I have deression, self harm, suicide and abandonment issues.
When i was in school i was repeatedly hit by my teacher on different occasions, itd be a kick to the ankle one day, a smack the next etc, just little things i guess but still abuse.
When i 13, i started hating myself, i felt unclean and like no one loved me, i fell really deep into depression and self harm, i trusted people and all of them let me down and betrayed me, iv went to a counselor and he was a complete dick to me. And that's been my life up b until now, 21.
I am a little happier and i don't self harm as much, i did get picked up by police for threatening to kill myself though.
I thought i had a really good friend but he turned out to be a bigot and started bullying and pushing me away because I'm Gay.
My family hate the fact I'm Gay, and i get bullied online alot for no reason.
So now i have issues with trust and being abandoned, i think everyone is out to get me, i freak out when i go in public places incase one of these people see me.
Ontop of all this i have OCD cleaning problems and can't get a job to support myself.
Sorry for being a downer.