Unbroken Experiment

A mixture of disappointment and relief because I heard mom saying something dismissive and demeaning towards me only to look at her to find out that her mouth was closed and her lips weren't even moving. The thing about it though was I kept hearing it as I was looking at her when her mouth wasn't even moving... so, I clearly can't trust what I hear at all. I just need to stop letting what I hear get to me so much because the probability of someone actually saying something negative about me and me being able to hear it is incredibly low. I just wish I'd have had this epiphany sooner before I retaliated to what I was hearing with verbal nastiness of my own... I really don't know how my family and friends put up with me at all. The patience it takes to do so is more than I thought it was... I'm doing my very best to try not to let it get me down though. It's what the voices most likely want since they push my buttons so frequently. So, I'm trying to be in a good mood today. The revelation today though did help me finally start to ignore (or at least not respond) to what I think I hear, so I guess that's the silver lining, but even so... I wish I would've realized that much, much sooner...

Not that I can think of since I don't really get out much. I can't really remember much from when I was a kid either, so, not as far as I can remember. ^^; Do you have a lucky item (it can literally be anything you consider lucky)?

Power that makes me first in lines since I can't drive and don't have a car anyway. Would you rather base jump off of the Empire State Building or drive around in some sandy dunes in a dune buggy as fast as it can go?

The artists that created them.

Like

Nachos

Shackle

Maybe some day if I feel up to it.

The Only - Static-X (Official Music Video)

Kick In The Teeth - Papa Roach

Front Mission 1st Remake (Switch): So far I've managed to raise Captain Royd's, Ryuji's, and Natalie's (Royd's second in command in the mercenary group Canyon Crows hired by the O.C.U.) Short weapons proficiency to 12 and raised Royd's, Ryuji's, and Natalie's Dodge ratings considerably in the process. When it comes to Keith though, I might have to use the Guard command a lot to increase his Dodge proficiency to the same (roughly speaking) to the same rough proficiency as the aforementioned 3 mercs. His Dodge rating hasn't increased as much as I'd like it to because I switched out all of the wanzers for the current Canyon Crow members to a hulking type with high defense, but less Dodge stats for the remainder of the training, which, as it turns out, might not have been a good idea to do if I'm wanting Keith's Dodge numbers to increase to where I want them. So, I'll be switching out the jerry-rigged hulking defense based wanzers for the wanzers I had on everyone before which has a total higher chance to Dodge which is pretty much all that's needed to increase a wanzer pilot's Dodge rating other than using the Guard command in a battle. I'm still training the wanzer pilots in the Arena though until I get J.J., the last member of the group (for now) up to the proficiency levels I want my wanzer pilots to be at for the next mission which is where I recruit Frederick if I manage to clear the sortie with him alive and intact. I think it's pretty awesome that players can recruit fellow O.C.U. citizens to the mercenary group, which Captain Royd Clive has been given the authority to do. ^^ Oh, Keith's Short weapons proficiency levels is currently at 11, but I want it at 12 so the Dodge proficiency will also increase along the way.

I hope your arm returns to normal soon. Pain always sucks to have to endure.

For some reason, today started out as a depressing day. I guess because I can no longer determine the real people's voices from the voices that only I hear anymore. It's not exactly an uplifting feeling... There's no escaping them either, even when I'm by myself I hear them. Sometimes I even hear them in my dreams... Anyway, that's why today's depressing. Tomorrow will probably be no different either, even with my medications.

Kill Switch

Grave

Weather Station

Tear

My Heart is A Fist - Papa Roach (Jin Kazama Tribute (Tekken GMV))

I do like pizza, and Hawaiian is my favorite type. Do you have a favorite snack or dessert?

Daffy Duck

I gift you some cheese flavored Pringles~ ^^

Constantly

Yinyang

Dry Sink

Iambus