How are you feeling right now?

[Zeref]

13 minutes ago, Forlorn said:

Nice!!! I don't know anyone from when I was a teenager outside of family, but it must be really awesome to have friends from back then that you're close to. ^^ In my case it's probably a good thing I don't still know people I knew as a teenager. lol It sounds like the new company is going to be a blast, and I wish you all the luck with the interview. I hope it goes well. I hear about how people get anxious in interviews, and it's understandable since there's so much at stake, but I think you'll ace the interview tbh. ^^ ^^

I only slept for like a few hours, but right now I'm feeling really chilled out as I'm listening to my Screamo playlist. I'm not sure why sometimes Screamo is just relaxing to me ^^; It doesn't seem like it would or even should be relaxing, but it is to me. I know, I'm weird. XD I'm feeling pretty good today though. Not paying as much attention to those nasty voices at the moment that I was in the past few days, but I'm sure they'll get louder as the day goes on because that seems to be how they work sometimes. I can't really predict what they'll say though or how loud they'll get, but they're one of the most infuriating things I've ever dealt with so far. x.x

Most all of these people that I know from this long are from the Runescape community such as Sakura and friends we met there. In the RS community it is a long time saying that no one ever really quits Runescape they just take really long breaks sometimes which is pretty true. Everyone always come back so you end up reuniting with friends quite often. Thank you also, I hope everything goes well with the interview I think it will be okay.

[Sakura]

14 hours ago, Forlorn said:

I hope you'll enjoy your work more at that new company, dude. ^^ Hopefully the working environment will be welcoming, too. ^^ ^^

Ohhh, ok, I didn't realize Summer took the toll it takes on you. o.o You should try a vacation in Alaska next time you can just so you can get out of the heat of where you live now. ^^ I don't know if there's actually hotels or motels there though, but that'd be a sweet place to vacation to chill out to some cold weather. ^^ ^^ That reminds me though, when I went to my eye exam, I accidentally wrote 2023 as the year where I was supposed to put the date when I got these glasses like last month or early this month. One of those. lol That was pretty embarrassing. ^^;

I feel pretty good right now. The voices are trying to distract me, like usual, but at least right now they're little more than a nuisance which is a nice change from how they've been in the last handful of days. Enjoying the chilly night weather, too~ ^^

I would soooooooooo much rather be in Alaska in the Summer lol, or anywhere that isn't hot. Antarctica sounds nice. There is lots of places to stay in Alaska though because a lot of people take vacations up there to see it, especially the Northern Lights. There are a lot of cruises that go up there for just that too. 

I feel so tired so I'm about to go to bed as soon as the sun sets. 

[Forlorn]

11 hours ago, Zeref said:

Most all of these people that I know from this long are from the Runescape community such as Sakura and friends we met there. In the RS community it is a long time saying that no one ever really quits Runescape they just take really long breaks sometimes which is pretty true. Everyone always come back so you end up reuniting with friends quite often. Thank you also, I hope everything goes well with the interview I think it will be okay.

That's pretty sweet. I haven't been a part of a community like that in any of the browser games I've played tbh. Although none of them really caught my attention long enough for me to give up playing things like my PS3 or my Switch. ^^; I want to play online browser games, too, but games on the Switch and PS3 are calling out to me much louder. lol I'm happy that you have the friends you have from Runescape. Hey, @Sakura, do you have other friends from that long ago from Runescape, too? Yeah though, dude, I think without a doubt the new company would hire you. I can't really think of any reason why they wouldn't. You seem to know coding like the back of your hand and you sound like you're really good at it, so I think they'd be fortunate to have you on their team. ^^ Admittedly though I don't know what business people or what the business world is like, but I've got a good feeling about your interview with the new company. I don't get good feelings like this very often. Ask Sakura. lol They're like once in a blue moon kind of thing. I really need to stop being so pessimistic most of the time, come to think of it. ^^;

4 hours ago, Sakura said:

I would soooooooooo much rather be in Alaska in the Summer lol, or anywhere that isn't hot. Antarctica sounds nice. There is lots of places to stay in Alaska though because a lot of people take vacations up there to see it, especially the Northern Lights. There are a lot of cruises that go up there for just that too. 

I feel so tired so I'm about to go to bed as soon as the sun sets. 

