SAO LILDOOP

God of war 3, Infamous 2, Tekken 7. The ending for all three really got me, I'm just glad GOW didn't end at 3.

Griffith from Berserk. He is literally perfect in every way, I love his ideology and his strength, extremely inspirational; he is so powerful and he gets what he wants for himself, no compromises. Despite his strength and desire for self-accomplishment however, he is extremely caring (though this aspect of his character is not easily visible due to his demeanor). How can you not love that? Also, he is just sexy as frick, lol.

Welcome to AF, you sound sweet and nice, I hope you like it here!

Expression of expressions! To begin such a poem, to incite such a feeling, into you, my dear reader, would seem quite impossible, for unless you, with your own eyes had gazed, upon the glory, the beauty of he, would you not drop to your knee. Therefore In this, my hallowed requiem, I assure you, disappointment is key, as from mine feelings un-fleeting cannot I flee, for who am I to be to thee, a portrayer of truth or merely fiction? Creating such friction within my soul, would tear through my heart, a gaping hole, and for this reason must I attempt to recreate, in full my dear, that which cannot be reproduced, that which cannot be recreated nor which feelings can be again induced without again with sole eyes meeting upon such splendorous youth, such winsome features, oh, such beauty defiles all other creatures, my mind reviles all but one, for without he I would have none, not the moon nor the sun, so think not that you and I, shall share a minds adjacent eye, for though you feel no sorrow now, if you’re eyes had witnessed he as have mine, you would find torment a friend, lowing sorrowfully, a mewling cry. Despite this, my words will not thee offend, as can the future not you scry… After now what seems to me, as could only be, a quite long introduction, deserving though so, must I begin, to saturate the open air, with what in mind lays within. It seems almost a sin, my forthcoming description, for as I have said before, more so in mine own mind, he is one of a kind. His eyes, open do they, Saturn, mars, Jupiter do gayly splay themselves apart, oh such fine art, the finger of God only could have created, and as his eyes do bat, such planetary infinity doth depart, as does darkness upon you begin to start, unnoticed before as may it have been, now ever-present draws its being, cursed am I, woe is me! For hadn’t I an eye, I would not see, I would not flee, from all other beauty, for such majesty, has unequivocally ruined me, and though truth bears herself before me, naked, panting orgasmically, the height of climax aforehand passed, I turn away. T’would not last a reality, denying what I cannot unsee, for though forget may I be urged, though remember past times indecently submerged, I cannot, for not simply impossible is it for the sake of impossibility, but for mine own, for before forget, I’d rather rot, heaven? I’d rather not, am I selfish? I think not, for even now tie I, final knot ‘round noose as do my eyes beget destruction, staring yearningly at yonder tree, symbol of ecstasy, forbidden fruit, I mustn’t touch, but to refrain, my heart I’d be forced to clutch… Upon stool, standing tall do now I pant, unwilling still to recant, living now, though facing death, a life of love, though to such recalcitrant, as now in death I catch my breath, it feels years, years of unshed tears, face in mirrors hidden, cursing and staring back upon myself, cared I so much for my peer’s opinions? On such whims based I my life’s expectations! Question no longer do I, for in hell would I rather fry, then myself, no, than he deny, any more than I denied me. So release I my heart now from a firm grasp, and shudder do I, stone turned to glass, this moment know I, this moment won’t pass, as in a thousand years as I lay softly beside, my groom in stride, my heart will beat patiently inside, as I his bride, on a chariot ride, to heaven, to hell? I cannot yet tell, nor then could I, for in mine own mind do I lie, serpents may wind within the hearts of others, enumerating sins, abundant as clovers in field of same kind, but I care not for the pot, stirred with yearning and lusts of practitioners’ of guilt, for the walls of said pot have built not themselves. Concerned am I not by the demands of minds, minds not divine but simply figs, placed neatly on a vine, no stop-sign constructed by one not on high could bring me to sigh and within die, for to do so would I, yes myself indeed, willingly assume the role of God, and forcibly my heart bleed… Woe is me, no you in truth, for I behave quite uncouth, describe such beauty I would said I, yet until now, described have I only an eye, though for me an eye, but a single one, causeth my soul to fry, my woman-hood to numb, scare I thee, with my passionate soliloquy? Offend I thine ear with mine oration? If be the case, damn you I say, for afford could I not delegation! No, for eyes have not lain upon him before, from a mere look make I myself a whore, though a whore to adore, think not of me dirty, but pure. As I do pace to and fro, into tumultuous tremors do I my mind throw, for lucky would be I to merely kiss his toe. Caress his face, his luminously gilt lips? Nay, for though I lay naked before him, no sensuality of mine own would I feel, but guilt alone, yea, deservant am not I of his embrace, for he is gold and I am lowly roan. If ever were I to lie with him, t’would such a circumstance take hold upon me only of his grace, for for his face, run would I a million mile race a billion times over, to merely achieve the title of “disgrace” before him, for his body, it excites and doth attention capture, a collar-bone so sharp, outclassing even the string of a harp, expansion of expansions, expression of expressions! An Adam’s apple like unto Noah’s ark, beautifully alone across a surface so pure. Hark, beauty so stark, exists not in dreams nor in visions, no, it pollutes the seams, prostrating itself above such divisions! A body out of time, making not even a climb to reach heaven, divine, a body so delightfully queer, even the angels cannot but sneer! Jealousy of jealousies, can no one compare!? It is ever true, for after seeing he who’s name know not I, does the entirety of humanity stand still, does nature lay bare. It seemeth not fair, for to fair be he, and so doth humanity huddle beneath thither loathsome lee, as doth his towel from off his body descend, the heavens do rend, and from the expanse do angels begin to fall, both large and small, smitten with jealousy, smitten with lust, godly armor driven to rust, the sight of he, cannot I detail, for would I only miserably fail, a body so frail and yet so powerful, erotic, magnetic, eccentric pull, I cannot but allow myself to into death’s arm’s lull… No more do the masses make my decisions, no more does mammon cause me a famine, for of love was I starved though not any longer, of the elderly and undeveloped was I charged, now such ties are cut asunder, for if mine riches, earned not by I, must die for me to with him lie, “Fine”, say I, allow the poor to them plunder, for rules without heart are corrupted from the start. For though witness did I the decry of the shamed, not a tear did I cry when it counted, so myself had I blamed, adopting values same, for shame, such a pitiful game, for now realize I the foolishness of my dutifulness, as without a moment’s hesitation called he me thither and played my entire being as does a musician a zither… Notes: Hope you guys like it! I was inspired by @babaydamercurygahsayg to write a poem in this style as I normally write them differently. Anyway, I hope you are all realizing youa re having a beautiful day! ~♥

