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Hello there! Welcome to AF! My name is Kirry, and if you have any questions or concerns, do not hesitate to send me a message! Thank you so much for joining our small community! Have a nice day!

Hello there! Welcome to AF! My name is Kirry, and if you have any questions or concerns, do not hesitate to send me a message! Thank you so much for joining our small community! Have a nice day!

Oh god, most songs from KH tug at my heart. Good choice. As for me, there's plenty of music that tugs at me but I guess I'll just start out with a few that come to mind right in this moment... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=utXF0PGPD3Q For me, Sakura Nagashi is one of those songs that literally brings me to tears when I listen to it. It is hard to explain, but between the music and te lyrics, I find it hard not to cry when I hear it. "No matter how frightening it is, I won't look away if there is love at the end of everything." http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Ta0vEnki9E Another Utada Hikaru song, this one really makes me feel a lot. I have been listening to it for years now. "Still, when you thank me, It seems somewhat painful And the magic that comes after we say goodbye Leaves traces of the bittersweet. This is the flavour of life." http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=95hfNjZictY Going to throw it back to my younger days when MCR was the most relateable thing I had going for me. This song makes me cry. Sleeping at Last seriously has an array of music that literally tugs at my heart strings. But this is one of my personal favorites. If you know me, then you know Journey is one of my favorite bands of all time. This song literally murders my soul. It's one of my absolute favorite love ballads and I can play this on loop.

Generally I use youtube when I am on my computer. I will listen to one song, and then it will turn into a new song and then another and another and then I end up discovering things I have no listened to before. I've been doing this for years, but recently spotify. I will turn on a certain station and then just listen to what it has to offer.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n3NHem937Xs

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dQLngV189IU

My favorite time of the day is actually early morning, if I could ever get back in to the routine of waking up early. There is nothing more beautiful than a sunrise, morning dew and birds waking up. I am actually quite happy around that time of the day. I find myself being up most nights, but I actually am not the biggest fan of night time. My moods are weird around that time. I do rather love a mid-day nap though lol

I would love that! Thank you!

I apologize if it seemed like I was looking for pity or anything. It was tough, but alternatively made me who I am today. And even if I struggle with certain things, I take a lot from my past experiences, whether I am a bit bitter or not. No pain, no gain.

It makes me feel a bit fuzzy inside, as no one has ever said that to me, and it is also my actual name. I am going through a difficult time mentally. But every day is becoming a bit more positive than the last. And so for that, I am grateful. I also appreciate you for asking, as you know a bit about this already. It is comforting to know that I have friends here, even if far away, I genuinely see you all as friends. I suppose I would have no other alternative but to continue on. As one of my favorite music lyrics quotes says: "I am not afraid to keep on living, I am not afraid to walk this world alone." Yes. I work off commission, so my job has been absorbing my life as of late. It is exhausting. But I am trying to make more time to have an active presence here as I love this home. Both. I accept all sizes. Or, fruit, I mean. Hue.

I disagree. My feeling of obligation comes from a lifetime of semi-abusive relationships. I did not have the perfect relationship with my mother or father, but I loved them, still do. However, because of certain circumstances of my childhood, I had to take care of my family. This made it difficult to say no after time passed, because of my love for them. Even though they put me through some difficult times, I felt obligated by circumstance. However, this does not deflect or take away from the fact that they are my family and I love them. It is more or less a personal issue I have with the word no. With no one else to step in, it became up to me. And so because of that, I feel like a martyr 95% of the time. Alternatively, it made me bitter over time. As far as friends, same situations. Bad experiences with friends who were not my friends, made me bitter in the long run. So now when I have new friends, who are actually decent people, I find it hard to have patience because I grow cynical and assume the worst of every relationship. Thinking the inevitable. When will they ask too much or take too much from me?

Pretty much a fan of a lot of foreign music. I love many things, but K-pop (also J-pop) as been something I have enjoyed since a young age. I will admit however, that over the years I have fallen off the wagon. Not because I do not enjoy it, just constantly busy, it's been difficult to keep up with anything, even anime. I would not say I am picky as I enjoy most music. Some of the stuff I use to listen to included Super Junior, Miss A, 2PM, TVXQ, ShinEE, Big Bang, Girls Generation, BoA. G-Dragon, Outsider... I'm interested in getting back into it!

This is a really interesting topic... Thanks for sharing your journey, @Kohloo I would like to think I have a great deal of patience for certain things in life. For example, grooming is one of them. I have a far greater amount of patience for animals than most people. Grooming can be a highly stressful job. While most people consider it, "playing with puppies all day," this is actually what my day is like: Dealing with aggressive dogs. My favorite thing in the world [/sarcasm] is when a pet parent doesn't believe when their dog tried to nearly take my fingers off. I get the typical "My dog would NEVER bite!" lines. The actual fact of the matter is, grooming can be like alien abduction to dogs, ESPECIALLY if they're unsocialized. Dogs act on isntinct. When you're doing something they don't like (which, face it, most dogs don't enjoy being poked and prodded for hours) they are more likely to act on fight or flight. Alternatively, there are many other forms of aggression in dogs. You have kennel aggression (where they become aggressive when kenneled), parent aggression (when they're aggressive in parents presence as an act of protection), fear aggression (relay back to fight or flight), dog aggression (when they become aggressive around other dogs). We have seen the sweetest of dogs bite in grooming. And it's not fun to be bit. But as a groomer, it's not a matter of IF but WHEN. Dealing with gross. My job entails dealing with an array of disgusting things. Expressing anal glands, dealing with being pooped on, peed on, thrown up on. Worms. Fleas. Ticks. Perfecting breed standard cuts. When you get the picky customer who expects nothing short of perfection. Meeting sales. Selling your work as a groomer and trying to make money when you work mainly off commission. Little clients, little money. And yet, despite having an incredible amount of patience for my profession, I have little patience for being in public, people (mainly multiple people). I grew up with extreme social anxiety (rashes, panic attacks, you name it.) This could be why I have more patience for dealing with dogs than I do with the pet parents, or people in general. Over the years I have become a tad more comfortable, but mainly because I HAD to. With meeting certain societal standards, education, jobs, etc, I've had to adapt and learn to become more patient with people. But it does not mean I don't have the occasional anxiety attack in the back or when I come home I don't lose my s***. People make me uncomfortable. And I suppose this is why I have little patience for them. Every day is a challenge to become more patient in that aspect. I try to even be more patient with friends and family, as often times I find myself annoyed or irritated by them. This is why I tend to seclude myself a lot. It's not that I'm heartless, or that I hate people. It's mainly that I feel trapped in certain situations by obligation when I'm around them. Or sometimes it's because I display too much of myself and feel vulnerable around them. Or maybe I don't understand it at all. But, I feel that with age, I have gotten a bit better with it.

Really? I hate them Lol Blueberry~

Last picture with purp before I go back to blue and being a blueberry~ < 3

You know I'll make you something wife, you just have to send me details xP

Even though @Sekkarou was just joking around, he actually won. The number I wrote down was 68. Lol Congrats, Sekky.

Feeling bored~ Guess the number I am thinking of, it is between 1-200. Closest person to the number gets a signature + avi set made by me. You have until 6/8/17 9 AM EST

Go on an adventure of slaughtering duck horses