Deeath

From the Dark ("December Moon" Demo) Band: Morbid Raw vocals of Per Yngve Ohlin (Pelle Ohlin) before Mayhem. (Per Ohlin - Pelle)

no. as a misanthrope, nihilist, and someone with cotard's syndrome, its hard to be satisfied with life.

Welcome to the chaos. I am also italian but I'm more fluent in English because that's what I was raised around, although I do know how to speak the native language... Enjoy your time here...

Today all I ate was a Sonic double cheeseburger. Just the sandwich. That was around 2:30pm Now it is 6:42pm and I am snacking on a bag of Hot Cheetos and a orange mango Sparkling Ice.

Highly recommend you listen to this - if you like metal if you have a taste for black metal, then you'll 99.9% love this! My new favourite song on repeat!

This is how i'm currently feeling. T̶̗̓̾̑̀͆̈́̌͘̕͘͝h̴̢̧̢̧̛̻̖͉̺̫̙̰̞̮̥͈̩̣͉͉͖͚̲̘̼̫̥͉̪̮̓̊̌̀̔̓͒͊̓̂̏̏͑́̓̈́̉̂̌͑̐͘͜͝͠ę̵̡͍͇̠̩̠̦̞̩̤̲̩̺͎̝̼͙̝̥̝͎͍̊͗́̐̋̀̅̉̃̍̈́̅̾̒̈͋̈́̍̈̓̄̈́̚͠͠͝r̶̝̰̬̗͒̾͆̊͋͋̋̿̈̔̏̑̄͆͆̀̋̈͆̔͋̓͆̈́̃͐̚͘͝ë̴̢̡̢̛̛̱͇̺̖̩͓̟̮̺̹̟̣́̈́̂̓̉̈́̍͑̈́̒̇̓̄́́͜͝͝͝͝ ̶̡̛̩͙̝̺͇͎̦͖͇̮̾̒̓̄̈́̉́͛̓͊̏̿̏́̍̃͑̀̍͊͐́̕̚͝͝͝͠ͅḭ̸̧̨̛̩͇͚̥̙̤͈̤̥̬̝̬̣̫̗̼̩̹̣̭̥̠̈͛̐͗̑̃̈͛̆͛̓̎̑̌̎͑̿̏̚̕̕͝ͅş̵̡̢͇̘̞͠͝ ̸̢̧̜̼̬̼̺͍͉͇͉̺̜̺̩͌̿̓̈́͐͑͊͌͆̄̈́̀̃͊͘͜͝͠͝ͅͅn̷̨̡̡̛̛̪̹͓̖̫̝̻͚̘̣̳͕̝͚͔̲̮̖͔͈̜̬̘̹̬̒͐́̐̈̓͑̽̽̔̈́̐̿̈́ö̷̧̧̡̨̨͎̬̫͚̠͕̯̞̠̩̜͔̖̲͙̞̳̰̙̦̫́͋̇̌̈́̓̀͒́̄̉̓̄̋̈̈́̇̒̒̆̐̓̆͘͝͝͝͠ ̴̛̞̖͕̮̬͚̩̩͖̬̟͓͍̍̀́͗͒͌͛͋̉́̆̈́̊̾̈́̎̂̚͘͝͝͝͠͠͠r̴̨̢̢̯̝̥̖̖̗͎̰̬̦͕̟̭͔̳̣͖͍̀̌͗̄́̈̀̄̄͐̊ͅe̵̡̞̙̙̹̝̩̥͚͚͙̿̌̎̊̉̿͝s̶̨̨͓̜̗̹͙̙̗͔̤͎͔̝̄͒̌̄͛͛͐̇́̚ͅṱ̴̬̣̩͓̬̓͐.̵̨͕̜͈̩͍͍̹̻̼̀̇̌͋́́̑̓̌͗̊͂͋͆̇̉̊̃̆͌͆̌͌̚͝.̶̲̙͍̬͓͔͍͕͉͎̝̫̩̙̥̥̼̠͍̞̻̲̝̥͐͆̀͑͆̏̎̽̃̆̔̏̀̚͜͠.̵̦̙̬̫̊̎͊́̉̂͗

I usually focus on writing music, playing video games and relaxing to settle my mind. During the school year, I take the time to catch up on work for my school - or playing my guitar.

(Madara Uchiha - Naruto) (Tatsu - The way of the Househusband) (Eijirou Kirishima - MHA)

Hello good human, welcome to the Forums <[:) Enjoy your time here, and mingle around and perhaps you'll find something or start something new... Welcome to the chaos!

Had soup

Last night - I decided to take it upon myself to grind competitive Overwatch for nearly 5 hours straight, a tedious run, and I sure did get great sleep that night. Tonight I'm going to be on that "grind" again - with a total of 2172 comp points out of the 3000 I need to get my 5th golden gun, which will be for Reinhardt, the run will not be a simple 2-3 day thing, this is going to take a while...as...losing games is quite evident in this season with the meta. Season 35 is the peak of terrible meta's, and to be honest the DPS meta is quite a mess at this point, so with competitive team composition.

Dead grass everywhere, with the lack of rain and the amount of heat we are getting in Ohio, it's pretty evident that there'll be some dead grass forming. We've had some storms, but never long enough to keep the grass alive ... and tbh, it makes it harder to mow grass, because with patches of live grass growing with dead grass in the mix, that means I can never keep track of where I mowed... Can't wait for the winter, snow, cold, no mowing needed, just pure bliss of the dead winter nights - meaning I can dissolve into the wind chillingly.

Well, kinda just searched up "Anime Forums" online, looking for a good anime based forum place, and I must've like it a lot considering it's been months and i'm still active on here! Doing what I love and being effective in this community, so I'm glad I found this place months ago. Hope to be here years to come...

Welcome to the chaos, enjoy your time here

Tiger & Bunny The anime pulled me in at the start, but honestly the storyline never really interested me the more I watched it. Not saying it's a bad anime, no, i'm just saying I lost interest in continuing it...after all, I have other animes I look forward to and are watching at this moment that pull me in more.

Interesting! I planned on doing more research on English teams, glad to see this!

Cotard's syndrome is pretty much the delusion that you believe you are dead, it's nothing more than a terrible mental health issue that has become apart of me.

Suffering with cotard's syndrome is becoming harder. I was recently diagnosed, after a lot of therapy and work. I feel more dead, I believe I am dead. Everyday I walk and no matter what I don't feel like as if i'm existing. I'm denying all life, all purpose, and now staring at the ceiling as I have the feeling of my organs falling out of my body, as I decay slowly, is my new pastime. Everything is becoming bleak...I am death.

The Giraffes are hella cute man, I love that doodling style of yours, as an artist, this is something I wish I could perfect...the doodling style :,))) Decided to draw myself - sorry or the bad quality, dont have a phone, only a webcam ^^" TW: Gore.

Welcome to the forums, you'll know me as D. Enjoy the chaos, and enjoy the friendly fam here !

Played some Halo Infinite, king of the hill - sadly the enemy team won, but I was the highest score with 2,255 as my score in the lobby. 16 kills total, which was a good streak for the match, would've been better if we won, but, can't win them all. The game plan for later after I get done doing some stuff outside of gaming is playing some Minecraft, maybe playing some SMITE as well to get back on that grind. Minecraft is great for relaxation, but SMITE is my go-to when I want to get some streaks going.