Sasuke Posted January 11, 2025 Share Posted January 11, 2025 Relaxed and chilled out, having a nice day to myself. 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sarada Posted January 11, 2025 Share Posted January 11, 2025 4 hours ago, Sasuke said: Relaxed and chilled out, having a nice day to myself. Same here. We have a lot of snow on the ground so I'm staying in making some things and relaxing by myself chillin' to my music. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BoilerJacob Posted January 11, 2025 Share Posted January 11, 2025 Pretty good and relaxed. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
froggy Posted January 11, 2025 Share Posted January 11, 2025 I'm frustrated bc I can't focus on translating this speech into Japanese.. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sakura Posted January 12, 2025 Share Posted January 12, 2025 I feel awshum and smexy, I've had a great day and wore my new skirt today and felt very prettyful ~ 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Digimon_Sommelier Posted January 12, 2025 Share Posted January 12, 2025 Grateful to God Almighty for every day. Thank you, Lord. Amen. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sarada Posted January 12, 2025 Share Posted January 12, 2025 Sleepy and getting ready to sleep 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Forlorn Posted January 12, 2025 Share Posted January 12, 2025 Saturday was an extremely bad day for me mentally. I won't go into details because... just because... but this is more of a belated post for Saturday night since I woke up and it was 1am in the morning on Sunday morning. I had no idea I'd sleep such a long time. Oh, sorry. I feel really bad because what I thought was going on was clearly not going on. Maybe... just maybe... I shouldn't try to agitate the mental things I hear. That might've been what made it worse today. Due to growing up around Mom and my step-father, I've learned the unfortunate trait of being stubborn to a fault, especially when I'm being defiant. However... I literally went a little too close to actual crazy this time... so, how I'm feeling is in relation to Saturday since I woke up way later than I wanted to. Or earlier, depending on how you look at it. I mean, I'm the type of guy that would rather die being defiant than submit to anyone who tries to break me down, but I have other people I have to live for, so I have to swallow my pride and just... keep from agitating what I hear with my mental illness. Up until Saturday it hasn't been able to drive me so close to the brink of insanity in the number of years those who I've told the specific number to (I forgot if I said it on the forum or not). To all of my friends, and anyone who tolerates my... episodes of mental instability... thank you, and I apologize from the bottom of my heart for ever making any of you worry. I think, as @Sakura suggested not too long ago (sorry, li'l sis', I can't actually remember when you suggested this ^^; ^^; ^^; ^^; ^^; ) if I start to feel that way from now on, I'll have to take a break for a few days sometimes if I start to feel that way again, but I'll always come back after my mind settles back down. So, if I don't post for a few days then that will be why, but it won't be permanent because I don't have any reason to leave the forum now nor do I plan on leaving. ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ After I woke up though, I remembered what li'l sis' said about seeing if it would help if I did take a break before it gets worse to kind of reset myself. If you want to call though, I'll be home most of the time as usual~~~ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ Like Saturday night (or was it afternoon...? ^^; ^^; ^^; ^^; ^^; ) The occasions where it gets really bad aren't frequent, so I won't sound like a total lunatic on a regular basis. >< >< ^^; ^^; ;.; And hey, @Sakura, it was like big sis' wanted you to call me because I was really close to a tipping point when you called. As and after we talked on the phone it helped immensely to calm me down and it was reassuring to an extent I don't think even my vocabulary can accurately describe. You were a major factor in helping me chill out. Thank you, li'l sis'~ < 3 So, even if I'm taking one of those 2-or-3-day-long breaks, should you feel up to it and if you have time to, you can still call, but if you feel like you want to call. I'd feel so horrible if you felt obligated or compelled to call in any way. >< >< ;.; ;.; ;.; Though I don't think you'd call if you didn't want to, but just in case I'm wrong (which is happening a lot lately). ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ You really are like a little sister to me, y'know. < 3 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sakura Posted January 12, 2025 Share Posted January 12, 2025 4 hours ago, Forlorn said: Saturday was an extremely bad day for me mentally. I won't go into details because... just because... but this is more of a belated post for Saturday night since I woke up and it was 1am in the morning on Sunday morning. I had no idea I'd sleep such a long time. Oh, sorry. I feel really bad because what I thought was going on was clearly not going on. Maybe... just maybe... I shouldn't try to agitate the mental things I hear. That might've been what made it worse today. Due to growing up around Mom and my step-father, I've learned the unfortunate trait of being stubborn to a fault, especially when I'm being defiant. However... I literally went a little too close to actual crazy this time... so, how I'm feeling is in relation to Saturday since I woke up way later than I wanted to. Or earlier, depending on how you look at it. I mean, I'm the type of guy that would rather die being defiant than submit to anyone who tries to break me down, but I have other people I have to live for, so I have to swallow my pride and just... keep from agitating what I hear with my mental illness. Up until Saturday it hasn't been able to drive me so close to the brink of insanity in the number of years those who I've told the specific number to (I forgot if I said it on the forum or not). To all of my friends, and anyone who tolerates my... episodes of mental instability... thank you, and I apologize from the bottom of my heart for ever making any of you worry. I think, as @Sakura suggested not too long ago (sorry, li'l sis', I can't actually remember when you suggested this ^^; ^^; ^^; ^^; ^^; ) if I start to feel that way from now on, I'll have to take a break for a few days sometimes if I start to feel that way again, but I'll always come back after my mind settles back down. So, if I don't post for a few days then that will be why, but it won't be permanent because I don't have any reason to leave the forum now nor do I plan on leaving. ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ After I woke up though, I remembered what li'l sis' said about seeing if it would help if I did take a break before it gets worse to kind of reset myself. If you want to call though, I'll be home most of the time as usual~~~ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ Like Saturday night (or was it afternoon...? ^^; ^^; ^^; ^^; ^^; ) The occasions where it gets really bad aren't frequent, so I won't sound like a total lunatic on a regular basis. >< >< ^^; ^^; ;.; And hey, @Sakura, it was like big sis' wanted you to call me because I was really close to a tipping point when you called. As and after we talked on the phone it helped immensely to calm me down and it was reassuring to an extent I don't think even my vocabulary can accurately describe. You were a major factor in helping me chill out. Thank you, li'l sis'~ < 3 So, even if I'm taking one of those 2-or-3-day-long breaks, should you feel up to it and if you have time to, you can still call, but if you feel like you want to call. I'd feel so horrible if you felt obligated or compelled to call in any way. >< >< ;.; ;.; ;.; Though I don't think you'd call if you didn't want to, but just in case I'm wrong (which is happening a lot lately). ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ You really are like a little sister to me, y'know. < 3 Glad I called then and glad I could help. If you need to take an internet break there's obviously nothing wrong with that. Focus on other things and come back whenever. 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Forlorn Posted January 12, 2025 Share Posted January 12, 2025 2 hours ago, Sakura said: Glad I called then and glad I could help. If you need to take an internet break there's obviously nothing wrong with that. Focus on other things and come back whenever. Thanks. ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ I still need to type up replies to everyone's message since I wasn't able to do anything yesterday, but for some reason I can't understand my whole body feels sore and aches. I feel like I've been on some kind of workout or something. So, at least it isn't Covid. But I need to go back to sleep because I am so worn down that I honestly don't even feel like I have much energy today to do much after what happened in this house I'm supposed to call "home." I'll type the replies to all of the messages I've got in my Inbox. I think that's what it's called. Unless I'm thinking of e-mail anyway. To all of my friends, thanks for putting up with me for so long. Thank you for letting me be so important to you all. You're just as important to me, too. ^^ 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sakura Posted January 13, 2025 Share Posted January 13, 2025 I've been tired all day most of the day, I didn't do much and I didn't feel like doing anything 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sarada Posted January 13, 2025 Share Posted January 13, 2025 I feel bad and I still have a lot of homework projects to do that are due at the end of this week. I'll I'm doing is worrying, which is making me procrastinate, and then I'm worrying more because i'm procrastinating while worrying :V 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Animedragon Posted January 14, 2025 Share Posted January 14, 2025 10 hours ago, Sarada said: I feel bad and I still have a lot of homework projects to do that are due at the end of this week. I'll I'm doing is worrying, which is making me procrastinate, and then I'm worrying more because i'm procrastinating while worrying :V That's a vicious spiral you've got yourself into there . 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sarada Posted January 14, 2025 Share Posted January 14, 2025 Confused and cold 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BoilerJacob Posted January 14, 2025 Share Posted January 14, 2025 Pretty good 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Animedragon Posted January 14, 2025 Share Posted January 14, 2025 I'm feeling happy today. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sarada Posted January 14, 2025 Share Posted January 14, 2025 Still cold, but now with a side of boredom :V 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Digimon_Sommelier Posted January 15, 2025 Share Posted January 15, 2025 I'm relieved. My windows have just been sealed, so I don't have to be cold at night. Thank God. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sakura Posted January 15, 2025 Share Posted January 15, 2025 I've had an okay day ~ I have a doctor appointment tomorrow after classes though which I'm not entirely looking forward to ~ 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Animedragon Posted January 15, 2025 Share Posted January 15, 2025 (edited) 6 hours ago, Sakura said: I've had an okay day ~ I have a doctor appointment tomorrow after classes though which I'm not entirely looking forward to ~ No one looks forward to doctors appointments. I hope it goes well Edited January 15, 2025 by Animedragon Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sarada Posted January 15, 2025 Share Posted January 15, 2025 (edited) Tired. I don't wanna go do things. Edited January 15, 2025 by Sarada Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
efaardvark Posted January 16, 2025 Share Posted January 16, 2025 What a year this week has been! 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sakura Posted January 17, 2025 Share Posted January 17, 2025 22 hours ago, efaardvark said: What a year this week has been! + Can't forget what happened in New Orleans, the plane crash, oh the blizzard on the other half of the country, and the glowing.. alien.. drone orb things lmao not even out of January yet 1 2 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kirika_Madeleine Posted January 17, 2025 Share Posted January 17, 2025 8 hours ago, Sakura said: + Can't forget what happened in New Orleans, the plane crash, oh the blizzard on the other half of the country, and the glowing.. alien.. drone orb things lmao not even out of January yet Yeah the wildfire was very scary I have a friend there who lost his home but his family was alright. Feeling tired but happy for work 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sarada Posted January 17, 2025 Share Posted January 17, 2025 9 hours ago, Sakura said: + Can't forget what happened in New Orleans, the plane crash, oh the blizzard on the other half of the country, and the glowing.. alien.. drone orb things lmao not even out of January yet Get ready it's gonna get worse :V 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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