Is there civilization in Antarctica? Or were you joking? One of the downsides of reading text is it's harder to tell when someone's joking or not. lol ^^; I thought that was too cold for any people to live though is why I ask, but my information about Antarctica is most likely outdated, so I don't know if any people have actually lived up in Antarctica or not. My knowledge seems to be most useful with games than any kind of real world application. lol Omg, that sounds so sad after reading that back. I only know what I know though until someone updates me with current information. I think in that way I'm kind of not even a part of the world and am just in my own little world of games, music, anime, and awesome movies like the Godzilla movies. I'd love to watch those in order, one after the other one night. I hope they show the first 2 movies at some point on TV, too, then the 3rd one. With my bad memory it'd be like watching it all over again. Oh, did you know that the person behind Godzilla's design in the last movie used the color red because of how much he liked the Kaioken technique in Dragon Ball Z. I'm not joking, that's really why he had the color made red. I thought that was righteous. ^^ ^^ I think Akira Toriyama would've loved it, but I didn't know him personally. I think he'd appreciate it at least. ^^

 

Right now I feel pretty good. When mom and the step-father were running errands today I was left home alone again which gets me really bored after a while no matter what games I have to play or anime I have to watch. So, I was glad to hear mom say she was home when she came in the door. ^^ I was depressed for a short while toward the end of being home alone, but it was short lived thankfully since mom came home shortly after I got to feeling that way. Now I feel better. The knowledge that there's people out there that do care about me is a comforting, warm feeling, and I'm glad for the friends I have. ^^ Just feeling thankful at the moment in addition to feeling pretty comforted that people outside of the family care about me. ^^ ^^

[Zeref]

16 hours ago, Forlorn said:

 Yeah though, dude, I think without a doubt the new company would hire you. I can't really think of any reason why they wouldn't. You seem to know coding like the back of your hand and you sound like you're really good at it, so I think they'd be fortunate to have you on their team. ^^ Admittedly though I don't know what business people or what the business world is like, but I've got a good feeling about your interview with the new company. I don't get good feelings like this very often. Ask Sakura. lol They're like once in a blue moon kind of thing. I really need to stop being so pessimistic most of the time, come to think of it. ^^;

Thank you ^ I am hoping they think the same as you. I have experience with other companies that are bigger names, and I have worked for this company before for free doing a testing once. Having friends in it as well helps my chance. I know the person who is interviewing me and I think I have a good chance at it. 

I feel hyper today. I think too much pie and candy. We have a lot of snacks and candy left from the birthday party we are eating this week. 

[Sakura]

20 hours ago, Forlorn said:

That's pretty sweet. I haven't been a part of a community like that in any of the browser games I've played tbh. Although none of them really caught my attention long enough for me to give up playing things like my PS3 or my Switch. ^^; I want to play online browser games, too, but games on the Switch and PS3 are calling out to me much louder. lol I'm happy that you have the friends you have from Runescape. Hey, @Sakura, do you have other friends from that long ago from Runescape, too? Yeah though, dude, I think without a doubt the new company would hire you. I can't really think of any reason why they wouldn't. You seem to know coding like the back of your hand and you sound like you're really good at it, so I think they'd be fortunate to have you on their team. ^^ Admittedly though I don't know what business people or what the business world is like, but I've got a good feeling about your interview with the new company. I don't get good feelings like this very often. Ask Sakura. lol They're like once in a blue moon kind of thing. I really need to stop being so pessimistic most of the time, come to think of it. ^^;

Is there civilization in Antarctica? Or were you joking? One of the downsides of reading text is it's harder to tell when someone's joking or not. lol ^^; I thought that was too cold for any people to live though is why I ask, but my information about Antarctica is most likely outdated, so I don't know if any people have actually lived up in Antarctica or not. My knowledge seems to be most useful with games than any kind of real world application. lol Omg, that sounds so sad after reading that back. I only know what I know though until someone updates me with current information. I think in that way I'm kind of not even a part of the world and am just in my own little world of games, music, anime, and awesome movies like the Godzilla movies. I'd love to watch those in order, one after the other one night. I hope they show the first 2 movies at some point on TV, too, then the 3rd one. With my bad memory it'd be like watching it all over again. Oh, did you know that the person behind Godzilla's design in the last movie used the color red because of how much he liked the Kaioken technique in Dragon Ball Z. I'm not joking, that's really why he had the color made red. I thought that was righteous. ^^ ^^ I think Akira Toriyama would've loved it, but I didn't know him personally. I think he'd appreciate it at least. ^^

