Sarada Posted January 9 Share Posted January 9 I just woke up and I'm feeling cold 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Soramee_ Posted January 9 Share Posted January 9 I wanna go home Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CornedBeef Posted January 9 Share Posted January 9 i kinda miss my old friends Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sasuke Posted January 9 Share Posted January 9 (edited) I've had a decent day so far, just finished with my residency for the day and I have nothing to do tomorrow which I'm happy for 15 hours ago, Zeref said: Considering stopping coming to this forum and a bit annoyed. Aside from this, I've had a boring day at work with meetings I didn't like I feel as if they cut into the time doing the actual real work. Considering the same thing. Edited January 9 by Sasuke 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CornedBeef Posted January 9 Share Posted January 9 I don't get it. what's wrong with the forums? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zeref Posted January 9 Share Posted January 9 I've had a headache this evening so I've been feeling badly, I took a nap and feel a bit better. 1 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sakura Posted January 10 Share Posted January 10 10 hours ago, CornedBeef said: I don't get it. what's wrong with the forums? Just some stuff I don't think anyone wants to drag that drama over here to this thread though ~ - I feel better than I did yesterday and thankful that I have some nice friends. 1 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sarada Posted January 10 Share Posted January 10 Happy I don't have to go into school today because of the snow. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sasuke Posted January 10 Share Posted January 10 18 hours ago, Sakura said: Just some stuff I don't think anyone wants to drag that drama over here to this thread though ~ - I feel better than I did yesterday and thankful that I have some nice friends. We love our Serey I'm feeling alright today. It's been a good day and I'm very happy for the weekend. 1 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sakura Posted January 10 Share Posted January 10 Unbothered, moisturized, in my lane, happy, focused, flourishing. 1 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CornedBeef Posted January 11 Share Posted January 11 I feel good because I did research about Bloodborne and found out that its time frame is from late afternoon to nighttime. It's at least near dusk. I love it. I am so relieved. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sasuke Posted January 11 Share Posted January 11 Relaxed and chilled out, having a nice day to myself. 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sarada Posted January 11 Share Posted January 11 4 hours ago, Sasuke said: Relaxed and chilled out, having a nice day to myself. Same here. We have a lot of snow on the ground so I'm staying in making some things and relaxing by myself chillin' to my music. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BoilerJacob Posted January 11 Share Posted January 11 Pretty good and relaxed. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CornedBeef Posted January 11 Share Posted January 11 I feel like garbage because of game technical issues. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
froggy Posted January 11 Share Posted January 11 I'm frustrated bc I can't focus on translating this speech into Japanese.. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sakura Posted January 12 Share Posted January 12 I feel awshum and smexy, I've had a great day and wore my new skirt today and felt very prettyful ~ 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Digimon_Sommelier Posted January 12 Share Posted January 12 Grateful to God Almighty for every day. Thank you, Lord. Amen. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sarada Posted January 12 Share Posted January 12 Sleepy and getting ready to sleep 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Forlorn Posted January 12 Share Posted January 12 Saturday was an extremely bad day for me mentally. I won't go into details because... just because... but this is more of a belated post for Saturday night since I woke up and it was 1am in the morning on Sunday morning. I had no idea I'd sleep such a long time. Oh, sorry. I feel really bad because what I thought was going on was clearly not going on. Maybe... just maybe... I shouldn't try to agitate the mental things I hear. That might've been what made it worse today. Due to growing up around Mom and my step-father, I've learned the unfortunate trait of being stubborn to a fault, especially when I'm being defiant. However... I literally went a little too close to actual crazy this time... so, how I'm feeling is in relation to Saturday since I woke up way later than I wanted to. Or earlier, depending on how you look at it. I mean, I'm the type of guy that would rather die being defiant than submit to anyone who tries to break me down, but I have other people I have to live for, so I have to swallow my pride and just... keep from agitating what I hear with my mental illness. Up until Saturday it hasn't been able to drive me so close to the brink of insanity in the number of years those who I've told the specific number to (I forgot if I said it on the forum or not). To all of my friends, and anyone who tolerates my... episodes of mental instability... thank you, and I apologize from the bottom of my heart for ever making any of you worry. I think, as @Sakura suggested not too long ago (sorry, li'l sis', I can't actually remember when you suggested this ^^; ^^; ^^; ^^; ^^; ) if I start to feel that way from now on, I'll have to take a break for a few days sometimes if I start to feel that way again, but I'll always come back after my mind settles back down. So, if I don't post for a few days then that will be why, but it won't be permanent because I don't have any reason to leave the forum now nor do I plan on leaving. ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ After I woke up though, I remembered what li'l sis' said about seeing if it would help if I did take a break before it gets worse to kind of reset myself. If you want to call though, I'll be home most of the time as usual~~~ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ Like Saturday night (or was it afternoon...? ^^; ^^; ^^; ^^; ^^; ) The occasions where it gets really bad aren't frequent, so I won't sound like a total lunatic on a regular basis. >< >< ^^; ^^; ;.; And hey, @Sakura, it was like big sis' wanted you to call me because I was really close to a tipping point when you called. As and after we talked on the phone it helped immensely to calm me down and it was reassuring to an extent I don't think even my vocabulary can accurately describe. You were a major factor in helping me chill out. Thank you, li'l sis'~ < 3 So, even if I'm taking one of those 2-or-3-day-long breaks, should you feel up to it and if you have time to, you can still call, but if you feel like you want to call. I'd feel so horrible if you felt obligated or compelled to call in any way. >< >< ;.; ;.; ;.; Though I don't think you'd call if you didn't want to, but just in case I'm wrong (which is happening a lot lately). ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ You really are like a little sister to me, y'know. < 3 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sakura Posted January 12 Share Posted January 12 4 hours ago, Forlorn said: Saturday was an extremely bad day for me mentally. I won't go into details because... just because... but this is more of a belated post for Saturday night since I woke up and it was 1am in the morning on Sunday morning. I had no idea I'd sleep such a long time. Oh, sorry. I feel really bad because what I thought was going on was clearly not going on. Maybe... just maybe... I shouldn't try to agitate the mental things I hear. That might've been what made it worse today. Due to growing up around Mom and my step-father, I've learned the unfortunate trait of being stubborn to a fault, especially when I'm being defiant. However... I literally went a little too close to actual crazy this time... so, how I'm feeling is in relation to Saturday since I woke up way later than I wanted to. Or earlier, depending on how you look at it. I mean, I'm the type of guy that would rather die being defiant than submit to anyone who tries to break me down, but I have other people I have to live for, so I have to swallow my pride and just... keep from agitating what I hear with my mental illness. Up until Saturday it hasn't been able to drive me so close to the brink of insanity in the number of years those who I've told the specific number to (I forgot if I said it on the forum or not). To all of my friends, and anyone who tolerates my... episodes of mental instability... thank you, and I apologize from the bottom of my heart for ever making any of you worry. I think, as @Sakura suggested not too long ago (sorry, li'l sis', I can't actually remember when you suggested this ^^; ^^; ^^; ^^; ^^; ) if I start to feel that way from now on, I'll have to take a break for a few days sometimes if I start to feel that way again, but I'll always come back after my mind settles back down. So, if I don't post for a few days then that will be why, but it won't be permanent because I don't have any reason to leave the forum now nor do I plan on leaving. ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ After I woke up though, I remembered what li'l sis' said about seeing if it would help if I did take a break before it gets worse to kind of reset myself. If you want to call though, I'll be home most of the time as usual~~~ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ Like Saturday night (or was it afternoon...? ^^; ^^; ^^; ^^; ^^; ) The occasions where it gets really bad aren't frequent, so I won't sound like a total lunatic on a regular basis. >< >< ^^; ^^; ;.; And hey, @Sakura, it was like big sis' wanted you to call me because I was really close to a tipping point when you called. As and after we talked on the phone it helped immensely to calm me down and it was reassuring to an extent I don't think even my vocabulary can accurately describe. You were a major factor in helping me chill out. Thank you, li'l sis'~ < 3 So, even if I'm taking one of those 2-or-3-day-long breaks, should you feel up to it and if you have time to, you can still call, but if you feel like you want to call. I'd feel so horrible if you felt obligated or compelled to call in any way. >< >< ;.; ;.; ;.; Though I don't think you'd call if you didn't want to, but just in case I'm wrong (which is happening a lot lately). ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ You really are like a little sister to me, y'know. < 3 Glad I called then and glad I could help. If you need to take an internet break there's obviously nothing wrong with that. Focus on other things and come back whenever. 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CornedBeef Posted January 12 Share Posted January 12 I feel better now because I sorted out the game issue. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Forlorn Posted January 12 Share Posted January 12 2 hours ago, Sakura said: Glad I called then and glad I could help. If you need to take an internet break there's obviously nothing wrong with that. Focus on other things and come back whenever. Thanks. ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ I still need to type up replies to everyone's message since I wasn't able to do anything yesterday, but for some reason I can't understand my whole body feels sore and aches. I feel like I've been on some kind of workout or something. So, at least it isn't Covid. But I need to go back to sleep because I am so worn down that I honestly don't even feel like I have much energy today to do much after what happened in this house I'm supposed to call "home." I'll type the replies to all of the messages I've got in my Inbox. I think that's what it's called. Unless I'm thinking of e-mail anyway. To all of my friends, thanks for putting up with me for so long. Thank you for letting me be so important to you all. You're just as important to me, too. ^^ 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sakura Posted January 13 Share Posted January 13 I've been tired all day most of the day, I didn't do much and I didn't feel like doing anything 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sarada Posted January 13 Share Posted January 13 I feel bad and I still have a lot of homework projects to do that are due at the end of this week. I'll I'm doing is worrying, which is making me procrastinate, and then I'm worrying more because i'm procrastinating while worrying :V 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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