Forlorn

I gift you a defibrillator in case I die from laughing. lol

Big bear hug~ ^^

I see your point. I do want to finish Front Mission 1st Remake... I want to hurry up to play the 2nd one, but I keep getting distracted by wanting to play FFVIII for the nostalgia of when big sis' was still here, the romantic themes of the game, and just the feeling of better days before my mental disabilities started to break through in my mind. But I really do need to try to finish Front Mission 1st. The proficiency levels grind in the Arena gets monotonous sometimes though. Maybe I'll switch it up with a different playlist because I've been listening to my playlist that's mostly screamo when playing it since there's no voices to the characters, just text dialog. I don't want to listen to the same in-game track for as long as it takes to increase the proficiency levels, so I just listen to my iPod while playing it~ ^^ I really need to paraphrase and elaborate this in the game thread. lol I don't know why I get carried away when typing sometimes. ^^; I'll go ahead and get a game instead the next time mom says I can~ ^^

Right? Even when I don't want to be nice, I end up being nice. It's insanely frustrating. I do get sick of internalizing things, but I really don't know how to stop. No one ever taught or showed me a better way of coping.

I always feel like doing that, but I've always been introverted, and still am at my age, so I just wait until mom tells me where to go with the shopping cart because I don't want to get in anyone's way. It's funny being nice when not many people repay the favor though.

I don't have a license, but I'd rather drive a really nice car in an empty parking lot. I'd probably be careful. Houses come with maintenance, bills, and a lot more expenses. Would you rather get a free one-time pass to yell as loud as you can in a soundproof room or on-stage with a microphone(with no one around in a 20 mile radius)?

Hades

I feel pretty good right now. I mean, I'm hearing the usual things which I no longer am certain of being real or not, but I'm treating it as such instead of taking it personally every time I hear it. I think I'm becoming numb to it. I hope that's a good thing... but I feel like I'm in a good, happy mood right now. Worried about one of my best friends recently though, so that's always somewhere in my thoughts.

I won't use you as a glow stick. I haven't even seen one of those in a long time. Although I only get out of the house... uhh... not so often...

Bear hug.

After

Final Fantasy VIII Remastered (Switch): I used Card on 100 Bite Bugs (maybe more since I refined a number of them in the beginning into M-Stone Piece x 100) and expected it to be easier to get Elvoret cards as the rare result of using Card on the Bite Bugs, but the success rate for it is hardly guaranteed because there's only an actual attempt to turn the monsters into those rare cards once in a while otherwise it says "Can't turn into a card." The catch though is that the majority of the occasional attempts that goes through doesn't even succeed when that message doesn't appear. So, it takes even longer to get the rare cards that way from using Card on monsters. I'd rather just refine 100 of a normal result of using Card, sell those 100 items, then do it over and over until the rare ones pop up. At least then I'd be making some Gil. I don't have the patience to keep trying while getting frustrated when it fails repeatedly to transform the monster into the rare card result. >.>; Well, not all of my theories end up being accurate after all anyway. Even though it was more like a hypothesis, not a theory... one that, unfortunately, didn't pan out. So, I'll just keep up the cycle and sell the refined items if they get to the quantity limit of 100 and keep repeating it until I get the frickin rare card results which will eventually inevitably happen. I think I have selective patience...

I consider myself a deeply spiritual person, but I have my own spiritual chimera of beliefs that don't really seem to fit any one religion. I just have my own beliefs. I'm not sure how else to describe it in summary. Can you remember most of your life?

Kill Me, Heal Me - Skillet (Naruto AMV)

Kind Soul

Lemonade

It was a pretty sweet show, wasn't it? ^^ I was ready to get all four seasons, but I'm not sure if I should try to get it or another game.

A Thousand Little Cuts was the last movie mom and I watched. I'm not really sure what to say about it though because of personal reasons.

I'd rather talk to animals since I love every kind of animal. I'm afraid of horses because they're so big, but that's not the same as not liking them. I love animals that I'm afraid of, too. ^^ Would you rather eat at a five star restaurant or eat a five star meal in your own home?

Light Hearted

Grocery stores.

I'm not really sure what craft work is, but I did put together a model car... or maybe it was two of them... to try out a new hobby. It didn't last though since I'm not really what someone would call a "car guy." I did finish at least one model car and it sits in the box it came in that has a little clear, plastic section at the top to display it. I'd have to look at what kind of car it is again, but I tried to get into that as a hobby a while back. It just didn't stick. Maybe late my 20's. Have you ever sold or given away any of your anime?

Final Fantasy VIII Remastered (Switch): I still haven't gone to the Fire Cave to get Ifrit yet because I want to upgrade my weapons as much as I can for Quistis and Squall. I've been using Card on Bite Bugs and so far I've received Elvoret 4 or 5 times which means 40 or 50 Death Stones because 1 Elvoret card refines into 10 Death Stones using Quezacotl's Card Mod ability. I forgot how many Death magics I can get from those using Siren's Life Mag-Ref (Refines healing, revival, and death Magics and I might even be forgetting a kind of Magic there is to get from using it)... but I think 100 Death Magics can be refined from 1 Death Stone, but I can't remember clearly enough to say for sure. Quezacotl has finally learned Mag+40% and Shiva learned Str-J although I'm not Junctioning any Magic to Quistis' Strength stat because it would mess up the pattern I've developed for getting the native monsters' HP down enough to be able to use Card on successfully, but it's an excellent ability for Shiva to learn. Now though both Quezacotl and Shiva are learning Elem Def-J(Elemental Defense Junction which means I'll be able to set Elemental resistances for both characters. It'll come in handy for the Fire Cave. I've used the items Water Crystal and Spider Web to have Quistis learn 2 Blue Magic abilities as that's her Limit Break. So far I've gotten 2 Jumbo Cactuar cards as rare results when using Card on Glacial Eye. I might not even need 100 cards of the native monsters to get the number of the rare cards that I'm trying to get, which is 5 for Jumbo Cactuar from Glacial Eye and Trauma from Caterchipillar. I can't get any rare results from the Fastitocalon-F on the beach area though, unfortunately. That would've been sweet. ^^ I'll refine 100 Jumbo Cactuar cards into 100 Cactus Thorns because I want to for some reason. I also want 100 Death Stones, but at least I won't need as many Elvoret cards to reach that goal. I forget what Trauma cards refine into though... I'll be reminded soon enough when I refine one. That's pretty much it for an update on FFVIII. ^^

Bread baskets and buffets.

Eat a bug. If nothing else, it would be an intake of protein. Though I like insects and animals, so, I'd be obligated to eat the pepper instead and have 2 full gallons of milk at the ready for the aftermath. Would you rather have a safe place for your mind, or a safe place for your body?