Just keep trying to meet new people @Banri, everyone has their own preference for who they are comfortable with. You’ll eventually come across people that feel like you can open up & just be yourself. When I’m around people I can call my friends, we can just hang out & not have any expectations. We both have similar personalities and interests. I’m lucky to have a good friend like that, and a few other good friends who aren’t the same as me, pretty much polar opposites but we work at being friends because like any relationship it takes effort and time. In this case, we have similar values and that’s why it works.
You just have to find your people.