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@Wedgy thanks for that. Yeah I have grown out of thoes toxic friends even though I kind of miss them. I hope you also have a joyful life.

So what I am going to talk about in this blog I think we can all learn something from it. And I don’t really tell people this story but I thought why not as it might be useful for some people. Also this is my first blog so mind the grammar My life up to midway through high school has just spiralled down to darkness. Yeah high school was very dark times for me. So how did I end up down there I will tell you now. I am not there now so relax Firstly when I was about 8 I came to England with my family only because most of my Mumzy’s relatives were here also that I could experience better education. I left my country my dad left his parents there and I left my friends there. Of course over time my dad started to loose his temper because he felt bad leaving his parents. But the only reason they allowed us to go so I can get good grades. Yeah that was a lot of pressure I felt throughout my school life. Everyone had high hopes for me. During my primary school I was the smartest in the class so education didn’t concern me. What really concerned me was I started realising we don’t have much money. Everyone in my school had cool stuff and I felt left out as I didn’t have any. My parents used to say it’s waste of money but I had realised we were on a budget. Towards the end of primary school I realised we live in a council house my dad had troubles with Work and it was low paying. He couldn’t get a good job as they didn’t ‘want to’ accept his foreign degree. We were pretty poor as our house was squat we didn’t have anything good and etc. This got worse when my Mumzy gave up on Work. There was a time when we were homeless for one day then were given a house. All this being poor being treated differently and the pressure of getting good grades is what made me switch to the dark side as I started to crave for money. Now I am in first year of high school. This high school was a bad place to be as they were bad people here. This is where I heard about making money through drug dealing. I manage to make friends but not the good ones. They were loyal but they also talk about gangs and drug deal but we were all still ignorant then. This made me peak my interest in gang culture. Overtime us friends started to get our hands on some drugs. Some of my friends were already dealing as they’re brothers was a big shot. It was year nine when my arrogance was at its peak. Before year nine my parents used to think I was a good boy as I did everything behind their backs. My dad still working hard so I have a comfortable life for good education. But In year nine I started living the thug life. Making Money, looking tough and fame was all I was. Bunking school so I can deal some drugs, smoking in schools field with some of my friends bringing thoes sort of things to school. And one day I went so far to bring a pocket knife to school (don’t ask why). I got caught with the knife and several other things like a vape and liquids and a roll up tobacco. My parents got called into school and this is where I started to realise the things I was doing was bad for me and my parents. In that meeting my Mumzy cried and my dad was dissapointed and upset. I could tell It was in my parents mind that what was my child doing all this time (as they did constantly ask me if I was okay). Also asking themselves How ignorant could we have been. This made me realise the actions I took had a big effect on my parents as they love me enough to give up their own well-being for mine After that I stoped smoking and dealing and tried to get my grades up as they had fallen below 0. I still hanged out with some of my friends who didn’t smoke or deal but they still were very bad people as they liked to fight and do gang things but they we’re still loyal friends. I still acted like a thug but slowly I had started to mature. I started hanging out with my friends less and less because my uncle gave me soo much knowledge and wisdom I had grown soo mature. I started to see the world differently. However, The event that completly changed me into a good warm person was in year 10. I was hanging out with my friends In the evening. We were walking in the highstreet and one of my friend saw a homeless guy just smiling at him. Forsome reason that smile of the homeless guy pissed my friend off so he went up to him and started to throw food at him then skittles and encourage the guy to fight him. All the homeless guy did was just smile whilst food and skittles were getting thrown at his face. I looked at that homeless man and realised how privileged I am. He looked like someone’s dad and he was homeless. This showed me people are in a worse situation then me. I can’t imagine to feel the amount of pain he feels and he shouldn’t get treated like this. I was once homeless for a day and didn’t feel good at all he is homeless for a long time. He is also all alone in the street side not bothering anyone he has nothing nobody he is nothing to the society and he’s just smiling after all that. His face gave a hint of peace something I was not in I have been soo irritated for all my life but I shouldnt have I shouldn’t have hated everything. He is homeless but he is in a better overall mood than me. He does not want to deal drugs make money do other very bad things to smile he is just smiling. Then my mind had shifted and realised the homeless man was getting treated like an animal by my friend. Is this how we humans behave. Was I really friends with this parasite. That time so much anger and sadness was boiling up within me I just wanted to beat up my friend but i just resisted and just waited for him to leave so after that I sat down next to the homeless man. And we just talked and he was a very nice person. He had more knowledge of everything than me. His life story and his ideals made me cry a little. This also had shifted my perspective of the world dramatically. After that I was always nice. Giving money to homeless and not in greed with money. I start saying money comes and goes. My dad got a very high paying job though some links and we got a new house. Life In general has improved soo much especially my dark side which, infact I didn’t got into much detail, to a nice person. This also had made me very social. I Made new friends But I don’t think I could ever make as loyal friends as those ones I had. They have also changed a lot but still no to them as they still kind of get in trouble with minor things. And now I am just trying to keep my parents happy as I have caused them soo much pain in the past. Acctualy everyday I tell my Mumzy sorry and how much i love her. This is because she showed the most sadness and me and my dad don’t talk much. There was a lot of things I missed out. If this was useful or interesting to you then I might re write it with everything in it and making more sense. And again sorry for the grammar because I was writing as I was thinking. Soo I don’t forget things. And yeah this is a conclusion of part of my life. Now I am just living life to the fullest.

Food wars! Is a good series for you as you can watch it slowly sometimes. I mean watch like 4 episode a week.

