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3 hours ago, deaaath said:

Suffering with cotard's syndrome is becoming harder. I was recently diagnosed, after a lot of therapy and work. I feel more dead, I believe I am dead. Everyday I walk and no matter what I don't feel like as if i'm existing. I'm denying all life, all purpose, and now staring at the ceiling as I have the feeling of my organs falling out of my body, as I decay slowly, is my new pastime. 

Everything is becoming bleak...I am death.

That's pretty scary, D. :( You going to be okay? 

37 minutes ago, Kit said:

Learning how to surf. XD

WILSON! 🏐 

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Nearly started renting a house with my gf but the other guy we were gonna rent with pulled out so we cant afford it anymore. Plus I didn't get a job because I was male so feeling pretty rough, just dreaming for a future of being able to travel 

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11 hours ago, Hällregn said:

That's pretty scary, D. :( You going to be okay? 

Cotard's syndrome is pretty much the delusion that you believe you are dead, it's nothing more than a terrible mental health issue that has become apart of me. 

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On 6/30/2022 at 8:34 AM, Animedragon said:

I'm currently in discussions with the supplier to see if we can resolve the problem.
Watch this space for more news.  😐

Update!

The board was returned to the supplier, they kindly sent a courier to collect it. After a few days I had two e-mails from them one saying that the board was faulty and that they'd created an order for a replacement for me, the second saying that the item ordered was out of stock!!

I took the option to cancel the order and will find somewhere that has it in stock.

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12 minutes ago, Animedragon said:

This hot weather is enough to make anyone a nervous wreck.

Indeed, it certainly doesn't help.

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Annoyed and frustrated.

I had foot surgery a few months ago and its taking longer to heal than expected, and I have to wear the boot another month.

But that in itself isn't even the reason. (Though it isn't fun.)

No, the real reason is: As I've vented before, I had a bad breakup a few months ago, after being together 13 years, and one of the factors of the breakup was that he wanted me to fly there this summer, but he was coming here at the very end of September/1st of October (One of the two) and I said with my foot healing we shouldn't make plans for me to fly there until after he was going to come here in October, and he said that made him think I didn't want to come, which didn't make sense, and frustrated me. Well, with me wearing the boot another month, and the doctor not wanting me to fly until at least being out of the boot for a month, I REALLY couldn't have went to see him this summer. So... I had been feeling a little better about the breakup recently, but this just kind of pisses me off all over again, that he didn't want to wait for me a couple months. I always waited for him. Him flying all over the world was always more important that seeing me. I waited. When we too trips, I happily waited for him in hotels while he went to theme parks. (Like not for a day, just long enough to go ride a couple coasters and leave.) But him waiting for me wasn't okay. We did lots of things we both wanted to do, and we always did what he wanted to do, but if it was something just I wanted to do, we never did. It was frustrating. And he was a great guy in general, and we had a great relationship, but just in hindsight, when he left me partially because he didn't want to wait for me, and now it turns out I really couldn't have went, which was always a possibility... Just frustrated.

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I'm a warm weather person, but it's currently 29c and that's a bit too warm even for me and I'm loosing the incentive to do anything except those things that I absolutely must do. 😑

The Met office has issued a red warning for extreme heat for Monday & Tuesday with temperatures expected to be around 39c. 😱

Apparently this is the first time a red warning for heat has ever been issued in the UK

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Today I am very happy.

Here in the UK if you hold a driving license it automatically expires on your 70th birthday and you have to apply for a replacement, and as I will reach that age later this year I had to send off my application for a new license.  Today I received a letter enclosing my new license. So I am a happy Anime Dragon. 😀 🚗

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This is how i'm currently feeling.

 

T̶̗̓̾̑̀͆̈́̌͘̕͘͝h̴̢̧̢̧̛̻̖͉̺̫̙̰̞̮̥͈̩̣͉͉͖͚̲̘̼̫̥͉̪̮̓̊̌̀̔̓͒͊̓̂̏̏͑́̓̈́̉̂̌͑̐͘͜͝͠ę̵̡͍͇̠̩̠̦̞̩̤̲̩̺͎̝̼͙̝̥̝͎͍̊͗́̐̋̀̅̉̃̍̈́̅̾̒̈͋̈́̍̈̓̄̈́̚͠͠͝r̶̝̰̬̗͒̾͆̊͋͋̋̿̈̔̏̑̄͆͆̀̋̈͆̔͋̓͆̈́̃͐̚͘͝ë̴̢̡̢̛̛̱͇̺̖̩͓̟̮̺̹̟̣́̈́̂̓̉̈́̍͑̈́̒̇̓̄́́͜͝͝͝͝ ̶̡̛̩͙̝̺͇͎̦͖͇̮̾̒̓̄̈́̉́͛̓͊̏̿̏́̍̃͑̀̍͊͐́̕̚͝͝͝͠ͅḭ̸̧̨̛̩͇͚̥̙̤͈̤̥̬̝̬̣̫̗̼̩̹̣̭̥̠̈͛̐͗̑̃̈͛̆͛̓̎̑̌̎͑̿̏̚̕̕͝ͅş̵̡̢͇̘̞͠͝ ̸̢̧̜̼̬̼̺͍͉͇͉̺̜̺̩͌̿̓̈́͐͑͊͌͆̄̈́̀̃͊͘͜͝͠͝ͅͅn̷̨̡̡̛̛̪̹͓̖̫̝̻͚̘̣̳͕̝͚͔̲̮̖͔͈̜̬̘̹̬̒͐́̐̈̓͑̽̽̔̈́̐̿̈́ö̷̧̧̡̨̨͎̬̫͚̠͕̯̞̠̩̜͔̖̲͙̞̳̰̙̦̫́͋̇̌̈́̓̀͒́̄̉̓̄̋̈̈́̇̒̒̆̐̓̆͘͝͝͝͠ ̴̛̞̖͕̮̬͚̩̩͖̬̟͓͍̍̀́͗͒͌͛͋̉́̆̈́̊̾̈́̎̂̚͘͝͝͝͠͠͠r̴̨̢̢̯̝̥̖̖̗͎̰̬̦͕̟̭͔̳̣͖͍̀̌͗̄́̈̀̄̄͐̊ͅe̵̡̞̙̙̹̝̩̥͚͚͙̿̌̎̊̉̿͝s̶̨̨͓̜̗̹͙̙̗͔̤͎͔̝̄͒̌̄͛͛͐̇́̚ͅṱ̴̬̣̩͓̬̓͐.̵̨͕̜͈̩͍͍̹̻̼̀̇̌͋́́̑̓̌͗̊͂͋͆̇̉̊̃̆͌͆̌͌̚͝.̶̲̙͍̬͓͔͍͕͉͎̝̫̩̙̥̥̼̠͍̞̻̲̝̥͐͆̀͑͆̏̎̽̃̆̔̏̀̚͜͠.̵̦̙̬̫̊̎͊́̉̂͗

