Midnight Faolan

I believe that you can love many people, but you'll probably meet very very few people in your life that makes your love for that person go to a level like no other. When I was 14, I became friends with a guy that I had interest in from the very start. Let's just give him a fictional name to avoid confusion... "Paul". We developed an extremely close bond that we still have to this day. Due to life-changing circumstances (I had to go to a new school, so he went to a new school too) we had to part. We still talk on a monthly basis. Since our break up, I've had two awful boyfriends. (My ex's were just really self centered/ inconsiderate/ rude.)So now I'm back to single life. And "Paul" has a crazy girlfriend. She is crazy because one day I sent him my monthly text and he sent back "Don't talk to me ever again. I'm in a relationship and I need to focus on it. I am going to block your number now." And that absolutely broke my heart because Paul had never been like that towards me before. But then two hours later, I got another text saying "Oh my gosh, I am so sorry! That was my girlfriend who sent that. She took my phone from me when you texted and didn't tell me what she did." But, I still love him. I think he's my true love because I haven't been able to find anybody better and I was the happiest girl on earth with him. Even though he was kind of annoying sometimes because he liked to tease me and mess with me. But I could get past that. The only other flaw was that he just doesn't have motivation to do anything once he graduates. He just doesn't have a clue what he wants to do. And that makes me a little uncomfortable because what if I'm the one working all the time and he stays at home? So yeah, to me true love is real. Some people are afraid of it, but it's not bad. It's only bad when you're with the wrong person. If you're with the right person, you'll push through the pain and make it work.

And quite unfortunate hahaha I wish not having a shirt was the case buuuuuut.....

So, I am personally a big fan of horror anime. I love them! I've seen Tokyo Ghoul, Shiki, Deadman Wonderland, Another, etc. It grabs my interest and gets my blood pumping with the crazy excitement and tragic unexpected events. But I wanna know from everyone else what you think is the best horror anime! It can also be a manga that you may have read as well. I just wanna see what everybody thinks and find a new anime to watch if I haven't seen it yet. ^-^

OKAY OH WAIT I FORGOT TO MENTION THAT HE STILL WEARS A SHIRT!! Hahaha I'm dying right now

And I'm gonna be honest, my boss looks great when he doesn't have his work shirt on because you can tell that he works out. He's not like, RIPPED, but he's in shape.

Hahaha yeah, it is! Kinda funny too though because my step dad was friends with my parents when my parents were still together. My mum didn't even really have an interest until she really got to know him though.

This be my waifu! :3 Hestia from Is It Wrong To Try To Pick Up Girls in a Dungeon? She's so small and energetic and cute! hahaha I love her

My entire dream world is weird so I can't really say which one is the weirdest. There was one time when I had a dream that all my friends in band and I tried drugs then died. Then we were ghosts and we were looking at our own gravestones. (I've never had drugs before) So it was just really weird.

It's so frustrating cause you like those people and you see them almost every day but you know you can't date them. Buuuuuut my mother dated her boss who was also the owner of the company she worked for and they are married and the business is pretty much hers now hahaha

Well, I'm going off to college soon so hopefully I'll find somebody fitting for me. haha I think we all have that one person we've met that we wish something could've happened, but nothing ever did.

I know it seems like such an odd topic but I have had a bit of a crush on my boss for awhile. Like, even before he became my boss. I work in a mall, and his store was next to the old place I worked at. I just love his personality and he's good looking. He's not like famous-person "good looking" but maybe you know what I mean. He isn't a bad looking guy. He's really cool but he's like 26 years old and I'm 17. And I think he has a girlfriend right now but they've been fighting lately so I actually don't know if he's single or not. Even if he was, I don't think I would go for it because that would be weird to me! I can't imagine dating my boss, it's just weird. So all I can really do is sit back and not care! But I'm fine with that. Have you ever had a crush on a boss or coworker?

