efaardvark Posted August 5, 2022 Share Posted August 5, 2022 Tired. Had to be at work until 1am last night / this morning, then I had to log in this morning by 9:30 for a webex / briefing on today's activities and have to be physically back at work by noon. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Posted August 31, 2022 Share Posted August 31, 2022 This morning: Right now: Ugh.... too much happening all at the same time.... which is pretty much status quo then. Sometimes I wonder if I have pure cortisol coursing through my veins rather than blood. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Animedragon Posted August 31, 2022 Share Posted August 31, 2022 1 hour ago, viruxx said: This morning: Right now: Ugh.... too much happening all at the same time.... which is pretty much status quo then. Sometimes I wonder if I have pure cortisol coursing through my veins rather than blood. Too much happening at the same time was a regular occurrence when I was working, some days for every e-mail job I finished and cleared off the system two, or sometimes three, would replace it. I've done the "internally screaming" thing a few times! The worst was when two or three customers all turned up in my room at the same time demanding I do their job NOW! At which point I explained to them that I could only do one job at a time, and that it didn't matter to me which job is was, I then asked them to decide amongst themselves what order I did the jobs. It was great fun watching them do try to do this and while they were arguing I got on with the work. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Posted August 31, 2022 Share Posted August 31, 2022 1 hour ago, Animedragon said: Too much happening at the same time was a regular occurrence when I was working, some days for every e-mail job I finished and cleared off the system two, or sometimes three, would replace it. I've done the "internally screaming" thing a few times! The worst was when two or three customers all turned up in my room at the same time demanding I do their job NOW! At which point I explained to them that I could only do one job at a time, and that it didn't matter to me which job is was, I then asked them to decide amongst themselves what order I did the jobs. It was great fun watching them do try to do this and while they were arguing I got on with the work. Ahh, isn't the public just great? Lol, for me it was more about getting the internet connection reestablished so we could take credit/debit card payments, and that took a fairly lengthy amount of time before an actual person (not the automated, robotic voice) was able to fix the issue. While taking care of that, I also had to get ready to deliver an order to the local community college for a lunch catering, along with cooking up all the menu items we serve everyday in our dining room. I mean, sure, I had some folks helping out in the kitchen, but it still can get a little nerve-racking with all that stuff going on at once. I'm just glad I usually work in the back of the house. I have to take the public in as small a dose as I possibly can. Owning a restaurant is its own level of stress. Never know what's going to happen or when it's gonna happen, just that it never happens at a good time. I guess that's just life in general, eh? BTW, I hope I'm not coming across as a whining child too much. It's just good to vent every now and again. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Animedragon Posted September 1, 2022 Share Posted September 1, 2022 7 hours ago, viruxx said: BTW, I hope I'm not coming across as a whining child too much. It's just good to vent every now and again. Not in the least. Everyone needs a good vent now and then, otherwise I think we'd go crazy. I used to vent at the phone regularly, when it rang I looked at it and shouted "GO AWAY, I'M BUSY!!", Then I'd pick it up and in my best "sunny voice" say "Good morning, how may I help you?". Back of House is much better than Front of House, it may not be any less hectic and busy, but you don't have to deal with customers directly. I learnt very quickly that the phrases "The customer is never wrong" and "The customer is always right" do not mean the same thing. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Animedragon Posted September 1, 2022 Share Posted September 1, 2022 This evening I am feeling very disappointed. I've just found out that the steam railway gala that I've been looking forward to attending for the past four months has been cancelled. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Animedragon Posted September 10, 2022 Share Posted September 10, 2022 Today I have mixed feelings. One the one hand I am sad following the death of our Queen, Her Majesty Queen Elizabeth II while on the other hand I welcome our new King, His Majesty King Charles III. It's the end of one era and the start of a new one. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hällregn Posted October 10, 2022 Share Posted October 10, 2022 Test post to see if site owner has blocked replies on THK's topic thread or if special permission is needed. It's been a few. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Otaking66lives Posted October 10, 2022 Share Posted October 10, 2022 Right now I'm feeling sympathy pain for my best friend/roommate. Her court case to determine if she is eligible for disability has been delayed because her stupid lawyer could not be reached during the assigned time for the hearing. Ugh!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Animedragon Posted October 10, 2022 Share Posted October 10, 2022 39 minutes ago, Otaking66lives said: Right now I'm feeling sympathy pain for my best friend/roommate. Her court case to determine if she is eligible for disability has been delayed because her stupid lawyer could not be reached during the assigned time for the hearing. Ugh!! That's really bad, especially when you consider how much lawyers charge for their services. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Deeath Posted October 11, 2022 Share Posted October 11, 2022 feeling lucky... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Animedragon Posted October 11, 2022 Share Posted October 11, 2022 Feeling a bit sad. One of my friends passed away on Saturday. A good thing for them as their illness meant that they had no quality of life, but sad for the family and friends they left behind. