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oh hey, who's online stuff is back, now i can see who is online and who is offline
TIME TO SPAM EVERYONE, FOR I AM THE SPAMMER, MAWHWAHAH
jk,
but yea, only 1 month and 2 weeks left before i finish internship, and then like, may 4th for graduation
im almost done with my course, i can almost work and earn money and hopefully make my dream come true !
which is to make games, a studio, and a cute girlfriend
...ahh a man can but dream
anywhoooo, obligatory song post
also, anyone wanna apex legends ?, i suck at it, but shiz fun, and i feel id have more fun if i played with friends than random chinese guys
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oookaaaayy, just a rant post,
be warned, its a long post!, iz really really long couse, seriously, screw my group...
atleast the other group, being GROUP 2 accepted me, and im not even part of their group,
meanwhile my group...even my partners..."dissapointment increases"
welp, my grand duty got ruined thanks to some f*ck face, trying to make me look bad again, even though i went through the f*cking trouble of using my own money for our grand, to make it the "best" grand, and final duty, f*ck face still went and got me pissed
basically, we got a weak junior in warding, and me, being helpful before just made her mad at me, so i chillaxed on helping anyone since then
our last day today, i wanted to go morning pick (which means we extract people's blood who have went fasting, or not eaten/drank water in the past 8-12hours), and teach her some few tips and tricks
she said "ok", and mind you, i told her this really early, like, sun is still up-early (and were night duty)
time by 10 hours, i got stuck with CBG/HGT test, thats about 30+ patients, even though we had 3 machines, juniors felt lazy, thus i toke it, and didn't go along with her on the morning pick i wanted to go with
no problems there so far, couse to be honest, im fine with that anyway, i mean, i wont be losing anything if she doesn't want to learn from her seniors
the problem starts AFTER our duty, like, end of duty
i told her, she needs to improve more, couse, well, seniors are gone now, theres only 14 of them left, and not many of them are good at extraction, but this f*ck face went and said, im being "rude", or "boasty" or whatever
nigga, when our seniors said sh*t to me, no one f*cking said anything, i was as bad as her before too, heck, i was worse than her before, but i improved, i got better, im one of the best now too couse of my own determination to "git gud"
it really hit me so hard when, even after all the shit i did, all the fucking shit i did for this group, buying them gifts, taking on their endorsements without second thought (endorsement, as in, they couldn't obtain blood from Px. due to "hard to extract"), buying everyone a keychain with their name and a "GROUP 3" keychain tag in it, and even trying to make our final day the bestest, by giving everyone that was about to leave, minus me, a gift, and even foods,
i used 3000php (58$!) just to make it the best, the f*cking best
and then i get hit with the
"STOP BULLYING MY PARTNER, SHES DOING HER BEST, YOUR HURTING HER FEELINGS"
well excuse me for not being fucking hurt by what the fuck you said, i fucking did everything, im even thinking of her well being, but then got said im being boasty and or rude
what sucks more is, even though they know im getting depressed, my partners didn't so much as to try and cheer me up, other guys of group 3 went and tried, but well, when im depressed, i get really numb, and i dont think well
i sit down and think, and once im alone i cry
and since i got better at extraction, i even dont mind doing self-extractions on my self, whats worse is, when i did it to myself this morning, i didnt feel the needles pain, guess thats what being numb means...
still really dissapointed my partners didn't cheer me up, oh well, im used to being alone anyway~..."sigh"
but yea, rant over, tldr: fuck group 3 smh
CHEERY MOODO ONNOOO
OBLIGATORY SONG POST~!