 

Right now I feel pretty good. When mom and the step-father were running errands today I was left home alone again which gets me really bored after a while no matter what games I have to play or anime I have to watch. So, I was glad to hear mom say she was home when she came in the door. ^^ I was depressed for a short while toward the end of being home alone, but it was short lived thankfully since mom came home shortly after I got to feeling that way. Now I feel better. The knowledge that there's people out there that do care about me is a comforting, warm feeling, and I'm glad for the friends I have. ^^ Just feeling thankful at the moment in addition to feeling pretty comforted that people outside of the family care about me. ^^ ^^

I wish you could play something like RS and we could play it together lol that would be pretty fun ~ Pessi is my longest friend from RS but I have some friends I met in like 2009-2011 times on RS that I still know, about 7-8 of them. They come and go on the game and some of them I have added on Discord. I met Pessi when I was 10 or 11 and was like playing the game because my middle school cousin showed me it and I happened to meet him there. The others I still know I would say I met when I was around 15-16ish. 

Today I'm actually kind of sore. I did a lot of swimming/working out yesterday and I haven't done either in awhile and today I'm all sore lol ~ I just took a hot bath that I soaked in and some pain meds so hopefully I'll feel better tomorrow. 

[Forlorn]

5 hours ago, Sakura said:

I wish you could play something like RS and we could play it together lol that would be pretty fun ~ Pessi is my longest friend from RS but I have some friends I met in like 2009-2011 times on RS that I still know, about 7-8 of them. They come and go on the game and some of them I have added on Discord. I met Pessi when I was 10 or 11 and was like playing the game because my middle school cousin showed me it and I happened to meet him there. The others I still know I would say I met when I was around 15-16ish. 

Today I'm actually kind of sore. I did a lot of swimming/working out yesterday and I haven't done either in awhile and today I'm all sore lol ~ I just took a hot bath that I soaked in and some pain meds so hopefully I'll feel better tomorrow. 

I knowwww~~~ it really burns me that we're stuck with our crappy wifi. Oh, actually I meant to tell you, mom's going to upgrade our internet, but it's only because of her husband's video calls that he does as he works from home. I guess they're choppy or something. idk, I try to ignore him these days as much as possible. lol But we are getting better wifi, I'm just not sure who our provider will be yet because mom's going to do what she's going to go with. I guess it won't really matter because her husband will be hogging all the data anyway. That's the salt on the wound. ;.;

I'm feeling pretty good. I'm thinking about a best friend of mine and hoping she'll be ok. I'm sure she will be because she's a badass~~ ^^ Aside from keeping my best friend in my thoughts, I'm feeling really good and awake so I'll most likely stay up playing games again. rofl Sometimes I don't even know what day it is unless I'm taking my prescription medicine from my daily pill holder. Even then, sometimes I still open up the wrong day's pills and take them. lmfao I have nooooo idea how to fix that. ^^;

[Zeref]

Long day at work but I finished early. I feel a little tired, I think I will take a nap soon. 

[Sakura]

5 hours ago, Zeref said:

Long day at work but I finished early. I feel a little tired, I think I will take a nap soon. 

Those mid-day naps are killer eh? lolll 

I feel pretty okay today. My legs aren't so sore from all the swimming and working out anymore  I'm sure on Saturday I'll be right back to square 1 though because we are going swimming and stuff but in a therapy pool so I'll see how that goes. 

[Zeref]

Glad for the weekend. It felt like a long week and tomorrow I have an interview at a new company I want to work for. I am hoping it goes well, I still don't feel very anxious and I hope I remain that way and don't get anxious before the interview  I feel very optimistic about this job and company because I know already many people who work there and it will be for a game I am very familiar with as well. 

[Sakura]

3 hours ago, Zeref said:

Glad for the weekend. It felt like a long week and tomorrow I have an interview at a new company I want to work for. I am hoping it goes well, I still don't feel very anxious and I hope I remain that way and don't get anxious before the interview  I feel very optimistic about this job and company because I know already many people who work there and it will be for a game I am very familiar with as well. 

