Unbroken Experiment

Not me. At least not so far anyway. I know I'd be freaking out in one because I don't cope with serious situations well at all. >< >< ><;

While I'm not afraid to die, I do still have people I need to keep myself alive for. So, I don't live for myself. Accidents and the unexpected fatal injuries happen though. So do heart attacks. Even so, I feel my big sister's presence every second that I'm awake, so I know there's an afterlife. Like the Blue Oyster Cult song says: "don't fear the reaper." because there are worse things that can happen other than death to someone. Personally I consider death to be a release from the pain of the living world, but, as I said, I've still got people I need to keep myself alive for. My life isn't just my own, my friends and family would be sad and heartbroken if I did anything to myself like anything suicidal. I used to be very much suicidal, but now I've found a solid group of friends and my family would mourn me. So, I've kind of woken up to the reality that suicide is very much a selfish act.

Front Mission 1st Remake (Switch): Ok, so, after rescuing Keith and J.J. from their little predicament they'd gotten themselves into in search for "easy kills for extra money" (which clearly went awry as they got surrounded by enemy forces), I headed to New Milgan (after talking to everyone at the Barinden bar) and right now am in the process of accruing moneys for wanzer upgrades battling against Werewolf with a Zora right arm + Zenith Body + Zenith left arm + + Zora leg wanzer setup for the main protagonist to pick on Werewolf for a return of 1.76 betting odds at a 500 Huffman dollars bet each arena fight. I suck at math, so I can only say that the less hardy your wanzer is in the Arena, the more money you're able to get from betting on Arena battles. ^^ ^^ ^^ (I hope this isn't spam. I'm just waiting for someone else to post, which hopefully will happen soon.)

I've restarted on Front Mission 1st Remake from the beginning. There's no way that Xenoverse 3 will be on Switch OLED, so I'll never get to play it, so I won't know how many of it ends. So, why play XV2? At least the Front Mission Remakes don't have cliff hanger endings and you don't actually need to play one of them to know the situation of the next one. I still bought all 3 though for Switch. lol I love those games!!!! So, I'm trying to battle with Sutherland in the Arena who's got one heck of a haymaker melee attack. It's a chance to get prepped for the battle ahead. I just save after every win just in case so I don't end up broke and can just load the game before I lost if I do lose to him. lmao I've bought Zenith arms for Royd Clive, who I've named after myself as the first name. Along with a Zenith body, but I didn't have enough for legs. So, in addition to getting some experience for the different weapons, I'll be raking in the money for more Wanzer upgrades. ^^ ^^ ^^

Anytime. ^^ ^^ ^^ Sounds pretty brutal with that kind of heat. Do you have any oscillating fans you could turn on in the house? Maybe place one by you as you try to sleep? Doing that also helps to drown out background noise.

I'm thinking of making a new sign and avy. I just don't know what of though.

Does anyone know of any good anime that doesn't cost like $50 or so? Somewhere around $20 or $30. Anything from DVD to bluray. I like anything with a good story in it. I like Supernatural, Martial Arts (especially this one), gigantic mechs, anything where humanity's taking a stand against some kind of deadly extinction-level threat like Blue Gender. Preferably just one movie or a single season anime. I love pretty much anything with unrealistic elements, but no scenes of intercourse or anything like that. Can anyone recommend anything along those lines?

I'm planning on either resuming Soul Eater or just starting another anime instead since it's been so long since I've watched any SE. Maybe I'll have a Ghost in the Shell OG movie marathon. Both dubbed. So happy they finally dubbed the 2nd OG movie.

Rest in peace, Chester Bennington.

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Cedar

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I hope you were able to get at least a few hours' sleep? Not being able to sleep sucks. I can't sleep after waking up to use the bathroom. lol ^^; ^^; ^^;

I'm feeling decent, given I ran out of my meds a while ago. I must have a lot of anger issues, because it doesn't take much set me off when I'm not on my meds. That sucks. Anyway, I feel decent given the situation.

I can't have a balanced build using Super Saiyan or Super Vegeta, so I've equipped my male Saiyan I've made in my own image with Ultra Instinct as his Awoken Skill and the Super Soul "I'm thinking of becoming a GodTuber." that you get from the first spar with Zamasu, I like that you have to take on Super Saiyan Rose Goku Black and Zamasu as an immortal together at once. I still need to try to get the timing right on the combos after surviving the introductory spar, but at least I got this nifty Super Soul from him. Oh, I started over with my male Saiyan though and the female Saiyan I'd made in big sis's image. Now they're both balanced body types, so, since Ultra Instinct doesn't specialize in either one and seems to be a decent Awoken Skill to use for balanced builds. Now to max out everyone's Stamina and Ki for starters. Or at least get them to 100 anyway.

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Gunslinger, based on Steven King's book with Idris Alba as the gunslinger.

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