I actually watched the OVA once! Haha it was kinda funny. But I love the game to this day. It really does teach you patience hahaha

One of my anime crushes are Kaname Kuran from Vampire Knight! Everybody goes for Zero, but I love Kaname for many good reasons. 1. He's gentle, yet powerful. I looooove that trait. You want somebody who seems gentle on the outside but is incredibly strong under that gentleness. 2. He's so attractive and if he was real I'd take him for myself. 3. He's a very respectful vampire. 4. He's protective 5. He's just so smart and perfect. Why can't he be real T_T (By the way, I think Kaname and Yuki being together is cute. I don't ship Zero and Yuki because Yuki and Kaname were meant to be. They're pureblood vampires and they gotta pass it down to the next generation for more pureblood vampires. They're more cute together and Kaname takes such good care of her. So lets accept it, even though I wish I was her. hahaha)

So, about a year ago now I got an app called "Moe Can Change" in the iTunes store. It's a game where you are a "master" and you take care of myroids. You can talk to them, give them 3 personality types, study, work, etc. with them. You can dress them up and change up their style too. At first, I honestly just got it for whatever. When I first played it, I wasn't really getting it. I kept going back and forth with playing it and not playing. But eventually, it got addicting! They do activities twice a month where you can win outfits and stuff for your myroid, you can play gachas, and it isn't that bad of a game. Sometimes it feels slow because there honestly isn't much to do, but once you start getting more roids, it just gets so fun! It's fun to give them cute outfits and everything.

Oh, the Attack on Titan live action movie was weird and only for a few reasons. I really didn't think that the musical cues were good at all. They were so awkward! And the music just wasn't dramatic enough for me. In the actual anime the music was much more fitting. I don't remember if animation was that bad, but if it was I would have remembered haha.

For some reason, I have a strong liking to the psychopaths and sadists. I've experienced annoying people in real life who like me and I really don't like that. Stalkers in our world are terrifying. Sadists can be really kinky people hahaha. Hidan from Naruto can be considered a sadist and he's one of my favorite characters. And I like psychopaths because they are I guess you can say unique.

Oh, I loved this anime! I thought that Mei and Kouichi were so adorable. [spoiler=What I liked] I loved when they held hands and ran through the hotel together. (As you can see with my signature) Mei fooled us all in the beginning. I was seriously convinced that she didn't exist. I thought maybe people could only see her when she wanted people to. It was great though. It was interesting all the way through. Some episodes weren't as gory as the ones in the beginning and near the end, but yeah.

I'd say the vampire knight uniforms honestly. If I was going to a private school, I'd love to wear their uniforms.

Welcome to A4! I hope you grow to love this website like I have. I used to be on here awhile back but they redid the website and I recently made a new account. Lately, I've been watching anime on one tab, and having A4 up on the other tab. The website is a lot of fun!

Hey everybody! Have any of you watched Shiki before? It's a horror anime and I just finished it... If you've watched it, please share what you thought of it! If you haven't watched it then you need to. It seems like a simple story at first, but it really changes into something you wouldn't even imagine. [spoiler=My thoughts on Shiki] This anime was so beautiful yet so cruel. In the beginning, I sided with humanity, as I considered the Shiki to be nuisances to the peaceful community. But then, when I saw the Shiki's purposes in causing people's deaths, I sided with the shiki. Like they said, they didn't choose to be the creatures they were. The only reason they did that, was because they wanted an entire community to be like them. They had felt like they were always on the run from people, because nobody could accept them for who they were. They killed people only because it was their instinct. They didn't want to die, so they had to kill. The last episodes just really broke my heart. It reminds me how terrible humanity can be. Human beings are so terrified of dying or being defeated by something else, that they will destroy anything around them. It's just very terrible. I think Seishin was such a wonderful person because he saw and sympathized for the Shiki. He is the only one who was not blinded by his human feelings. I actually got pretty emotional near the ending episodes because all of the situations were just so sad. And when Tooru and Ritsuko ended up dying together that just killed me omg. T_T The feels are so real! So yeah if you like emotional horror stories, watch this one. By the end, you may see certain things differently.

Hey guys! My name is Midnight Faolan, but you can either just call me Midnight or Faolan. Just to let you know, I used to post often on Anime Forums before the whole entire new look for the site. Now I am back and ready to chat! About me: I love reading manga and I love to watch anime whenever I can. I really like horror anime and I always find myself watching ecchi. Don't get the wrong idea about me hahaha I just find some of the STORIES to be great, not the boobies! I am 17 and just graduated high school so I have a lot of time to do what I want to. So yayyyyyyy!!