and loved skating around especially after everybody left because they got tired. We got to eat the shitty food and even got to watch a game that was going on in one of the other rinks. Our favorite food we ate was the popcorn with lots of butter, my siblings favorite was a hot tea. The ice rink was larger than the lakes we used to skate on. But their were so many gashes and large dents in the ice. How does one dent the ice like a couple centimeters deep. It was fun though. We skated around for a couple hours. After we got used to skating around it got less cold. Over all I had fun other than it was sooooo busy like over 50 people on the rink and the little kids started to fall everywhere you had to be careful not to run into them. I'll give this experience skating a 7/10. We also got take away food. Very fun. everybody clapping for my wonderful ice skating performance.

Thank you any advice is welcome

Hello fellow anime loves and otakus, It's been a week since I choose to take a break and a lot has happened but I am bettering myself and trying to reconnect with others in RL to have easier times talking with friends. Please if you have any advice I would appreciate it. So on Thursday of last week I announced I would be taking a break due to health and academics. Which is true but a lot happened for it to get to that point. On Tuesday I made a post to the blog about liking one of my classmates in a romantic way. My feeling I did not fully understand since I had never had a friend that close before. It was also influenced by my friends around me taking about their boyfriends and girlfriends, feeling left out I choose a person to like. I mean I had liked them as a friend so what would be any different. That was about 2 weeks ago when I made that choice. That's what drove us apart. One day on Thursday of last week they pulled me out into the hallway with another friend saying they needed to discuss something with me. I obliged and joined the 2 of them in the hallway. They had told me that they had noticed my shift in behavior and said it was making them uncomfy that I "liked" them in a crush type of way knowing I had liked them since we first meant. Now I did never like them and stand by that to right now after thinking on it and discussing it. They finally asked the question if I did indeed like the in that way. I said no in the hallway and said I never would like them or force myself on them, I also said I would change my behaviors that suit the tile of friend. I felt like I told a lie in that hallway and a weight had been lifted off my chest. But now I realize it was not a lie I was saying how I felt and the weight of having a "crush" left my chest because of the burden it was to keep up the lie. I am trying to better myself little by little making it easier to join society one day and step afoot outside the house when needed. This uncomfy situation made me realize how important having conversations with people is even though it can be awkward and not ideal. Now I do still have problems at school expetally with others in my class and my "friends" at school but I'm trying to work that out by connecting with old friends to help improve communication and conversation. Thanks for reading and if you have any advice please let me know I could use it. this week has been hard but we power though with tears in our eyes.

Thanks for the advice and I think it might be best to remain friends with them, and try to move on. They like another person in one of our shared classes. It's also complicated beyond the ways we are. Thank you guys so much and I wish you the best.

Hello anime loves and otakus! Today we have a crisis if you have read the title todays topic is my romance life and it's a mess. Now as a shut in that still goes to school I had made some friends and joined a club to try and make some friends to discuss anime with. Now this year I made a friend that recommended me to watch "Death Note" so I watched it and gave them an update with screenshots of me watching it so we could discuss their favorite show. This is how it started. Now here is where we are now: Our other 2 friends constantly say we would look good in a relationship because we like similar things and can talk easily. We go out and hang out almost every week. We hug and hold hands in the hallways and out side of school. AND we tried dating before (for 1 day) but they said they where not ready. which is okay to have boundaries but LITARLY we are the exact same as before and I think we still have feelings for each other. Like I get it, it can be hard to be in a relationship you are not ready for but we are basically dating. I don't know how I got in this Rom-Com anime-esk plot but please make it have a good ending. Today they seemed less cheerfully then they usually are they said something about their phone but I could care less I just want to see them smiling again. No matter what I do I thought it would be easy to not think about them but every little thing reminds me of them. Even when I binge anime I think of them. Because of my past I did not think I could feel this way but I do and I don't know how to work through it because all I want to do right now is make them happy and I don't know how. I want to ask them about out relationship dynamic and see what we can do or when we could go to a café or a bookstore together but they keep saying they have plans. I don't know if it's because I'm taking up too much of their time or they don't like me anymore this has all happened within like the past month. I thought I would be okay with not being in a relationship with them but I don't know anymore, I don't even want to do anything all I want to do is hug them and call them mine, Like I'm shy about other things. Every time I'm near them I want to smile so hard my cheeks hurt. when we hold hands I get all nervous whist they seem so cool with it. I can't even do school work without thinking about them. I want to tell them how I feel but I'm scared to loose our friendship, its like a delicate rose waiting to be picked but it has thorns. I don't know what to do guys, I thought maybe I would not feel this way anymore I have not in years. Please reply if you have advice to give about this or romance in general. Thanks for reading and I promise I will post something on reviewing an anime I'm studying it right now. See you in the next one thanks for reading! This is how my heart feels. Fuwa Fuwa.