Same here. The most trending movies like black panther and the new infinity movie that everyone watches and talks about do not interest me at all. I even tried watching it once and in the middle I started watching Tokyo ghoul. Lol

What’s your favourite animal or pet? or what’s your favourite animal you want to keep as a pet? Mine favourite pet is a kittens. I love kittens but I don’t have one as it’s not allowed in my house. I think kittens are adorable and soft and fluffy and they make me wana cuddle them all they long. At the same time I love big cats like a tiger. I also love them as I think they are beautiful. I can’t put it in words but I love tigers. I think the main reason for this thread is too express my love for kittens and cats. Jheez so0o cute. And this is coming from a man. Lol

@Sasazaki Chan there all negative. There must be a positive thing about where you live. @Beocat your place sonds like an adventure. There is a forest agriculture all that sound amazing. I will probably spend my time in the forest. And agriculture I would love that I can grow anything. @AniMeFReaK you cant tell but there is also inequality between men and women in where I live most women and men get treated differently. And appearance is all that matters in some area over here.

I smoke ganja time to time with friends. It has a similar effect. If you don’t know what it is then it’s best you don’t. If you know what is then also good you know. But this does not make me a smoker as I don’t smoke. I only smoke in parties which is rare.

Hey the_twig - I like that name. Welcome to anime forums. I am sure this forum will be a cure for your boordem. As for manga I have never read any so I also am not fond of it myself. I have not watched any drama anime as I am into supernatural, superpowers, aura, and etc type of anime. So It would be nice to watch something different so would you mind suggesting your best drama anime. Btw your brother and sister in one account kind of reminds of an anime - no game no life. Lol.

I am very grateful to you. Because From you I have learnt something new: canning. I have never had heard of this probably because we don’t do that in my country. I did some research on this method and how it can preserve food for few years shelf life. I could really use this to store my mint, garlic and chilli sauce I creat occasionally. I feel bad that I had never heard of this as I waste my time learning to be the best chef. Besides that the way I cheer up my Mumzy is a hug or a dinner outside as she loves this one restaurant. And I have messed up so many times but this works all the time

@efaardvark besides the negative parts. You place looks mad. I would want to live there where there is activities around you. Especially the beach jheez I would love that. And the nice weather. These two things is all I want.

You can say one good and one bad thing of where you live or your country. I am curious of what’s the difference between countries or places. I live in London and one obvious bad thing about this country is rain 🌧 currently it is very sunny and temp of 28C but during winter all I does is rain rain and rain. Also it’s a contradictory country won’t go into details why. one good thing about London is the multicultural society This is mad as I meet people from around the world and is my case is one of the best thing about London. Especially the food which is also comes from around the world. They all taste nice.

24/7 studying and revising. Well I’ll try not to get distracted. But I Will try my best to watch atleast one more episode of Tokyo ghoul

I only have watched up to episode 7 of season three and I have conflicting view about Tokyo ghoul season three. I defenitly dislike the fact that you rarely see the side characters from season one and two. Also the fact ken kaneki is inside haise. These two things really piss me off. Also I was against the CGP as I side with the ghouls by seeing haise working in CGP also annoys me. But after Haise fight with the SS rated ghoul the season had got my interest again especially when you see that side character forgot her name. The pieces of the puzzle have started to fit together. However the feelings of pity, sorrow and etc due to the lost memories of haise the season three creats for us I also dislike. So what’s you opinion? I am asking this because I love Tokyo ghoul but season 3 has muddled up my feelings for it.

@EnviousEnvy jheez that is some poor working rights. Why dont you just ask for a weekend off. Or if you dont get one just say im ill. Lol i ued to use that excuse alot. Btw do you mind stating where you work because im curious of what job does that Anyway i hope you enjoy your day off.

@EnviousEnvy So your saying you work 7 days a week and only get a weekend off time to time. This is very shocking for me. How do you relax and chill. Hang out with people. Don’t you feel stress for working so much. I could not live like that. I used to work full time in a private office and if I didn’t get at least 3 days off a week I would threat to leave. I couldn’t last a week without atleast 3 days off. I can’t imagine how you deal with not even having a day off. I would certainly loose my mind.

Same here I love this series I cannot get bored of rewatching it. Just waiting for new season to come out.

@RyePotatoes Rahh I used to be just like you I used to watch anime for as long as you do. I used to do maths and workout how much anime I can fit in currently I am also watching the same anime you are that are currently airing food wars third plate second course my current priority and others you stated. We must be connected some how. Do you think? Lol

fantasy anime I like a lot is fairy tail, claymore, fate stay night series and soo many more. So I do like fantasy anime. I am guessing fantasy means superpowers and magic so yeah I am really into that kind of anime. But at the end I like all anime. Accept from the anime Clannad. Hate it.

The genre umm it could be anything. I am looking for a song with a nice girls voice. A song very similar to this — heart afire ncs release or ncs release spotlight or I can’t escape dsg releases I don’t wana state a genre as I don’t mind any but I would like a song from the genre umm I don’t know what the genre is called but the same genre from the YouTube channel NCS.

If I was a girl. Lol I would touch myself all over. For the first hour I’ll play with myself to get used to myself uno. Then I’ll tease other guys and have as much sex as I can because from experience girls have way more fun then boys. And yeah play with myself. I would only do thoes things if I am gna go back to me body so no one will know it was me.

Why is anime soo much fun to watch?

Dam that looks bad. Once that happend to me when I accidentally kicked the corner of a table. And I cried my eyes out. My toe nail had split and had cad cracks over it. It was bleeding. I can emphasis with your pain. It’s the worst pain ever.

Me me me me. How long is it for? i am tired of using kissanime so me please.