existentiallylostdumbell

I watched the first couple seasons of Kuroshitsuji, then I thought to myself, this is getting a bit too homoerotic for me and stopped, I don't remember what exactly did it though, that was a good show. I watched Kyo Kara Mao when I was younger not knowing it was that BL, only took me a hundred episodes to figure it out, truth be told I enjoyed it, despite the undertones. Also, I watched a shoujo anime once called my little monster, only saw the first season, liked it surprisingly though. I've watched every episode of the original DBZ and Dragon Ball twice. I enjoyed the first half of sword art when dying meant something. I watched a bunch of harem anime when I was younger and able to enjoy them, now I'm like haha, that would never happen, not even in one of the multiverses.

Childhood friends relationships also common, regardless of whether they go anywhere. Also, everyone always fondles everyone else in the bath. The villain almost always has a fucked up explanation for why he is so bad, why not just have a pure evil guy for a change, like Hannibal, now that I'm not quitting tv anymore, I should watch the last season, I loved that show. Also, I'm sorry lolicons, but that shit is creepy, actually I'm not sorry, hear that sekky, I'm not sorry. Also obviously most women in anime have tits at least as big as Hitomi Tanaka's, I can't say I mind, but then again, that stopped doing it for me ages ago. It also makes it hard to take characters seriously when they have giant balloons on their chest. What else, ambiguously lesbian characters like Cy mentioned, you can't tell if they're all about that D or if they like V's instead. Why does having a beard make you old? Oh yeah, airheaded milf's too, that's another one.

Hello, everyone, it has occurred to me that saying whatever the hell I want to may be off-putting to many of you. I’m beginning to question whether or not I should write things of a sexual or overly personal nature, despite how doing so amuses me. I considered doing so to be authentic, true to myself, and so I overlooked any discomfort it might cause anyone else. I do not intend to become one of those fake, uptight, “appropriate” people, however perhaps it’s time I gave it a rest.

damn, non-NSFW confessions, I scratch my armpits a lot in public. I leave my shirt unbuttoned by one to show off my chest hair, as I'm a guy and I don't have cleavage, I'm not sure if that's an effective strategy or not, I've heard some women would rather I just shaved it all off. I'm not gonna though, I'm a guy, I have chest hair, just like how I will never under any circumstances shave my arms and legs, how effeminate am I supposed to get? I like thick buns more than juicy melons if you catch my drift. Sometimes I make audible moaning sounds when eating roast beef sandwiches. Sometimes I dance alone in the house, shout cuz what the hell and spend 20 minutes in front of the mirror making faces. My preferred attire around the house is boxer briefs and recently I've discovered the joys of sleeping nekked. I will sing in the shower and sometimes am reduced to making inane chanting noises in my deepest voice like you would expect a tribe somewhere to make, only they mean nothing. I beat my chest when I am alone to assure myself I am manly, or as a pick me up. I have this poster on my wall, among others: I like to come home and kiss her ass. Also sometimes I sleep with my combat knife under my pillow.

nah, just use the sink

I think it probable that in most cases logic is just something done after the fact to rationalize decisions we've already made without it, even instant decisions, generally, I think we're on automatic

My dad's girlfriend is a smoker, obviously it's not a recommended practice as it causes cancer, is expensive as hell, is addictive and stains everything with nicotine. However, I think that criminalizing the activity and ostracizing its victims, is a foolish idea. Smokers are like everyone else, only they're hooked on cigarettes. You can't shame someone into quitting cigarettes. Why do you think they are addicted in the first place? It's because life is stressful, they need an out and they made a stupid decision to look cool when they were kids. If you shame them, I think the only thing your going to do is increase the number of cigarettes they buy. If you make it illegal, well, what happens with every other illegal substance people are addicted to? On a side note, sometimes I see people my age smoking, they know that it kills them. It just goes to show that people would rather die than not fit in, or "be cool", fuck cancer I look dope. I bet you, if every person on this earth walked with a limp from some sort of injury, it wouldn't be long before the only healthy person did too.

Dead penguin

wonder if it takes outliers into account

To some, I suppose it is, the dilemma of living Will you join the moist guild? Ooh, what things have you lit on fire and how many?

Meaning or Hedonism?

I lift but I'm not big, I have no idea what I'm doing with my life, nuff said

Hits with entire planet, technically the entire planet is on my right, as eventually I'd just wind up back where I am

One glass , eh Fill this glass with 180 proof and make you drink it Next item, kill me with a starbucks barista

lolipop, lolipop ooh, la la lolipop, loli pop, loli pop, ooh la la loli pop, lolipop, da dum dum dum dum. lolipop? Shoulda asked sekky this, oh well, he can respond to this later.

Beer

Flamingoes or orangutangs? zoop or pizza? Exploding squirrels?

That time of day when I forget I have responsibilities and need to get my life together, whenever that happens.

Salad or bambi's beating heart ripped fresh from her body? Bewbs or nah? Bewbs or buns? Bewbs or beer? Bewbs or popeyes? Bewbs or chocolate? Bewbs or a meaningful fulfilled life full of contentment and wonder? Bewbs?

Forum time is almost up, gonna try and be asleep by 10:00 again and try waking up at 6:00, hopefully, I succeed today, feeling meh, went to boxing today, drenched myself in sweat. I'm worried trying to lift heavy tomorrow is a bad idea cuz of all the callisthenics we did, reached failure a few times. I dunno, maybe I'll lift heavy Wednesday instead, then Saturday, only I'm going to boxing tomorrow too. Shit, my muscles need time to heal dammit, now I'm frustrated. Also, I feel slightly optimistic for a future in which I have a social life, if I just practice being more extroverted maybe I could even get a gf, Nah, I need a job first. Well, whatever, life ain't simple.

I cook O.K make different things, typically pretty simple, have made curry and slightly more complicated things. Unless it's unedible, I eat it, I'm not wasting food, especially protein