You'll be fine, you pretty much have the job lol

I feel oki, kinda hyper, I've been getting a lot done this evening and I feel kinda wound up for some reason like I want to run from one end of the building to the other like a dog with the zoomies XD 

[KiroShimizu]

Exhausted, if it's not work it's cleaning, this is so far the only time I have sort of to myself 

[Zeref]

I feel tired. We had a long day. I had a job interview for the new company and we also went swimming and exercising which all exhausted me. 

[Sakura]

I was superrrrrrrrrrrrrr tired when we got back from all swimming at the aquatic center today. You don't realize how much of an exercise swimming for several hours is  I just took a nap though and recovered a bit so I'm feeling pretty good and wide awake. 

[Forlorn]

I was feeling like I was drowning in auditory chaos since I was hearing the voices be loud and mimic the folks' voices to mess with my emotions like they always do, but being able to play games and keeping in touch with the people that have a place in my heart are what gets me through each day of this hellish chaos I can never stop hearing. I'm feeling better now, just chilling out to some Seether, but the past few days I was in a real descent. To what or where I'm not really sure, but it wasn't going to be good, I know that much. I am feeling much better now though. ^^

21 hours ago, Sakura said:

I was superrrrrrrrrrrrrr tired when we got back from all swimming at the aquatic center today. You don't realize how much of an exercise swimming for several hours is  I just took a nap though and recovered a bit so I'm feeling pretty good and wide awake. 

Admittedly, I did get a little worried when you didn't call, but I also remembered how tired you get sometimes, so I figured you were asleep. ^^ I'm glad the paranoia didn't like take off though. lol I'm just glad you're ok~~ < 3

[Zeref]

I feel lazy and tired. I don't think the rain is helping any either. Rain always makes me feel like I want to be in the bed all day not moving. I'm getting pretty hungry right now, so soon I'll move from the computer and get some food. 

[Sakura]

2 hours ago, Forlorn said:

I was feeling like I was drowning in auditory chaos since I was hearing the voices be loud and mimic the folks' voices to mess with my emotions like they always do, but being able to play games and keeping in touch with the people that have a place in my heart are what gets me through each day of this hellish chaos I can never stop hearing. I'm feeling better now, just chilling out to some Seether, but the past few days I was in a real descent. To what or where I'm not really sure, but it wasn't going to be good, I know that much. I am feeling much better now though. ^^

Admittedly, I did get a little worried when you didn't call, but I also remembered how tired you get sometimes, so I figured you were asleep. ^^ I'm glad the paranoia didn't like take off though. lol I'm just glad you're ok~~ < 3

I called Friday but yesterday I was pretty tired, went to bed early, and today I've been having a little bit of a headache, not a full on migraine but a headache so I'm about to head to bed again x.x

But yeah, haven't felt the greatest today. 

[Forlorn]

4 hours ago, Sakura said:

I called Friday but yesterday I was pretty tired, went to bed early, and today I've been having a little bit of a headache, not a full on migraine but a headache so I'm about to head to bed again x.x

But yeah, haven't felt the greatest today. 

It's totally ok, I'm just happy that you're ok. ^^ Hopefully when you wake up you won't get any headaches~ ^^ ^^ I hope you feel better in the morning~~ ^^ ^^

I'm feeling pretty awake and chilled out. Most of the day I was downstairs, so I was hearing a bunch of things I couldn't tell were voices or really the folks, but I just tried to focus on playing my PS3. It didn't really work, but at least I still enjoyed playing the game I was playing. ^^

[Zeref]

Tired from work and ready to take a nap. 

[Sakura]

I feel pretty good today ~ Monday's usually aren't too bad for me. 

[Zeref]

Still sleepy from yesterday  I feel good about the fact I have a new job to start soon and I've been thinking about all day. Now I have anxiety and anticipation for it that I never had before the interview. 

[Sakura]

I feel bored and snack-ish. I'm trying to resist snacking on things though just because I'm bored which is actually really hard to do x.x

[EnviousEnvy]

Sleepy and hot

[Animedragon]

1 hour ago, EnviousEnvy said:

Sleepy and hot

I'm hot and not a bit sleepy because it's too hot to sleep.

[Digimon_Sommelier]

I feel like myself and others need to be free from stress.

[Animedragon]

My energy levels have been seriously depleted by the current hot weather .