Life sometimes sucks, like it sucks now.
There have been problems in school. My so-called best friend (her name's Seismi) had an ex-best friend (her name's Rishat) and then TOLD me that she was now my BFF. Now, everyday I see her hanging out with Rishat. Rishat is very kind towards me, but I suspect that she hates me because I stole her BFF. Rishat always lies but the only reason she's in the popular group (the group I'm in now) just because she can draw and sing. Rishat also says that her BFF is a popular girl in my class (her name's Maheck. I know these name are hard.) but she tells everything to Seismi. I, too, have a real BFF now (her name's Zara) and she was my BFF ever since I suspected this, which was long ago. But things get more complicated. When I wasn't in the popular group Zara was my BFF. But then Zara got stolen away from me by a girl (her name's Fowzia. Another liar. She lies that she was born in Canada LOL). So I left that group and joined the popular crowd. When Fowzia was sure I left Zara, Fowzia left her and became friends with another girl (her's name starts with an A. I always misspell so Imma just call her A now). Now this is what makes life complicated. And I also have something like a grudge against Zara for being friends with Fowzia. This makes life complicated.
Life sucks now and I have a hollow feeling inside my chest. I hope to get back to being in the popular group cause ever since I was young and all my friends left and I was alone in school, I cried. And it still feels that way.
It felt so good to share this with you, BlueNinjaNeko the the psychologist. Thank you so much.
LOL.