Deeath Posted October 11, 2022 Share Posted October 11, 2022 feeling lucky... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Animedragon Posted October 11, 2022 Share Posted October 11, 2022 Feeling a bit sad. One of my friends passed away on Saturday. A good thing for them as their illness meant that they had no quality of life, but sad for the family and friends they left behind. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Animedragon Posted October 11, 2022 Share Posted October 11, 2022 1 hour ago, Soramee_ said: Hope you can recover from this Thanks. I'm sure I will. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Deeath Posted October 13, 2022 Share Posted October 13, 2022 17 hours ago, Soramee_ said: I Still doesn't feel anything. Even after all this time. I never smile for real or feel any emotions. Most of the vtubers I like keep graduating, I always feel stress as if something is in my chest, I'm always tired, it's really difficult to pay attention to anything and my state become worst and worst everyday... I just want to see an escape to all that already. I know that my emotions are here but it's as if I can't feel them. I know you're a person behind a screen, but to me, you are a human with value. I love you man, don't give up. I struggle with cotards, and I understand the feeling. This is only moment in time, and won't be like this forever, keep going, you still have a book to finish (a.k.a your life) and this can't be the finishing chapter. Even though it is hard to smile, feel the empathy, it is painless to let go. I hope my words can cheer you up a little @Soramee_...good luck my friend. <33 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Deeath Posted October 14, 2022 Share Posted October 14, 2022 Struggling, and lost in my head rn. I haven't been bullied since middle school, and my freshman and sophomore year of HS was fine. But now...idk where things are going wrong. People don't seem to like me. I don't want to wake up, I don't want to be here. People are always making fun of me for my Autism and Tics, that it's starting to take a toll on me. I already struggle with chronic depression, so this situation doesn't help WHATSOEVER...my meds seem to not work, I keep self-medicating, and the only thing keeping me sane is my girlfriend. My family is at their wits-end with me, and want to throw me in juvie...they took everything out of my room. Except my bed and clothes. So my room (which is plain white) looks like a psych ward cell. And these voices...these things i'm seeing are making me so paranoid, that I can't even sleep well at night. I couldn't even participate in any of my classes today, and have been sitting in the counseling office in my school for the past hour now. I don't know what to do. The dr^gs only help for so long, my family is giving up on me, and my mental state is depleting. Props to the Love of my Life for keeping me here... 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Deeath Posted October 22, 2022 Share Posted October 22, 2022 this. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Metro Posted October 22, 2022 Share Posted October 22, 2022 Tired and stressed, trying to fit work, sports and study with volunteer fundraising into every week is just head wrecking, to little hours in a day. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Deeath Posted October 25, 2022 Share Posted October 25, 2022 I am feeling quite calm. I was out in nature for over 25 minutes during class, and my mind is at ease. If you didn't know, I truly enjoy mother nature's work. She is a beautiful work of art, and her hands do wonders... My mind was empty, yet I felt my body at its most calmest state it has ever been in! It was a lovely feeling, and I enjoy nature's gentle hands... 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Deeath Posted October 26, 2022 Share Posted October 26, 2022 Really depressed, I feel like a burden - Ive been feeling like literal garbage for days now. And all I can really do is just enclose myself and stay hidden before I lose my mind. My sanity is depleting, and Im not sure how to manage myself. I really don't want to show my face to people anymore, and I keep hearing things, feeling bugs crawling in my skin. This is a terrible feeling, and a scary feeling. I hate existing. I hate this life. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Deeath Posted October 31, 2022 Share Posted October 31, 2022 Feeling very very VERY tired, exhausted. I'm yawning so much, my eyes are starting to burn. And my body is becoming so relaxed i'm struggling to function... Nonetheless, I'm trying to exist, but, Idk, i'm not here, i'm on a different astral plane right now... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Deeath Posted November 1, 2022 Share Posted November 1, 2022 11 hours ago, Otaku Gamer said: I hope you'll be ok. Have you tried to sleep? Yes, but every time I sleep - I just keep waking up, and I never get enough sleep...its exhausting. 9 hours ago, Soramee_ said: totally understandable. this also happen a lot to me and I hate it but hope you get better Thanks, appreciate it Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Clavius Posted November 2, 2022 Share Posted November 2, 2022 On 10/10/2022 at 8:11 AM, Hällregn said: Test post to see if site owner has blocked replies on THK's topic thread or if special permission is needed. It's been a few. So did you disable dm? Read it and want to say that you shouldn't feel guilty for others of they are going to treat you this way. I saw that you deleted your MAL and aniList is there a way we could keep in touch? If not it's ok. