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Tomorrow is last day of review center !

So far, based on scores i get on exams, i feel confident ill pass this time, compared to first time (50-90/200), i always get 50-70% now (100-150/200),

With the exception on parasitology, seems to have been my lowest in the review center, following isbb (cant remember, but i didnt get 50%, rather 40% ?)

Eitherway ima keep studying to pass boards this march

Also bought some jackets, couse, jacket is laif for a hikikomori

I cant be the only one who feels naked, when im not wearing one outside, right ?

I feel protected when i wear a jacket outside (like how a kid feels protected hiding in their blanket xD)

Also UV light protection, muh skin needs to be protected after allll >.<

Started playing arknights too, not fully focused on it, im still 100% studies, but its a fun tower defense game so far, i get the kancolle vibe, but with tower defense mechanism rather than no control on shipfus

Also no permanent sinking/death if you push through (they should do a mode like this, it would add more pressure >.>....)

vwoshhh, coming at you at the speed of 0.5km/hr

this might help, its relateable af >.>

also good, though idk if your into JP songs

maybe english ?!

i-i dont listen to much english, but old songs, like westlife, or eminem, and nsych >.>...

wanna know the balls part of night time?

i have nothing to do, i cant study at night, mainly couse i dont wanna study at night, and there is no need

andddd

i also dont wanna play games

or draw shiz

i only watch some clippers clip videos of hololive moments

im so

bored

also

boards

@

6days

LETS
GU

RA

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WARNING, /RAPID RANT AHEAD

proceed at risk, for i be write sentences in a bee way

had a typhoon, lost electricity, water reached inside house

after typhoon, water level be going down, also family cleaning task be also up, so we clean 

cousins was staying over, cousins be barely help clean house, cousins be watching more and worrying about their "cabinet" that they asked dad to buy

male cousin, same age as me, be scream at my dad, i get pissed but let it slide

day 1 (yesterday) end

day 2 (today); start

me and papi be clean house starting 5:30am

we be clean 50% after whole day

male cousin be majority of time watch us, barely helping us carry sh*t down, 

he did help, but like, 1/5 times he would help carry something, otherwise just watch

be night time, be get electricity at last, be fixing our room, also fix our computers (my and my brothers)

while fixing my brothers pc, be hear some scream from male cousin

be let it slide, for 5 minutes atleast

after 5 minutes

"be chotto matekudawait oni-brother"

be leave room

be SHOUT AT THAT DIPSH*T WHO IS SCREAMING AT MY DAD 

he gets up

he tells me i dont know who im messing with

im like i know, A F*CKING TINY D*CK DIPSH*T WHO SCREAMS AT OTHER PEOPLES FATHERS

be physical a bit, mainly grabbing his neck

be wanting to carry him and throw him on the floor, but...

body weak, no more strenght to do anything

be stopped by dad and big bro

be tell us to stfu even though were both screaming at each other

im the first one to stfu, letting him rant, time to time saying sh*t to him, but majority of time stfuing couse feel bad for dad

he be leave

wanna know the f*cked up part ?

the reason he was shouting at my father was, couse cousins called their parents

and the so called "cousins" told their parents they "helped" clean the house

in which dad said, "help? what help? the majority of work was my sons gf, she cleaned majority of the dirt, followed by "yours truely"

"dad: you only carried like, one box, and then went off doing nothing"

and then that f*cktwad got mad, and screamed at my father, heh

also, while we were shouting at each other, he said "i watched too much of my CARTOONS"

b*tch, you watch too much bike sports, you aint a BMX god, even i can f*cking do "tricks" on BMX

do i wanna? no

im too busy with f*cking life, studying, doing my project, and also arts, and what do you do? F*CKING LEECH AT OTHER PEOPLE?! DECIEVE YOUR OWN UNCLE?!?!?

smh

/rant over

Weeee +.+

well shiz

didn't reach a passing score on the exam

oh well, i had a gut feeling i was not gonna pass it anyway

march it is

to bad too, i wanted to announce shiz <_>

it can wait i guess, besides, itll cost me allota cash to do said projects

this way, i can earn my allowance >.>

though..it feels bad that i wont announce anything even though i afk'ed hard...

soo; might aswell announce SOMETHING 

theres only two things really that can happen

1,) im gonna

"breaths in"

C R O S S D R E S S

R
O
S
S
D
R
E
S
S

yes

you

read it right

crossdress

BITE ME <_>

not mentioning who, couse idk either 

2.) ...is im gonna confirm first, i mean, sempapi might not wanna go along with it, knowing im a peasant who couldn't even pass board exam in one-take 

better to know early than not, expectations are pretty low for me

though; i did gain some weight during my studies ...

i need to exercise, mainly jog again

maybe, ill start tomorrow, shock from exam is pretty big, but hey

nothing like hiding your pain with a smile wont stop anything

after all, "what doesn't kill you, makes you stronger"

obligatory songggggggggg

Welp good news (2)

I have been working for 12days on a secondary hospital

And have learned allot

Like swabbing patients for covid test

Like reading cells on a microscope

Like operating cobacs (a clinical chemistry machinery)

Like making known cells (for reverse typing in terms of blood typing)