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pee kaa boo
so yea, as i pretty much said, tried out spire again, on my first run, and, did i just win it >_>, i dont remember it being this easy <.>
i have no idea how i did it either, i just racked up those items, and got lucky on getting that barricade on the first turn on final boss fight >__>
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*reads reply*
*Takes potato chip*
*EATS IT*
I had a guess that true grit with one but second wind is one I never taken my self
maybe I should give it a go (I am a very aggro player so I have mainly attack cards and even though I know is it could mess me up)
im really impressed you won though with only 3 energy :O. A well rounded deck is always good. I want to try for a minimal deck so a deck with 5 cards are less so I can get the achievement for it.
apostheosis is pretty nice I think for a while I used it when ever I could unless like all my cards where upgraded. I think chrysalis is new
ive never used it before.
you have to abuse it or it will abuse you lol I mean unless your into that haha.
the defect can get really crazy, you can get a ton of orbs or play a ton of powers in one turn and other things XD but I like when it gets a little crazy.
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"reads reply on the reply"
yea, majority of the game, i had only 3 energy, i did hesitate on getting the card that gives you two energy, at the cost of 3hp, until the last stage (since i felt it being not too useful to me, and it semi did on certain cases ?)
i mean all upgraded cards at the cost of 2 energy is fine too, chrysalis gives you 3 (5 if upgraded) random skill cards that cost 0 energy to use, which is, ton of help >.>, i mean its free-skill use, and who the hell hates free stuff <.>
tried defect, totally not my gamestyle lmao, its so hard to use jesus >.>, i might try custom, and put it on rank 20, and see how far i can get, it looks challenging and at the same time fun-tier
probably later once i finish writing what im going to study though <.>
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incidentally;
dat last bludgeon kill tho'
went for exhaust stuff this time, couse i found it fun, and well, it did take me longer than usual couse i had no good runs
like 3 hours to get this run >.>, was fun,
tried doing it without draft deck turned on, but jesus christ its so hard, almost too impossible >.>
its probably do-able without draft, but man, i dont wanna waste too much hours playing it >.<
all in all, #exhaustbuild2op, also had ascenion level 20, couse, why not, i mean i did say i was going to do hardest mode
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peekabuu, i see an anime4eva with my left eye~
so yea, on that thready thingy, i was wondering,
6 hours ago, anime4eva said:Also, anyone wanna be friends?
is what you said, b-but
4 hours ago, anime4eva said:I’m just really shy and don’t like the act of making new friends...
which is it ?!, you must make thy-self clear, thus thou art want tomodachi's, or thus thou art want friends ?!
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probably need a new monitor, this things somewhat, wierd now
wonder if i can steal my brothers monitor...
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well good news, my house is now burnt down, due to an "accident" (obvious joke.exe)
good news is my monitor is fine now, so alls well that ends well (and by fine, i mean i replaced it)
i doubt i can fix a monitor, im no specialist (but opening one up is kinda fun), incidentally, i just realized, i could also use my ps3 monitor, but i still stole my brothers monitor, meh his PC isn't fixed yet anyway so
yea, new monitor works better, atleast i dont see those, wierd? mark on monitor, which was getting on my nerves to be honest,
brightness was bad though, jesus, 70/50 (brightness/contrast), literally asking to go blind >.>
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quiz tomorrow: check
studied it: not check
break time: not check
its good to study, but its better to take a rest, thus i have decided to
study later and play some games
too bad breaktime will end fast, thats just how time goes ._.
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remember when i would draw everyday ?
me either, i miss drawing mia, miyu, kaeda, especially kaeda, kaeda was my favorite, couse of how i had so much imagination on her character
yanderes are for real, one of my taste probably >.>
next being fox girl
then kimono
...and then maid
but nothing beats long haired girls, mhm
hands down, best fetish 2019
also,
obligatory song post, YES MAH MASTAH~!
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responsibilities?
im doing them dont worry, im re reading, mainly skimming through my old notes
i 100% remember only 20% of the things here, and those are the ones i made an acronym at, also mass of aur rods is faggot cells
can never forget that >.>
with that being said, i will go and play vampyr >: O
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school is near me, noooo someone tasuketeeee
i dont wanna leave my roooooommm ;(
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ah i wish it was that simple for me, t'is but an impossible act
i mean i make mistakes yea, last year i punctured my own finger when we were doing whole blood extraction test, thus granting me a passable retry (though the main reason was couse we werent really thought properly how to remove needles, but hey i learned from my mistake)
but acting dumbo or talking to classmates carelessly feels wierd and wrong for me
give take, i somewhat cant act dumbo, since my big brother is doing that for me...
