How are you feeling right now?

[Zeref]

I actually felt awake today because I had a long and good night sleep. 

[Sakura]

Pretty gooood, there is cooler temps because of the storms earlier so I don't have a headache because of the heat right now. 

[Forlorn]

I feel ok. The chaos I'm forced to hear and can't drown out with anything no matter how loud I make it isn't as bad when I'm upstairs. Well... idk, these voices seem to have different moods just like people do. >< When they're angry at me though they get loud and that's when I tend to be irritable and talk out loud a lot. But today's been pretty tame as far as they go(so far anyway). That's why I'm in a fairly good mood, except the worrying that the 2 nearby wildfires are going to consume this town and force us to evacuate. I can't seem to stop thinking about that possibility.

[Zeref]

I feel okay but I feel tired from work and happy that tomorrow is at least Friday. I only have 1 more week at work at this job before I can start my new job. 

[Sakura]

I just feel stressed out and anxious and it's been progressively getting worse all week. 

[Forlorn]

20 hours ago, Sakura said:

I just feel stressed out and anxious and it's been progressively getting worse all week. 

I hope you feel better soon. ;.;;

Right now I'm feeling a little suspicious... or paranoid... of both of my folks. It's probably nothing, maybe something, I don't know at this point and I'm too damn worn out to keep trying to tell the difference even though I apparently can't even discern what I think I hear from what someone's really saying. Unless I'm looking at someone's face and watching their mouth form the words I'm hearing or talking on the phone. Sometimes I wonder if this is my personal Hell for something I did in a past life.

[Zeref]

I feel okay. I feel as if I should feel happy it is Friday and no work for 2 whole days but I'm just tired. I think I will take a nap soon. 

[Sakura]

I feel a lot better today. Stress and anxiety are gone because the rent office fixed their issue and were able to tell us what our rent is lol Never been so happy to hand away large sums of money but it was stressing me out that they couldn't tell us what rent was due x.x 

[Zeref]

I woke up early for me on a Saturday at 8:30 AM. I don't know if I will get tired later on but I hope not. For now I am feeling good. 

[Sakura]

I got up fairly early for me on a Saturday too which was around 10:30 AM I think.. I felt pretty awake though and I haven't felt tired all day or had a migraine so that's already doing pretty good for me lol 

[Animedragon]

I went to bed last night at 11:30 and woke just after 7:00 this morning, the first good nights sleep I've had this week.

[Zeref]

I slept well and woke up earlier feeling very good. I feel like the day is going very slowly too which I am also glad for so I can enjoy this Sunday before another week of work. 

 

[Forlorn]

Yet another day of getting paranoid that the folks are talking about me behind my back... I really don't know why, but just the thought of them doing that is hurtful. They might not be doing that, but even if they were doing that, it's doubtful I'd ever get mom to tell me. I don't react well to information like that for some reason. I guess my emotions get away from me so much because of my autism. At least that's what I chalk it up to anyway. When I say talking about me behind my back though I mean like criticizing me and things I do. I don't know why that bothers me, but it's not like I can turn off my paranoia. If it is just paranoia... maybe it doesn't even matter. I don't know. I've realized I don't know as much as I thought I knew about my mental situation and the voices fairly recently.

[Digimon_Sommelier]

I feel blessed and fortunate. During hard times, I can lean on God for support and guidance. His providence means everything to me. In King Jesus' name. Amen.

[Sakura]

Kinda draggy since I took a nap not long ago lol I really wish I hadn't of done that because it always makes me really sleepy until I decide I want to go to sleep and then when I want to go to sleep I can't  

[Animedragon]

6 hours ago, Sakura said:

Kinda draggy since I took a nap not long ago lol I really wish I hadn't of done that because it always makes me really sleepy 

I have a tendency to drop off to sleep for a short time after lunch, and like you I wish I hadn't done it because it leaves me feeling tired for the rest of the afternoon.

(People tell me that this is the result of getting old.  My mind refuses to believe I'm old but my legs tell a different story!)

[Forlorn]

Feeling hurt and paranoid because I hear what sounds like mom talking in the kitchen about me, but that's like every other day since the whole voice mimicry started. At least dad isn't here, so I don't have to constantly think he's whispering when he might not be. I find myself questioning a lot of things as far as what I perceive. It's funny though, I used to be so sure up until I'd hear it and neither of them were even in the damn house.

Edited August 5, 2024 by Forlorn

[Zeref]

13 hours ago, Animedragon said:

I have a tendency to drop off to sleep for a short time after lunch, and like you I wish I hadn't done it because it leaves me feeling tired for the rest of the afternoon.

(People tell me that this is the result of getting old.  My mind refuses to believe I'm old but my legs tell a different story!)

I do this too if I eat a heavy lunch, I will nap, then have to go back to work making the nap a huge mistake.

Today is Monday but feels like it was so long it should be Friday if that says anything about how I felt at work today lol. 

[efaardvark]

Mondays.  Ugh.  A typical Monday is bad enough on its own but it looks like the Yen/Dollar carry trade is unwinding as well so add market crash to the mix.  Just for giggles.  There goes my 401k.   

[Sakura]

I've had better days lol ~ I just feel soooo bored.

[Animedragon]

8 hours ago, Zeref said:

Today is Monday but feels like it was so long it should be Friday if that says anything about how I felt at work today lol. 

Mondays are strange days, even though I'm retired so they shouldn't be any different to any other day they still 'feel' different and I'm always glad when Monday is over.

[Clayton]

Feel me and find out how I'm feeling. 

[Zeref]

Tired, mostly. I didn't get a lot of sleep last night so I believe that's why.

[froggy]

I feel relieved. At my work, I met a lot of people. It was kind of crazy to see how the friends I used to know impacted the (real World) so to speak. I feel like some social media guy was making them work without pay. I don't know if its the weird one though. 

My relationships with people inside my circle have always been rocky, but I don't care. Like I really don't. There's no point in worrying about something that will be taken care of. I just wanted to make sure everyone's siblings weren't going to be next in line. For the wrong station. 

Reminds me of a Tuesday in Tokyo, I randomly followed this guy on a subway train because I thought he was my dad for a second. He's a quiet guy, introspective and gets embarrassed easily, and this one was so silent it reminded me of someone I lost a while back. 

I'm feeling a lot of things right now, but most of all, its not happy. Thats all. 

[Sakura]

I feel a lot better today. The last few days I've still had a lot of anxiety and felt kind of anti-social and needing to recharge myself I think.