Hey guys todays post will be about my experience at high school and what my life is like: Every day I wake up at 5 and get read for school. I brush my hair, put on a t-shirt + pants + glasses, and brush my teeth I ride the bus to school so I try to sit close to the front since non of my friends live in my area. I get to school and wait for one of my friends we typically get breakfast together. after that we meet up with 2 of my other friends. I go to classes they are okay non of my friends take the same classes as me until later in the day. I go to lunch and eat with my friends. The studying aspect of school is not that bad for me because I sit in my room a lot, I don't really like when it takes away from watching anime or playing games. My friends typically make fun of what anime's I watch, my appearance, and the light novels I read. I ask them to stop many times but they choose not too. They are nice friends and we will be starting a DnD campaign soon. I typically don't like to go to school because I don't really like to leave the house. Going to the store is always a pain. Going to school is too there are too many people and its allways distracting to see people and hear people doing other things. They have rules about doing things like listening to music and being on your phone. They also have these tiny desks and chairs that you have to fold into; they really make my knees hurt. By definition I would classify myself as a shut in because I would rather stay in my room then leave the house and watch anime rather than hanging out with friends. I do my best to interact with my friends but I worry alot about if I'm a bother so I try to stray away. "Personality type - a person who is secretive, brooding, and withdrawn, and tends to avoid social contact." Now sometimes If my friends would like to go out I do and I have fun but I whilst out I wish we could return to my house and spend time there. Hear me out I do like to go out with my friends when its not busy and it's just me and another person. I find it difficult to connect with a large group of people that why I choose to spend most of my time inside the house. It also might be hard to hear a boy say this but I have always had low self esteem and no confidence. So a couple years ago for my first year of junior high I gained a friend that liked me they where an upperclassmen so they where about 1 grade level ahead of me and about 1-2 years older than me. We became friends with some other kids in their class forming a cute little friend group. Eventually we envied 2 of the boys I knew from my grade school class into the group. One of the boys watched anime so he introduced me to anime like High School DxD and Domestic Girlfriend. I found out the upperclassmen I became friends with liked me so we dated for a while, they introduced me to a lot of things and promised to do things with me, luckily we never got there. After we broke up over the summer (we where still friends due to there suggestion) they bullied me about using anime as an escape. So every time I opened my computer to watch anime they walked over and lectured me about an unhealthy obsession and closed the laptop. So after like a year with dealing with that I make new friends in my last year of junior high. I can only remember one she had the total personality of a tsundere which was probably a bad thing because one of my top 2 favorite character tropes is a tsundere. To put it lightly I was in love with her, which was okay because she totally played into it with not only play flirting but like holding my hand, egging me on, and resting her head on my shoulder. But the only problem was I was taking her meanness as sign she liked me. She told me to do some interesting things because I watched anime, I was the scum of the earth to her. She was my second reason why I have such low self esteem and consider my self a shut in and continue to watch anime. My friends currently are a lot better than the hardships I faced so many years ago and I'm proud to call them my friends (most of the time). Today whist we were on lunch break we played a game of cards. A lot of these experiences make me realize it's so much easier to stay home and be trapped in my room. But I always try to push through because of somebody I hold dear in my heart as cheesy as that sounds. Being a shut in has made me realize how much anime is present in my life to say the least I watch on average 9.6hours of anime in a week. It has been taking longer, because I'm writing out next blog entry on an anime I'm thoroughly watching and doing research on the upbringing and documenting every important moment in the show for a full series review and recap. Thanks so much for reading my fellow otakus and anime loves hope to see you in the next one! This is how we be feelin this week. Its Monday and I'm already tired and jumpy. lol

Hello and welcome my anime loves and fellow otakus, I’m Otaku an eccentric anime lover I have watched over hundreds of anime which I keep track of. This blog is for reviewing and discussing popular and not so known anime. We will also do polls on thoughts about controversial anime. I mostly watch a range of slice of life to ecchi. If you have an anime you would like to be watched and have a detailed review on please comment down below. Thanks for visiting the Anime Auxiliary and enjoy the stay.

Thanks for the warm welcome guys( ＾∀＾)

@Mur Mur I love k-on! It’s what rlly dragged me into anime. Violet evergarden is so good it made me shed a tear. It’s so hard to pick a fav I usually go with a top 10

@Mur Mur that would be nice, what ur fav anime?

Hello I'm an otaku thats pretty much why I'm on this platform to begin with. I have watched over hundreds of anime which I all document and wright down. I have a collection of figures and anime poster/tapestry's. I have not been to japan but wish to learn about the language and culture. I draw fanart and random doodles. I like Yuri, Yaoi, Slice-of-Life, Romance, Eechi, and many more, feel free to recommend I like to try new things. I also love to play visual novels. Thanks for reading my blurb. Hope to make some friends.