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I didnt say exactly act as a dumbo. I just ment you should just enjoy your school life so you don’t regret things. Being a idiot was my thing where we would stupidly bring fireworks to school. Lol.
I am just sayings this from experience to enjoy school because it’s the only time in your life where everything is relaxed.
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yea, ill agree, im not finished in school yet, but i know once school is finished and once i get a work
everything fun will be swept away and boom im old and retired
but hey, being an introvert i have loads of fun being on the internet and staying inside my room ;o
...for instance i can work on my drawings ?!, they are fun to do : D
edit: theres also games and anime and visual novels and stuff too..!
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So , im still in school
class is over, but its raining
Had it not been for my mobile data i would not have hath stayed so long
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So at school, with lots of activities to do
Another day another lonnnggg day
Least the library has AC <.>
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so be me, be drawing AF-chan
be take however long it toke me since i last drew AF-chan a break, mainly focus study
come back see this
what the hell was i doing again >.>
...should scrap this and redo a new posture, probably
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2 hours of netflix and chill and she shows you this face
i-i cant even >.>, what am i doing lmao, this isnt even suppose to go like this jesus christ ryu
well, atleast it aint a ahegao or anything <.>
lewding af-chan is bad, like realll bad lmao
especially since its a loli --- A LEGAL LOLI
...<.<...>.>....<.>
edit;
so translation; we have classes tomorrow, study those things on 2nd sentence
and my expression is character's face
;_;
oh well, time to study i guess,
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So bike front wheel flattened couse of a rougj bump i had, and im halfway onto school and back home,
Weelll, sh*t
And is ir about to rain ? I dont like dark clouds >.>
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so got asked to be a MR. Medtech on/representative of our class...
AHAHAHAHAhahaharoflmao
no
just
no
i aint going to front stage, with a random girl, and doing wierd things in there, im not the right man for that job lmao
sure i might be able to compose myself and do it, if forced, but wtf talent am i even gonna do, im neutral on everything lmao, i cant do anything amazing >.>
at best id make myself a laughing stock infront, which, i will pass tyvm
but yea, feel like drawing, but also playing, but then theres also reading for exam on saturday ....
guess ill read a bit -> play dying light -> duraw, monsta cardo (either finish af-chibi-chan, or practice drawing heart pupils, i-i may be influenced due to recent doujins of kyutihime, and azur-lane heart pupils)
like what is up with those heart pupils >.>
oh yea, obligatory song post~
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so i had no one to extract blood and practice how to do such act's
normally i would quit, but i am semi bored so this is the result
#extractingbloodonmyownbody,#doingitalone,#nofilter,#purePRbc
its too bad i dont have extra vacuum tubes, but i guess practicing smearing is also possible ?,
edit: incidentally, please no one do this just couse your bored, what im doing is very very dangerous, ,and should be done to someone else, not on your own body, so dont try to immitate a baka's doing, and always treat any bodily fluid as an infectious disease ;o
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It did not come off quite as funny. Most of what I know of mitochondria is that it is a DNA that can link you to mothers and such, as your mitochondria come from your mother.
As for death row inmate testing, I think there is kind of some incentive, in that if they do not die in the experiment that they would be pardoned, but I am not too sure of that (the US does not experiment on people sentence to death, even though we give them medical treatment in order to kill them ourselves), so they could consent, just to live a little longer.
The ethics code you bring up sounds pretty reasonable, and would certainly make so that you cannot force it.
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but...but mitochondria provides the cells energy, like ATP/ADP, his main function is power !, my jokes are too advanced >.>....
wait, "we" give them medical treatment in order to kill them "ourselves", so your a health care practitioner too ?
also, from what you said, isnt that kind of like, pretty much, human experimentation, which is sort of, and im not sure about this, "banned", and considered "inhumane" ?, unless the laws and ethics got somewhat changed, i dont think that's pretty humane thing to do to inmates ?
