How are you feeling right now?

[Forlorn]

Paranoid about the damn neighbors again, except I'm starting to think it's not just paranoia... even if it wasn't, I doubt any of them would be upfront about it. I've had to deal with too many goddamned sneaky-ass people in my life, and I'm getting tired. Everything I am is getting tired. Maybe getting more sleep will help. Maybe not. I can't see the future, and I don't think I'd even want to. Always knowing what's going to happen sounds really boring tbh.

[Zeref]

I feel very good today for it being the middle of the week. 

[Sakura]

3 hours ago, Zeref said:

I feel very good today for it being the middle of the week. 

Me on the other hand over here like WHAT DO YOU MEAN IT'S ONLY WEDNESDAY?!

[Zeref]

Hot. The weather is killing me. 

[Sakura]

Anxious. Anxiety sort of taking over tonight and I'm not sure why. Nothing has really happened today I just feel shaky/jittery but it happens sometimes. It'll probably be fine after a hot shower and good night sleep. And there is a 3 day weekend this weekend to look forward to as well!~ Yay for the Monday holiday! 

[Sasuke]

Fed up with a couple of co-workers and tired of having to go behind people and fix things.

[Zeref]

I'm having a good day minus the heat problem. It's the weekend time and I have no work to work overtime on like my last job meaning I get an actual weekend break. 

[Sakura]

Kinda bored cuz @Zeref isn't home right now :c Also a lil sleepy from getting used to this first week back to school. 

[Zeref]

I stayed up until almost 5 AM talking to @Sakura so I feel pretty sleepy and tired today lol. 

[Animedragon]

7 minutes ago, Zeref said:

I stayed up until almost 5 AM talking to @Sakura so I feel pretty sleepy and tired today lol. 

If you stay up talking until 5an it's no surprise that you're feeling sleepy and tired.

[Zeref]

6 minutes ago, Animedragon said:

If you stay up talking until 5an it's no surprise that you're feeling sleepy and tired.

Stayed talking to that time, then woke up at 10 AM and have not been back to sleep, very little sleep last night

[Sakura]

5 hours ago, Zeref said:

I stayed up until almost 5 AM talking to @Sakura so I feel pretty sleepy and tired today lol. 

Welp do not create situations in which we have to stay up until 5 in the morning talking about it then is all I'm gonna say LOL but..

I slept in so I don't feel tired though ~ I felt pretty okay today and the heat wasn't as bad today so it was actually a nice day. 

[Zeref]

Pretty good, this morning it wasn't already 100 degrees at 7 AM therefore I was able to get a workout in and a jog. 

[Sakura]

I'm loving the 3 day weekend lol since I'm off tomorrow it's basically still just a Saturday for me and I can stay up again, take naps today, and relax still which is great. 

[Zeref]

I feel very good today, the weather is a big help with that. It's cool outside with a perfect breeze which makes me feel more energized. 

[Sakura]

4 hours ago, Zeref said:

I feel very good today, the weather is a big help with that. It's cool outside with a perfect breeze which makes me feel more energized. 

Yup yup this nice cold weather makes me feel super hyper for no reason  

[Forlorn]

I feel like a walking corpse. I feel like I'm dead inside, or damn near it. At least tonight I do. All of the things I keep hearing, having to question if it's even being said... I just don't even ask mom if she says anything anymore because it doesn't matter. She'd never tell me even if she did because I'd get pissed off. I don't know why I ever thought she'd tell me if she said what I think she said in the first place. I'm sick of hearing the things I hear, but mom wouldn't tell me if she said something like that anyway, and the creep she married I just don't even care anymore whether he says what I'm hearing or not. At this point going to a mental hospital looks like a goddamned vacation compared to this crap.

[Sasuke]

I've been at work since 4 a.m and it's 6:30 p.m now, looking like I'll be here another 2-3 hours because we are waiting on another department to transfer a patient over for an operation for anesthesia and it's delayed. So I'm mostly feeling exhausted and tired.

[Zeref]

15 hours ago, Forlorn said:

I feel like a walking corpse. I feel like I'm dead inside, or damn near it. At least tonight I do. All of the things I keep hearing, having to question if it's even being said... I just don't even ask mom if she says anything anymore because it doesn't matter. She'd never tell me even if she did because I'd get pissed off. I don't know why I ever thought she'd tell me if she said what I think she said in the first place. I'm sick of hearing the things I hear, but mom wouldn't tell me if she said something like that anyway, and the creep she married I just don't even care anymore whether he says what I'm hearing or not. At this point going to a mental hospital looks like a goddamned vacation compared to this crap.