I haven't seen Tokyo Ghoul, DBZ, Cow-boy Bebop or Sailor Moon.

I was on AF yesterday on a library CPU and I clicked a link on this site that took me to a site selling manga for 80% discount. I forgot the name of the site however, would anybody happen to know or remember what site that was? Any help would be appreciated.

Oh man, I feel you're pain; been downloading SW:Battlefront 2 for about a week now and it's only like 60% done.

What I normally do for others is chat with them; I try to help depressed people over the internet, mostly in YouTube comments under sad videos and such and I have indeed helped many people. I write poems and post them to uplift people as well, as I cannot stand to see depression running rampant as it is. Irl I find it harder to speak so kindly as I do online. I feel I am more myself online when it comes to such things as irl I find it harder to get all sappy, idk why; something I need to work on. For myself I listen to music (relaxing piano/flute/zither music, Chakra healing/meditation, Binaural beats, Lofi etc.) and today I listened to a Lofi hip-hop mix and am now listening to "Don't wake me just yet | Emotional music album" and "Binaural beat sleep meditation: heart chakra ANAHATA cleansing, positive energy boost" on a lower volume and separate tab. These kinds of music really keep me in a good mood as their good vibes subliminally slip into my mind and being as I listen. Also, Nyanners is one of my favourite channels on YouTube and I listen to her all the time; I cannot help but smile and feel joyous when listening to her, she's just great. ~♥ Aside from music and all that, I love just looking outside and experiencing nature. I like taking walks and just gazing at her beauty, just looking at nature really boosts my mood, I can almost always find joy in her beauty; nature really puts me in a meditative mood as I just appreciate it so much for all it does to keep us humans healthy despite our un-caring attitude towards it as a race; also I can see God through it, everything he has created and it is good. :3 This is why I like to say, "Realize you are having a beautiful day", because no matter what, even if you feel like you're having a bad day, you are not. There is beauty literally everywhere around you and in near everything, God's love surrounds us all everyday; I just wish everyone would realize that and come to him, as it is because they don't that there is so much sadness in the world. That is because you are beautiful, I hope you continue to gain confidence as well and always remember how important you are.