Like other stuff i cant remember at the moment

Lab has been fun ^^

Started knitting some stuff on my scrub suit, to attach my keychain in it >.<

MY FAVORITE NEEDLE BENDED THOUGH IS BAD NEWS

ALSO NEW TUYU SONG THAT I CAN RELATE SO GOD DAMN MUCH OMSAFASDFASD (fangirlscreamshere)

what else, thats all i guess

pay-wise, i got a job that pays correctly (18k), WAYYYY better than the two hospitals i applied for before ARMMC one (being 12k offer...F*CKING 12000 Php, A LICENSED MEDICAL INDIVIDUAL GETTING PAID TWELVE THOUSAND ONLY, nani the f*ck?)

a janitor gets paid more, smh

welp iz set, tomorrow im going to a cosmania, gonna be mai first time, butttt ikuzooo

was gonna crossdress, still debating if i should

im kinda of...really really scared >.>

so odds are, ill back out on doing it, sempai said its daijoubu too, couse next time is when im actually really gonna do it

...so i guess i wont do it for now >_>

incidentally, im unsure (or cant remember) if i mentioned it, but it seems me and sempapi will be starting a YT channel, soooo

im probably gonna post sh*t we do on my profile xD

so far, from what we talked of today, its gonna be like, danplan/emirichu styled vids (we discuss sh*t, and animate the discussion)

but it will be in conyo language (translation; both English/Ph language)

but im gonna make it so subs will be done (CC subs xD)

wont divulge too much on what topics will be, but one things for sure

even if it fails, were gonna be having some fun, and in the end of the day, that's all that matters

if we both have fun, i don't see any loses xD

also, i started jogging again ^-^

welp, bad news

they are looking for lab tech

and thus, my work there is done

back to job hunting *.*

welp. was gone for a few days

but i blame me playing Divinity 2 (DnD like game) with my best friend

and it toke us 300hours to finish it >.>....

but im back now, still looking for a job, but im back

What fills my heart with fluttering happiness;

(MAXED KYUTIHIME~!)

AND MORE PEOPLE NOT WANTING TO BULLI THE ONIE

What the fu---

THIS IS MASTERPIECE

Prove me right

I had fun thoo >.>

when a girl doesn't knock and breaks through your door

and see's your cawkcle doodle doooo

this isn't even the blush i wanted to do, i just overdid it >.>

When you find out board exam is coming soon

Fugmiupsempaiinmybuttockaandthencallmeaqtpie

when you're looking for a refference, and then this comes up on your google search

me:...sauce?

x-mas is upon us!

are you ready to jingle the bells

smingle the cells

all the way?

Yay for moare inktober stuff

also finish milfsekai

medhi is best girl

can you all guess why i say this ... ?

COUSE YANDERE VIBES + SMUG = HNHHNGHNHNGHNGHNAGHGGHHHH

but yea, gonna start watching sakamoto

aka

"COOL" guy >.>

im only watching at 7pm tho', and theres still inktober stuff to draw

now if you will all excuse moi', 

I STILL NEED TO JOG ?!?

man im sure being active >.>

too bad i still dunno how to talk in the discord chat

also obligatory song post ~~

yooossshhhh

after a week of procrastination from drawing, i have returned

semi

im still lazy, since i burned myself out on that .gif >.>

yoroshi~!

i am finish~!

i present to you all, a fanart of sanae kochiya

i found my art style in drawing >.>

now, who do i draw next~?

im sure i had someone i wanted to draw...but i forgot, from all that procrastination i did >.>

oh well~, ill think up of a new one to draw

mebe it was a comic? idk >.>

oh, oh

OBLIGATORY SONG POST THAT I GOT HOOKED AFTER A WHILE OF LISTENING

gotta admit, that beat is hella on key

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You may all have wondered where i have been, or what i have been doing probably not

Its simple, I THE GREAT X-KYUN, HAVE BEEN IN MY HOUSE!

What have i been doing? I hear you ask

Its simple...i have been...CHILLING!

well not really, just the usual, morning study, and then at night chill mode, but rather than draw, been trying to beat the new hard mode stage in arknight

YESTERDAY, IT LOWKEY TOKE ME almost 2-3 hours to beat CB-EX7 (more less, 6hours for CB-EX1 to EX7)

Mainly, couse i didnt know how to kill that stupid ass rat, couse I STILL DONT HAVE MY KOHAI OR PTILOPSIS-SAMAAAAA

also, those tornadoe shiz kept screwing up my units damage/heal output

AND MY SCHWARZ HIGHEST DAMAGE WHILE HIS SHIELD WAS UP WAS GOD DAMN 500, THE FU--

HOW IS HER DAMAGE OUTPUT GONNA GO FROM 3000 TO 500?!?!?!?!?

But yea, i expect to beat challenge mode later, once i get master skill lvl 1 on her s2 skill, i almost did it, but my skadi lacked few damage, so im upgrading her 2nd skill to do more damage

Its a good damn thing i invested on skadi >.>

Need to invest on ch'en too, she is doing heavy carry in this stage, along with siege

They are both holding one line alone, jesus (i mean, they need a healer, but they can hold it until i get enough dp to call out a healer for them)

...also im drawing mi-chan in a labgown : D

But i had a wierd idea i wanna try, soooo, after that costume, ima draw that idea i had that came from an erogekoffkoff

Mimi is, afterall, the heroine : o

you may have all wondered where i have been...

welll...

i've been in my house

self quaranting

: )

also i've been playing one of my favorite monster girl-management--eroge---game, so there's that

alraune best girl --- FIGHT ME

followed by salamander

followed by mermaid

followed by elf

followed by slime

man almost everyone in this is a "best girl" >.>...