How are you feeling right now?

[Sakura]

9 hours ago, Zeref said:

I have a 3 day break from work this weekend and I am going to a BBQ tomorrow. I have never been to one of these in the USA so I am curious and excited what they do. 

Ah yes I am introducing you to your first American BBQ  It shouldn't be that crazy though since it's just a few of us. I'm kind of ready for tomorrow too because I really like the campfire my dad always makes to put smores on in the evening lol 

[Zeref]

20 hours ago, Sakura said:

Ah yes I am introducing you to your first American BBQ  It shouldn't be that crazy though since it's just a few of us. I'm kind of ready for tomorrow too because I really like the campfire my dad always makes to put smores on in the evening lol 

I enjoyed this as today I had my first BBQ and cooking out experience with a lot of American foods that I was able to try that I have never had before. I had a good time so today I am feeling happy about that. Full of food now and ready for a nap. 

[Sakura]

6 hours ago, Zeref said:

I enjoyed this as today I had my first BBQ and cooking out experience with a lot of American foods that I was able to try that I have never had before. I had a good time so today I am feeling happy about that. Full of food now and ready for a nap. 

Yep BBQ's are always fun! That's because = free food XD I think I ate too much today ~ I had a lil tummy ache earlier but all good now. 

[Zeref]

Tired today, I think I slept little. There was thunderstorms waking me up. 

[Sakura]

Anxious about the fact that my thesis is due tomorrow.

[Zeref]

12 hours ago, Sakura said:

Anxious about the fact that my thesis is due tomorrow.

It will be fine 

[Sakura]

11 hours ago, Zeref said:

It will be fine 

I think so. I feel less anxious now that every thing is finalized and handed in and it's "over" lol 

[Zeref]

Sleepy still today. I think the rain from last night is still having an effect on me making me want to nap. 

[Sakura]

5 hours ago, Zeref said:

Sleepy still today. I think the rain from last night is still having an effect on me making me want to nap. 

The rain puts me in a nap mood too lol ~ so has all the cloudy weather today

[Zeref]

I feel very busy today and will last into this weekend, doing a lot of work on a project that must be done by Monday.

[Forlorn]

At first I feel tired (or think I do) until I lay down which is when I wake up more. Sooo... mildly irritated by my own mind's habit of tricking me. Aside from that, I'm in a good mood today. ^^ 

[Sakura]

Really bored. I only had one class today so I have just been playing RS and laying in bed most of the day being lazy ~ 

[Zeref]

I feel better having got out of the house for a walk at lunch. This morning I felt stuffy in my nose and a small headache. 

[Forlorn]

My step-father will probably see this post since I've got a feeling he tends to do that, then criticize me for it under his breath as usual... unless I'm just being paranoid... even if he does, I don't really care right now.

Right now I'm feeling... a lot of hatred... emotional pain... mental fatigue... anger... I need to post in here more often because I tend to bottle things like this up until I feel better, but at least I can type out my thoughts in a cathartic way in here.

[Sakura]

Sooo glad this week is over and I am officially on my Summer vacation. I had a nice nap after classes today too so I feel pretty awake and happy. 

[Zeref]

Happy that I finished my work early this morning and I have the rest of the afternoon and evening to myself.

[Forlorn]

I feel pretty good right now. I mean, I'm hearing the usual things which I no longer am certain of being real or not, but I'm treating it as such instead of taking it personally every time I hear it. I think I'm becoming numb to it. I hope that's a good thing... but I feel like I'm in a good, happy mood right now. Worried about one of my best friends recently though, so that's always somewhere in my thoughts.

[Sakura]

Pretty good. I got a lot of things packed up today for my move which is in less than 2 weeks now. I also somehow got in a midday nap which was really nice. 

[Guest]

I'm very sore, but it's the good kind of sore. Went to the gym yesterday with a new acquaintance. It's been years since I last set foot in a gym, and the workout was good. I slept better last night because of it too. I think I'm going to go more regularly, now that I live so close to one. It's literally a 4-or-less-minute drive from my place to get there.

[Zeref]

Having a good day, the weather was nice so I was able to go out in a canoe earlier on the water canal. 

[Forlorn]

I feel good for now, but that makes me wary of when I'll feel the opposite today since that seems to be the decline that inevitably happens when I feel like this. Maybe I'll get lucky and it won't happen, but I'm not a very lucky person.

[Sakura]

Kinda pretty tired from doing these work experience courses. I have to get up at around 6:30 AM and be at the lake by 7:45. We are mostly out there all day and I don't get home until pretty late but it's also fun and I'm learning a lot so I feel pretty great about that. 

[Zeref]

Productive. Since we are moving soon, this morning I packed most of the remaining things I don't need before the moving date.

[Sakura]

Tiredddddddddddd. I think I got maybe 3 hours of sleep last night, sometimes I have nights like that and I hate it when that happens. Going to go to bed early tonight and hopefully make up the sleep.

[Forlorn]

Feeling like screaming as loud as I can as a release. I don't want cops showing up though because a neighbor called in a domestic disturbance, so, I'll refrain from doing that. Wouldn't do me any good anyway. It always gets me in some other trouble. Time to vicariously destroy things in Front Mission 1st Remake, like I've been doing all day. Oh, other than feeling like screaming though I feel like breaking something. I'm doing my best to keep it together though. All breaking something would do is cause damage that we'd either have to fix or replace when the finances could be better used in other areas.