Great teacher Onizuka, Akira, Amagi Brilliant Park, Kiki's delivery service, Eden of the East, That time I Got Reincarnated as a Slime, Ergo Proxy, Yu-Gi-Oh!, Higurashi no naku koro ni.

My personal favourite game is Magic the Gathering; however that is a card game. When I am playing with more people, Monopoly is my fave party game; it takes forever but its really fun (My dad always wins though, lol).

Well hello there, welcome to AF; I hope you enjoy it here! You sound freaking awesome (sry if to enthusiastic, lol) but from what you have described about yourself, you remind me a lot of myself; I would love to hang out in PM's or whatever; I would also like to read some of you're poetry, I write poetry as well. Feel free to join poetry club if you want, I haven't posted much on there but I have posted some poems, also I have like 200 pages worth of poetry on an MS word document, lol. Oh and btw, I used to be depressed thinking life would pass me by too; I hated the monotony, everyday was so alike the last but you have got to realize that no matter where you are you can accomplish great things. That is one of the reasons I started writing poetry I think, I wanted to write something that made a difference, I am also working on 5 novels and some fan-fiction atm; anyway, feel free to chat with me about whatever. PS. AF is a very supportive and well-mannered site, all registered users I have met are very polite and should not message anything bad, however once or twice some people will join up just to harass forumers, I was messaged a lot of wierdness from such people (but it happens rarely), anyway if that happens just report and block. I hope you realize you are having a beautiful day, bye!

Welcome to AF, I hope you enjoy it here! Btw, what is you're favorite fighting game?

I would want to live in a super-hero type anime, where almost everybody had powers (OPM, Naruto, etc). However my life right now would just be considered a: Slice of life/comedy/drama with some mature themes. Probably rated T for teens, lol.

Alive and yet so Dead I am alive, on life do I thrive, every morning to this earth I arrive, yet into depression do I dive, As I my poems archive, past struggles, distant pains, never-ending tunnels, no-stop trains, It's strange really, this feeling of anxiety, existing only in my past, yet refusing today's piety, I am sorely outclassed, in my own society, as though I am over it, though I am glad, my subconscious mind goes into a fit, driving itself mad, It's not hard to deal with, for what is there to it? Its easy to live, though I cannot stop chomping at the bit, hungry for death, for morbid world-views, cannot take a breath, while watching the news, Yet I am filled with joy, smiling everyday in the church pews, Or am I yet coy, by mine own self truly abused, I think it is this, yes this alone, I cannot forget the fist, that shattered my bone, it was so powerful, it did not relent, made me so sorrowful, yet I live unrepentant, wearing his face as a pendant, my work living by his every tenet, because despite my hate for him, he gave me a purpose, my life no longer a monotonous sim, no longer a recluse, living only to myself reduce, so despite the pain he caused me, despite bringing me down to one knee, I can live ever thankfully, as he is now my friend as well as my enemy, without whom I could not live so powerfully, without whom I could never be so free...

Wow, this poem is absolutely fantastic; in fact it is my favourite of your poems. It honestly filled me with wonder, I could just so vividly imagine your words coming to life, simply beautiful.

I watch Pewdiepie and Nyanners a lot, I probably watch gaming channels like: Mainmanswe, Blue3Angels, A.X.L, Lionheart, etc (yea, all Tekken gaming channels, lol) the most though. And I used to watch Alex Jones by far the most but he is ban from Youtube now because of the anti-free speech agenda.

Re:Zero Main character is a complete and utter loser, he sucks at almost everything he does and despite everything he goes through he always just sucks, its like he cant improve at all; it is because of this as well as his character that he is my least favorite anime character ever, you may like the show if you are just looking for an utterly pathetic MC.

I just started playing MTG:Arena yesterday, I have completed the tutorial and have been playing against people online, I just won my first match a little bit ago; it is super fun! Just wondering if anybody on AF plays, maybe we could have some friendly matches sometime? Anyway, my player name is LILDOOP if you feel like dueling. Btw my CPU's fan is screwed up so if I disconnect randomly don't think I rage-quit or anything (I do plan on fixing my CPU soon however).

Thank you so much, I really appreciate that.

*Drinks water* Lol, I'ma be sitting around and playing games (For Honor). My mom is gonna have some valentines stuff to do, idk what but she likes having parties. But yea I am single, gonna be studying for college (doing 3 classes atm) and just lazing about.

I would turn my PS4 console and controller as well as myself super Saiyan, lol.