SleepyLeoulf

@Vivi Hyuuga I appreciate your kindness and advice about the matter. I've also talked to my older sister tonight and she explained to me the situation better so now I have a better understanding of it and makes more sense to me. I still however feel low and feel like a screw up and I really own up to my mistakes on my part I've made throughout the whole ordeal.. I just wish it didn't had to come to what it did.. I've been through this a lot of times thinking its the right person that could understand me and most of all accept me for who I am as a person. But I guess I was wrong once again. I'm just misunderstood in my opinion. I have no choice to move on even though it will hurt like hell. But like my older sister said to me tonight there are better people out there still that will be there and a true friend. Again thank you for your advice.

I'm happy you were able to talk to your older sister! I always find one of my sisters can help me the most in matters like this, they have a perspective nobody else does and their advice can be so helpful. We all mess up, the important part is to learn from your mistakes and move on. I'm sorry you feel low, I hope you can find something to cheer you up, I know these situations are always so painful. 

@Vivi Hyuuga Thank you again and yeah tomorrow is a new day so I'll  just go from there. Take care~