Forlorn Posted June 8 Share Posted June 8 2 hours ago, Zeref said: Hope you are feeling a little better today. I'm having a pretty chill day. Relaxing, playing games, doing a little packing with @Sakura. Thank you. I do feel better, but I'm still not in a as good of a mood as I usually am. It'll most likely pass though and I'll be my regular self again soon because I always, sooner or later, revert back to my usual, happy, laughy self given enough time. I appreciate you saying that. ^^ 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sakura Posted June 9 Share Posted June 9 6 hours ago, Zeref said: Hope you are feeling a little better today. I'm having a pretty chill day. Relaxing, playing games, doing a little packing with @Sakura. You just being cool about it with me in the corner panicking and making lists of things left to do lol ~ I did have a pretty good day though. Family came over around lunch time to hang out since I will be moving soon, kinda a last weekend hang out thing. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zeref Posted June 9 Share Posted June 9 I slept in until almost noon which is a great feeling on the last day of the weekend. I feel well rested and relaxed. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sakura Posted June 10 Share Posted June 10 Got to sleep in a bit too, finished packing, did some cleaning, felt pretty good about everything I got done and I think I have enough done now where I won't stress out about it anymore. 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Forlorn Posted June 10 Share Posted June 10 For some reason, today started out as a depressing day. I guess because I can no longer determine the real people's voices from the voices that only I hear anymore. It's not exactly an uplifting feeling... There's no escaping them either, even when I'm by myself I hear them. Sometimes I even hear them in my dreams... Anyway, that's why today's depressing. Tomorrow will probably be no different either, even with my medications. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sakura Posted June 11 Share Posted June 11 I injured my arm somehow by overworking it and now I have to wear a brace on it. Somehow fluid got built up in the joint area where my arm bends. I'm assuming from all the packing and heavy lifting I've been doing over the past month with this move coming up x.x My arm has just been feeling constantly in pain the past week even when I'm not moving it. I'm trying out ice packs and the doctor gave me some pain meds but nothing is really helping yet and I can't really slow down until after the move. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Forlorn Posted June 11 Share Posted June 11 5 hours ago, Sakura said: I injured my arm somehow by overworking it and now I have to wear a brace on it. Somehow fluid got built up in the joint area where my arm bends. I'm assuming from all the packing and heavy lifting I've been doing over the past month with this move coming up x.x My arm has just been feeling constantly in pain the past week even when I'm not moving it. I'm trying out ice packs and the doctor gave me some pain meds but nothing is really helping yet and I can't really slow down until after the move. I hope your arm returns to normal soon. Pain always sucks to have to endure. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zeref Posted June 11 Share Posted June 11 I think I caught your stress @Sakura because now I am starting to feel some anxiety and stress over Saturday. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sakura Posted June 12 Share Posted June 12 18 hours ago, Forlorn said: I hope your arm returns to normal soon. Pain always sucks to have to endure. I've been trying to not use it today and it does feel a little better. I've been avoiding a lot of typing or using it to pick things up. 9 hours ago, Zeref said: I think I caught your stress @Sakura because now I am starting to feel some anxiety and stress over Saturday. Noooooo it's the worst feeling x.x 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zeref Posted June 12 Share Posted June 12 Better today because my anxiety is gone. Just a small moment of it is normal before a big event right? I went to workout this afternoon and that helped me to feel a lot better. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sakura Posted June 13 Share Posted June 13 Vibinnnn ~ Just relaxing today and had a nice day tbh. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Digimon_Sommelier Posted June 13 Share Posted June 13 I am feeling hopeful about my future. I thank God for my life. Amen. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zeref Posted June 13 Share Posted June 13 Feeling good about the fact that I think we have everything packed and ready to go for our move. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Animedragon Posted June 14 Share Posted June 14 9 hours ago, Zeref said: Feeling good about the fact that I think we have everything packed and ready to go for our move. I hope everything goes smoothly with the move and you don't have any last minute problems. 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zeref Posted June 14 Share Posted June 14 11 hours ago, Animedragon said: I hope everything goes smoothly with the move and you don't have any last minute problems. Thank you. That's what I'm hoping too. Something always seems to go wrong when moving. We are loading the car up this evening so we can get on the road following the movers early tomorrow morning. My only big worry is the traffic. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Forlorn Posted June 15 Share Posted June 15 A mixture of disappointment and relief because I heard mom saying something dismissive and demeaning towards me only to look at her to find out that her mouth was closed and her lips weren't even moving. The thing about it though was I kept hearing it as I was looking at her when her mouth wasn't even moving... so, I clearly can't trust what I hear at all. I just need to stop letting what I hear get to me so much because the probability of someone actually saying something negative about me and me being able to hear it is incredibly low. I just wish I'd have had this epiphany sooner before I retaliated to what I was hearing with verbal nastiness of my own... I really don't know how my family and friends put up with me at all. The patience it takes to do so is more than I thought it was... I'm doing my very best to try not to let it get me down though. It's what the voices most likely want since they push my buttons so frequently. So, I'm trying to be in a good mood today. The revelation today though did help me finally start to ignore (or at least not respond) to what I think I hear, so I guess that's the silver lining, but even so... I wish I would've realized that much, much sooner... 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sakura Posted June 15 Share Posted June 15 Ready for tomorrow and moving to a new state! I'm looking forward to the new experience. 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zeref Posted June 16 Share Posted June 16 We got moved to our new place in a new state and it mostly went smoothly. We had no trouble during travel but we did have some trouble getting the internet set up and had to have a technician come out today. We are all good now so I'm feeling pretty good about the move. 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Animedragon Posted June 16 Share Posted June 16 I'm glad you arrived safely and things mostly went smoothly. All my friends that have moved house say the thing they have most trouble with is getting their internet connection sorted out. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sakura Posted June 17 Share Posted June 17 4 hours ago, Animedragon said: I'm glad you arrived safely and things mostly went smoothly. All my friends that have moved house say the thing they have most trouble with is getting their internet connection sorted out. We originally had a different internet company that told us it would be no problem to change our address and just bring our modem and connect our service at the new place. Then yesterday trying to set it up I was on the phone with them for over 4 hours and they canceled my account multiple times and kept trying to build me a new account and couldn't. I have no idea what all that is about. I just took their modem back and switched to a different internet company. Ain't nobody got time for all that lol ~ Now that we are here and everything is set up I feel way less stressed but there is so much unpacking to do 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Animedragon Posted June 17 Share Posted June 17 7 hours ago, Sakura said: We originally had a different internet company that told us it would be no problem to change our address and just bring our modem and connect our service at the new place. Then yesterday trying to set it up I was on the phone with them for over 4 hours and they canceled my account multiple times and kept trying to build me a new account and couldn't. I have no idea what all that is about. I just took their modem back and switched to a different internet company. Ain't nobody got time for all that lol ~ Now that we are here and everything is set up I feel way less stressed but there is so much unpacking to do There's often quite a large gap between what the sales & marketing department will tell you they can do and what the accounting and technical departments will be able to actually do. It's been literally decades since I last moved house, but I would guess the biggest problem is where to put all the things you're unpacking. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Digimon_Sommelier Posted June 17 Share Posted June 17 I just thank God. I'm happy that He's there for me when I'm down. Amen. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zeref Posted June 17 Share Posted June 17 Well rested. Slept great last night. Up and ready to do some unpacking. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sakura Posted June 18 Share Posted June 18 I feel a little homesick for Chicago lol I've been feeling sad at night since we got here. I feel okay during the day but at night I miss it. I think it'll just take a couple weeks to get used to. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zeref Posted June 18 Share Posted June 18 7 hours ago, Sakura said: I feel a little homesick for Chicago lol I've been feeling sad at night since we got here. I feel okay during the day but at night I miss it. I think it'll just take a couple weeks to get used to. It will. Moving can take a pretty big emotional toll on people from all the stress of it and then everything is new and confusing once you get to the new location. New sounds, new sights, empty house at first, makes everything strange until you get settled in. I woke up early and walked by the river here, did some unpacking, then took a great 2 hour nap midday and that felt great. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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