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Soramee_ Posted October 11, 2022 Share Posted October 11, 2022 1 hour ago, Animedragon said: Feeling a bit sad. One of my friends passed away on Saturday. A good thing for them as their illness meant that they had no quality of life, but sad for the family and friends they left behind. Hope you can recover from this 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Animedragon Posted October 11, 2022 Share Posted October 11, 2022 1 hour ago, Soramee_ said: Hope you can recover from this Thanks. I'm sure I will. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Soramee_ Posted October 13, 2022 Share Posted October 13, 2022 I Still doesn't feel anything. Even after all this time. I never smile for real or feel any emotions. Most of the vtubers I like keep graduating, I always feel stress as if something is in my chest, I'm always tired, it's really difficult to pay attention to anything and my state become worst and worst everyday... I just want to see an escape to all that already. I know that my emotions are here but it's as if I can't feel them. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Deeath Posted October 13, 2022 Share Posted October 13, 2022 17 hours ago, Soramee_ said: I Still doesn't feel anything. Even after all this time. I never smile for real or feel any emotions. Most of the vtubers I like keep graduating, I always feel stress as if something is in my chest, I'm always tired, it's really difficult to pay attention to anything and my state become worst and worst everyday... I just want to see an escape to all that already. I know that my emotions are here but it's as if I can't feel them. I know you're a person behind a screen, but to me, you are a human with value. I love you man, don't give up. I struggle with cotards, and I understand the feeling. This is only moment in time, and won't be like this forever, keep going, you still have a book to finish (a.k.a your life) and this can't be the finishing chapter. Even though it is hard to smile, feel the empathy, it is painless to let go. I hope my words can cheer you up a little @Soramee_...good luck my friend. <33 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Deeath Posted October 14, 2022 Share Posted October 14, 2022 Struggling, and lost in my head rn. I haven't been bullied since middle school, and my freshman and sophomore year of HS was fine. But now...idk where things are going wrong. People don't seem to like me. I don't want to wake up, I don't want to be here. People are always making fun of me for my Autism and Tics, that it's starting to take a toll on me. I already struggle with chronic depression, so this situation doesn't help WHATSOEVER...my meds seem to not work, I keep self-medicating, and the only thing keeping me sane is my girlfriend. My family is at their wits-end with me, and want to throw me in juvie...they took everything out of my room. Except my bed and clothes. So my room (which is plain white) looks like a psych ward cell. And these voices...these things i'm seeing are making me so paranoid, that I can't even sleep well at night. I couldn't even participate in any of my classes today, and have been sitting in the counseling office in my school for the past hour now. I don't know what to do. The dr^gs only help for so long, my family is giving up on me, and my mental state is depleting. Props to the Love of my Life for keeping me here... 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Deeath Posted October 22, 2022 Share Posted October 22, 2022 this. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Metro Posted October 22, 2022 Share Posted October 22, 2022 Tired and stressed, trying to fit work, sports and study with volunteer fundraising into every week is just head wrecking, to little hours in a day. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Deeath Posted October 25, 2022 Share Posted October 25, 2022 I am feeling quite calm. I was out in nature for over 25 minutes during class, and my mind is at ease. If you didn't know, I truly enjoy mother nature's work. She is a beautiful work of art, and her hands do wonders... My mind was empty, yet I felt my body at its most calmest state it has ever been in! It was a lovely feeling, and I enjoy nature's gentle hands... 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Deeath Posted October 26, 2022 Share Posted October 26, 2022 Really depressed, I feel like a burden - Ive been feeling like literal garbage for days now. And all I can really do is just enclose myself and stay hidden before I lose my mind. My sanity is depleting, and Im not sure how to manage myself. I really don't want to show my face to people anymore, and I keep hearing things, feeling bugs crawling in my skin. This is a terrible feeling, and a scary feeling. I hate existing. I hate this life. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Deeath Posted October 31, 2022 Share Posted October 31, 2022 Feeling very very VERY tired, exhausted. I'm yawning so much, my eyes are starting to burn. And my body is becoming so relaxed i'm struggling to function... Nonetheless, I'm trying to exist, but, Idk, i'm not here, i'm on a different astral plane right now... 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Soramee_ Posted November 1, 2022 Share Posted November 1, 2022 3 hours ago, PogFrog said: Feeling very very VERY tired, exhausted. I'm yawning so much, my eyes are starting to burn. And my body is becoming so relaxed i'm struggling to function... Nonetheless, I'm trying to exist, but, Idk, i'm not here, i'm on a different astral plane right now... totally understandable. this also happen a lot to me and I hate it but hope you get better 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Deeath Posted November 1, 2022 Share Posted November 1, 2022 11 hours ago, Otaku Gamer said: I hope you'll be ok. Have you tried to sleep? Yes, but every time I sleep - I just keep waking up, and I never get enough sleep...its exhausting. 9 hours ago, Soramee_ said: totally understandable. this also happen a lot to me and I hate it but hope you get better Thanks, appreciate it 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Clavius Posted November 2, 2022 Share Posted November 2, 2022 On 10/10/2022 at 8:11 AM, Hällregn said: Test post to see if site owner has blocked replies on THK's topic thread or if special permission is needed. It's been a few. So did you disable dm? Read it and want to say that you shouldn't feel guilty for others of they are going to treat you this way. I saw that you deleted your MAL and aniList is there a way we could keep in touch? If not it's ok. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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