5 weeks ago tomorrow (Seems.... like longer and yesterday at the same time....) I got broken up with after a 13 year relationship. It's been the hardest 5 weeks of my life, by far. But, as much as I'm still sad and depressed, I also feel myself slowly coming out of it. (Hopefully it stays that way!).
I think it was worse because they acted like everything was fine. I wish they would have talked to me about what was bothering them. In hindsight we probibly really weren't going to work out anymore, as much as I hate to say it, but I think if we would have talked though it, maybe we would have gotten there together. But I was caught off guard. I wish he would have talked to me about it. I mean, he did break up with me on the phone, and talked for an hour, but I was in shock, and I really wanted to talk more after, not to get back together but just say things, even a lot of good things, but hes strictly "We shouldn't talk to make it easier" but because I didn't see it coming it made it harder on me, and my mind has run wild with "Was it really to make it easier or....?"
I'm done ^^