I hope that you are feeling better soon and this feeling passes quickly. 

5 hours ago, Sasuke said:

I've been at work since 4 a.m and it's 6:30 p.m now, looking like I'll be here another 2-3 hours because we are waiting on another department to transfer a patient over for an operation for anesthesia and it's delayed. So I'm mostly feeling exhausted and tired.

And I hope you get to go home soon lol. I could never work in the medical fields these long hours seem to be a lot I don't know how you can stay awake.

For me I have had a good day that has been relaxing. 

[Sakura]

GREATTTTTTTT   Yip colder weather makes me feel super full of energy and hyper and just so much better. 

[EnviousEnvy]

Anxious… nervous, maybe both? Have my doctor appointment for my tumor on Thursday. A lot going through my mind.

[Forlorn]

8 hours ago, Zeref said:

I hope that you are feeling better soon and this feeling passes quickly. 

And I hope you get to go home soon lol. I could never work in the medical fields these long hours seem to be a lot I don't know how you can stay awake.

For me I have had a good day that has been relaxing. 

The feeling passes when I play games, but sometimes it comes back and I just don't even feel like playing anything or doing anything but laying in bed until I sleep which might take a number of hours unless I take some kind of sleep aid. I appreciate the kind words, my friend. ^^ ^^ ^^

6 hours ago, Sakura said:

GREATTTTTTTT   Yip colder weather makes me feel super full of energy and hyper and just so much better. 

It's a relief to hear you're so energetic since it's cold instead of the smoldering head there's been lately. ^^ ^^ ^^  I love cold weather, but it always makes me really, really sleepy and I end up sleeping most of the day like some bear in hibernation. rofl ^^; ^^;

[Zeref]

15 hours ago, EnviousEnvy said:

Anxious… nervous, maybe both? Have my doctor appointment for my tumor on Thursday. A lot going through my mind.

I hope everything is alright and you are okay. 

 

I had very little work today so that was nice. I received a free $100 gift card to Starbucks but only because a woman there threw coffee all over me so I have mixed feelings about if this is good or bad. 

[Sakura]

17 hours ago, Forlorn said:

It's a relief to hear you're so energetic since it's cold instead of the smoldering head there's been lately. ^^ ^^ ^^  I love cold weather, but it always makes me really, really sleepy and I end up sleeping most of the day like some bear in hibernation. rofl ^^; ^^;

Yeah finally some time without  heat headaches, except now I have headaches from all the school work lol I still have like an hour worth of HW to get to in a few minutes x.x Hot weather is what makes me sleepy, draggy, just wanting to stay in bed and not exist lol 

But yeah, that's pretty much how I feel, stressed and tired from all this school stuff and I can't wait until the weekend where I can be away from it for 2 days. 

[Forlorn]

3 hours ago, Sakura said:

Yeah finally some time without  heat headaches, except now I have headaches from all the school work lol I still have like an hour worth of HW to get to in a few minutes x.x Hot weather is what makes me sleepy, draggy, just wanting to stay in bed and not exist lol 

But yeah, that's pretty much how I feel, stressed and tired from all this school stuff and I can't wait until the weekend where I can be away from it for 2 days. 

I'm sorry that you have so much to do this week~~ ;.; ;.; On the bright side, the week is almost over, right? ^^ ^^ ^^ As long as you can keep that in your thoughts on some level your stress might not be as bad as it's been. ^^ ^^ ^^

For some reason, I'm really itchy right now, but I know that's not the kind of feeling right now I should say. ^^; Other than feeling itchy right now, I feel pretty frickin amped, so I'll be up all night playing games again. XD Outside of that, I'm hearing neighbors talking or yelling loudly which is getting me paranoid again, but at this point I don't really care whether they are or not because I'll always be wary of neighbors out here since I don't know any of them and I don't really want to since I usually end up embarrassing mom when we meet people despite not even trying to or meaning to. x.x Not to mention with my paranoia going on I've thought the whole town was in on making me hear voices, so I doubt I could ever really trust any of them. Maybe they are, maybe they're not, but either way that thought always being on my mind somewhere will always keep me from feeling safe here. I don't even feel safe in this house, but that's been the case ever since the voices started. I can't even think to myself without these damn voices saying something about what I'm thinking all the time. So, I don't even have any privacy in my own goddamned mind. Sorry, I think I got off track there. So, in summary, I feel paranoid of all of the neighbors again, amped from all the energy drinks I've been drinking (rofl), and really really excited since the Yu-Gi-Oh! cards that @Sakur sent finally arrived. ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^