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>when you have so much doubts, worries, anxieties

>but also boredom, laziness, and procrastination

i-i dont know how to feel right now, i know what must be done, but i also have so much mixed emotions >.>

though, "right now" isn't right term, been having so much mixed emotions this past month, and this is kind of balls

K IM DONE

did some fixing

im never doing comic setup

-- erm setting, 

im probably gonna do manga, but not this bad >_>

and by bad, i mean the settings, the god damn settings

but yea, this is a perfect depiction of me, not getting my favorite owl >_>

edit: 

https://imgur.com/a/50BMqlO

im too tired to keep fixing file, imgur will do >.>

i am done

dunno of size, i just picked <COMIC> on clip studio

soooo...with that said

KOREWA DOZO

a one-page, or i guess, "one shota"

FILE SIZE WAS TOO BIG

IT WOULDN'T POST ANYWHERE -- 

huh, this got me to kek

though, got it to 2mb, idk much about file compressions, but all i did was

upload it to imgur, and download it there <_>

but yea, dozo

(keeps failing/-200'ing me, so incase it multi posts images, we all know the reason)

edit: k, i just noticed that -- ITS HELLA BIG HOLY SHET

THATS 3k x 3k jesus christ >_>

never using comic anymore lmao

guess this is a 5-page then 

doing a page of comic of which is my experience so far in arknights -- on getting -- my -- waifu

that of which is an owl

that of which is named

ptilopsis

WHY U NO COME HOME

should be done soon, im at last panel after all

i find this to be funny

i found my OC on google search >_>

i feel head patted aww

i must say it

GYAW~!?

(meow noises but not)

was also just looking for referrences on what dokuta's mask looks like, couse im drawing a comic of how i 

CANT

GET

PTILOPSIS

FOR F*CKS SAKE COME HOME PLEASE

y-you dont have to, but it would make me really happy if you did..>_>...

and im officially clear of the common cold

yattaze~!

i still feel lazy...like, no motivation to do anything

BUT I MUST BREAK FREE FROM THIS

ima go make a comic about my experience on trying to pull for ptilopsis on arknights

>.>

i have acquired....

what we all know...

as the dreaded...

common cold

f*ck

help

i dont wanna die yet, i still have my V card, and i dont have my L card yet, i gotta surpass this sickness and get well >:o

that or, guess ill die.meme

though, for real, knowing me, ill probably recover in either, tomorrow, or 3-4 days from now >.>

so yea, this post is

bait

>: D

ah yes, im in that stage where i dont know what to do anymore

dont feel like drawing, studying, playing, reading, watching, or anything

...

IM JUST IN MY PHASE, MOM >.>

and finished drawing a lewd cute oki-tan~

i f*cked up somewhere though, so i just finished it asap >.>

i only wanted to draw those hand motions, to be honest

and with this, i got nothing to draw anymore

finished drawing most fanart i wanted to do >.>

wonder what my next goal should be

I managed to pull skadi !

My life is now somewhat complete

Hahadarkhumor

But no for real, it toke me 30tickets, and 200sq to get her, and im a f2p scrub >.>

Had 1k sq, and 110 tickets, and i felt i wasn't gonna get her, BUT LUCK BEFELL ONTO MY LAP AND SHE CAME HOME

i am happi boi : D

Finally upgraded pc

Yattaze

Now, lag is buhbye, but so is windows 7, because new vid/motherboards hate windows 7 >.>

But hey, im sure theres a window 7 mod pack or something out there

Im just glad i aint gonna be dealing with laggy pc anymore it was such a pain in my buttocks >.>

oh you thought i could only draw females ?!

KOREWA DOWDA

i did say i was gonna draw jack the ripper (OC) this time >.>

though, he is highly influenced by black souls "jack the ripper"

jack gotta be a psycho that kills prostitutes tho'

unless were talking of fgo one, she is for protecting

...looking through my folders, thinking how ill draw jack the ripper (OC)

....saw this

...i should try drawing af-chan in my new artstyle >.>

huh, someone hacked my twitter account and changed it into a thot girl who engages in non sexual acts with men for money

who knew someone would ever hack a no-name like me ?

though, to be fair, i didn't add much on my twitter account..soooo

i didn't even have my mobile phone in it >.>

im not mad, im just hella surprised

i dont even have followers >_>

did a 1-hour drawing challenge, couse i saw some people on reddit doing it

so i went, "psh, i cant do that"

...

and then i did it >.>

had no time to color it though, or do skirt, or other hand >.>

i tend to take my time (and taking my time takes me around 8-12hours)

only needed to look at an image (for hand) couse i toke a bit on drawing the hand, (like, 10minutes?)

ALSO, I REMEMBERED WHO I WANTED TO DRAW AFTER SANAE

IT WAS JACK THE RIPPER

not fgo jack, but just a jack the ripper OC character <,<

edit: oh and, from rushing, i messed up on writing the 9:17 AM, and wrote PM, thats not one hour you dumdum, thats 25 hours >.>

edit edit: ...is it 25 hours?

to be fair, i didnt count, or think, i just wrote what my mind told me

and my mind, is not smart when it comes to numbers

yoroshi~!

i am finish~!

i present to you all, a fanart of sanae kochiya

i found my art style in drawing >.>

now, who do i draw next~?

im sure i had someone i wanted to draw...but i forgot, from all that procrastination i did >.>

oh well~, ill think up of a new one to draw

mebe it was a comic? idk >.>

oh, oh

OBLIGATORY SONG POST THAT I GOT HOOKED AFTER A WHILE OF LISTENING

gotta admit, that beat is hella on key

a

pic says it all <.<

>.>

yooossshhhh

after a week of procrastination from drawing, i have returned

semi

im still lazy, since i burned myself out on that .gif >.>

after 3 years (last i played was 2017, or so save file says), i have started up AAC2 again (a lewd r18 game)

which is also -- one of my most favorite eroge of all time -- being that it's been perfected due to mods and all (atleast, before it was nice, but now, with current mods, its hella perfected)

and yea, after 3 years, i plan on starting a newg+ on it, with all the new mods -- AND BASICALLY I JUST WANNA FLEX THAT I MADE MIMI IN THERE

chuuni mi-chan is best mi-chan

but yea, next to draw: sanae kochiya

probably not in these upcoming days though, been having this wierd feel (same as for youmu) that i wanna draw her

she is, after all, best shrine maiden, 

sanae>armpitsreimu, fight mi

also, song of, obligatory, post is

(lowkey, smooth af animations tho)

suddenly, 3 hours became 8 hours

bite me, >.> 

but yea, atashi no done desu~

estimated time to draw it: 3 days and half a day

can you find what's odd about mi-chan /af/ ?

there's three hidden secret in it, one is obvious, other two is somewhat hard to make out of ;o

what started as a single image, became a .gif

because why not ?

also,

I AM ANIMETHOR

....i had to say the pun >.>

as an ending, i will never animate again, holy crap that was FUN but also HARD >.>

ill most likely animate again

obligatory song post~

hella mood on tuyu songs though

i can hella relate >.>

i-i will be finished later, just woke up, but im almost finished now

im giving myself 3 hours to finish it, 

ikuzoooo 

K, so i just noticed my vid is messy wessy in my peesy

(What?)

Sooooo...

KOREWA DOWDA ?!?!

Snik peak of what im killing myself doing