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4 hours ago, PogFrog said:

T̶̗̓̾̑̀͆̈́̌͘̕͘͝h̴̢̧̢̧̛̻̖͉̺̫̙̰̞̮̥͈̩̣͉͉͖͚̲̘̼̫̥͉̪̮̓̊̌̀̔̓͒͊̓̂̏̏͑́̓̈́̉̂̌͑̐͘͜͝͠ę̵̡͍͇̠̩̠̦̞̩̤̲̩̺͎̝̼͙̝̥̝͎͍̊͗́̐̋̀̅̉̃̍̈́̅̾̒̈͋̈́̍̈̓̄̈́̚͠͠͝r̶̝̰̬̗͒̾͆̊͋͋̋̿̈̔̏̑̄͆͆̀̋̈͆̔͋̓͆̈́̃͐̚͘͝ë̴̢̡̢̛̛̱͇̺̖̩͓̟̮̺̹̟̣́̈́̂̓̉̈́̍͑̈́̒̇̓̄́́͜͝͝͝͝ ̶̡̛̩͙̝̺͇͎̦͖͇̮̾̒̓̄̈́̉́͛̓͊̏̿̏́̍̃͑̀̍͊͐́̕̚͝͝͝͠ͅḭ̸̧̨̛̩͇͚̥̙̤͈̤̥̬̝̬̣̫̗̼̩̹̣̭̥̠̈͛̐͗̑̃̈͛̆͛̓̎̑̌̎͑̿̏̚̕̕͝ͅş̵̡̢͇̘̞͠͝ ̸̢̧̜̼̬̼̺͍͉͇͉̺̜̺̩͌̿̓̈́͐͑͊͌͆̄̈́̀̃͊͘͜͝͠͝ͅͅn̷̨̡̡̛̛̪̹͓̖̫̝̻͚̘̣̳͕̝͚͔̲̮̖͔͈̜̬̘̹̬̒͐́̐̈̓͑̽̽̔̈́̐̿̈́ö̷̧̧̡̨̨͎̬̫͚̠͕̯̞̠̩̜͔̖̲͙̞̳̰̙̦̫́͋̇̌̈́̓̀͒́̄̉̓̄̋̈̈́̇̒̒̆̐̓̆͘͝͝͝͠ ̴̛̞̖͕̮̬͚̩̩͖̬̟͓͍̍̀́͗͒͌͛͋̉́̆̈́̊̾̈́̎̂̚͘͝͝͝͠͠͠r̴̨̢̢̯̝̥̖̖̗͎̰̬̦͕̟̭͔̳̣͖͍̀̌͗̄́̈̀̄̄͐̊ͅe̵̡̞̙̙̹̝̩̥͚͚͙̿̌̎̊̉̿͝s̶̨̨͓̜̗̹͙̙̗͔̤͎͔̝̄͒̌̄͛͛͐̇́̚ͅṱ̴̬̣̩͓̬̓͐.̵̨͕̜͈̩͍͍̹̻̼̀̇̌͋́́̑̓̌͗̊͂͋͆̇̉̊̃̆͌͆̌͌̚͝.̶̲̙͍̬͓͔͍͕͉͎̝̫̩̙̥̥̼̠͍̞̻̲̝̥͐͆̀͑͆̏̎̽̃̆̔̏̀̚͜͠.̵̦̙̬̫̊̎͊́̉̂͗

Totally in touch with that emotion.

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4 minutes ago, efaardvark said:

TFW I read through my social-media feeds, including (at least) 99.5% of FB and twitter posts...

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I'd probably have deleted my FB years ago if it weren't for having to make occasional updates for my business and keeping in touch with a very few close friends. I did jump off the twitter train in '17, though. It's possible I might have gained back a few brain cells because of it.

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I really really need to stop stalking my ex online. It's hard though. And he's not very active, but I found out he's in my country, and it feels really weird that he's here.

I gotta do a better job of not letting myself look, and keeping myself distracted.

I really thought I was starting to get over it, but I'm starting to get really down again.

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