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Deeath Posted November 2, 2022 Share Posted November 2, 2022 Very slumped... -*- ready to go to bed.. Sadly not feeling too well mentally either, because, I failed a class last quarter, and had all D's and 1 F. It's depressing. Not only that, my parents are really on me about studying and keeping up with the studying...my mental health is so bad, and I struggle to find the motivation to keep up with things. So I am slumped, stressed, depressed, and ready to...to put it simply and bluntly, not exist. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Deeath Posted November 2, 2022 Share Posted November 2, 2022 1 minute ago, Otaku Gamer said: Things will improve, you just have to be patient for a little while. No matter what happens, try to keep in mind that there are people that care about you. Thank you I appreciate the positive words x 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Animedragon Posted January 18, 2023 Share Posted January 18, 2023 I'm fed up with this cold weather. I want to be able to get out and go places and do things. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Otaking66lives Posted January 18, 2023 Share Posted January 18, 2023 Tired of the flip-flop Florida weather...pick one already! 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Otaking66lives Posted January 19, 2023 Share Posted January 19, 2023 Sleepy...unnhhh...need a day off from work...it's been a nightmare this week... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Posted February 9, 2023 Share Posted February 9, 2023 Nervous and excited at the same time. Maybe a bit more excited than nervous at the moment. Depending on how the response I'm waiting for goes, that could possibly change. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Otaking66lives Posted February 9, 2023 Share Posted February 9, 2023 Honestly? Pretty good! Finally got the raise at my work that we had been promised for over a year. Morale at my job is at an all-time high! 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Animedragon Posted February 9, 2023 Share Posted February 9, 2023 I'm still fed up with this cold weather!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Animedragon Posted February 11, 2023 Share Posted February 11, 2023 3 minutes ago, Otaku Gamer said: Sorry, man. It's pretty chilly here too, but I like the cold. I'm feeling ok, just a little bored. I'm very definitely a warm weather person. It's very easy to get bored this time of year because nothing much happens. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nebulous Posted February 12, 2023 Share Posted February 12, 2023 Tired Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
efaardvark Posted February 13, 2023 Share Posted February 13, 2023 Shocked, bummed, and more than a bit angry. Found out that a friend of mine got killed in a hit-and-run auto accident early last week as he was riding home from work. I've known him since forever. He was a fellow science geek, played trumpet and marched in the HS band, was a motorcycle rider, a classmate in several classes in middle- and high-school, and part of the crowd that I used to hang out at lunch with in school back then. Crazy, but in a good way. He and another friend built a Tesla coil in his garage in HS, then used it to scare off the trick-or-treaters at Halloween. Partner-in-crime to numerous "loud chemistry experiments". (This was long before Google and Youtube btw! Back then we had to actually go to the library and read books to get in that kind of trouble!) After we graduated HS he went on to fly helicopters in the Army. (WOCS, MOS 154C, UH-1 / OH58A/C / CH47 pilot.) He had a wife and son. Way too sudden. And such a senseless way to go! 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Animedragon Posted February 13, 2023 Share Posted February 13, 2023 2 hours ago, efaardvark said: Shocked, bummed, and more than a bit angry. Found out that a friend of mine got killed in a hit-and-run auto accident early last week as he was riding home from work. I've known him since forever. He was a fellow science geek, played trumpet and marched in the HS band, was a motorcycle rider, a classmate in several classes in middle- and high-school, and part of the crowd that I used to hang out at lunch with in school back then. Crazy, but in a good way. He and another friend built a Tesla coil in his garage in HS, then used it to scare off the trick-or-treaters at Halloween. Partner-in-crime to numerous "loud chemistry experiments". (This was long before Google and Youtube btw! Back then we had to actually go to the library and read books to get in that kind of trouble!) After we graduated HS he went on to fly helicopters in the Army. (WOCS, MOS 154C, UH-1 / OH58A/C / CH47 pilot.) He had a wife and son. Way too sudden. And such a senseless way to go! That's just terrible. It's sad enough when a fried dies of natural causes, but to be killed by a hit-and-run driver is just devastating, my heart goes out to you and his poor wife and son who have been robbed of their husband and father. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Posted February 13, 2023 Share Posted February 13, 2023 A bit nervous. Going to see the dermatologist tomorrow to get a bothersome mole on my back removed. I hate needles, and I know that's going to be step 1 of the whole procedure. Good news is, the hard part will be over first thing. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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