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Nope, not a health care professional (have family member who worked in medical field), but many citizens aware that prisoners get medical treatment. They can die of things that we all do (e.g. cancer, kidney failure, heart failure, respiratory failure, etc.), but we do not let them die of infections or sicknesses that can easily be treated and cured and prisoners are not even allowed to starve themselves to death, if I am reading things correctly.
If they do not die from diseases and such, then they get killed in a chamber found in the prison, or some other setup, depending on method of death the judge or jury sentenced them to.
As for human experimentation, many of the countries are different, and, like North Korea, do not technically follow the same moral code as you and I would, so I would not be surprised if human experimentation is happening.
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so i have a massive decision to make
do i study for upcoming classes ?
or do i draw ?
....this requires time to think, time to play feh and hopefully get what im after >:o
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so i may, or may not be very busy in two weeks of time (starting today, or atleast, from 18th to 29th), due to spam barrage of exam's (prefinal and finals are a total b**ch, + report, smh just off me senpai's)
though knowing me, ill still be online on AF, and probably other sites i go into, couse well, i gots no laifu
so yea, when are you guys gonna off me ?, i could use one off'ings
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so i sort of got 3 days off school, due to typhoon, (technically the week but detail's)
typhoons hella rule, especially since i was a bit sickly this week, and could not study properly ^__^
now what do i do with all these free time ...
guess ill do drawings, studying's, and playing's ?
incidentally, obligatory song post ! >:o
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so i was getting a bit scared at my sched, that i forgot blood banking is 1pm, and not 7am or 8am,
jesus im being stressed so much im forgetting what time school is lmao,
nonetheless i have to many things to study, thus i will STUDIE
...i wanna draw my ideas =/
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so i wont lie, i was suppose to finish this
today, but i...i got side tracked on an eroge, and now i have no will to finish it today
eh, theres always tomorrow, all i really need to do anyway is, to do shadows, and design the weapon
no idea what weapon design is so just doing random scratches
but hey, he looks pretty, dope, so thats a plus sign that i am of "improve"
even though i haven't drawn as much lately >_>...
also, obligatory ProZD post
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so if you had to choose, the letter B or letter C ?
edit: ...or A ?
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So in the end i didnt study one bit
Eh screw it, eta 30min before someone in school, mostlikely the prof, offs me
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so in the end, i passed all those exams
im really sugoi, really really sugoi
>->
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same, didn't really stress it, probably wont stress to much on tuesdays exams too (since, whats important is overall passing grade, i wont bring those grades in a resume, so whatever grade i get, wont really matter, all that really matters is if i passed it or failed, though, im not doing bad eitherway)
at best, my grade would be around 2.00 (83ish or so, maybe?, not sure how you grade in US/EUR tho xD)
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so its come to the time when i draw again, IKUZOOOO ATASHI NO DURAW, MONSTA CARDOOOO
sfx: damage life points by 1000
yea, i dont know either,
this song is pretty accurate tho', yknow whole, monday - friday is booo, and saturday and sunday being yaaaaay
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so lets recap what happend to my schedule;
i was suppose to library hours today; but that got canceled due to heavy rain bs
tomorrow im suppose to be on medic team, but that also got moved onto aug. 14th, which means tomorrow is an exam day, and i didnt study anything but the very basics,
yea, i swear to god if you dont suspend classes tomorrow i will... <insert so many profanity words in here>
im not ready ugh, studied for hema and bacteriology, not clinical chemistry and w.e that other subject wassssss
maybe I should give it a go (I am a very aggro player so I have mainly attack cards and even though I know is it could mess me up) 
you have to abuse it or it will abuse you lol I mean unless your into that haha. 
Sure, if you want to start WW III, and witness somebody die in front of you over and over again.
