Zeref Posted July 30, 2024 Share Posted July 30, 2024 Still sleepy from yesterday I feel good about the fact I have a new job to start soon and I've been thinking about all day. Now I have anxiety and anticipation for it that I never had before the interview. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sakura Posted July 31, 2024 Share Posted July 31, 2024 I feel bored and snack-ish. I'm trying to resist snacking on things though just because I'm bored which is actually really hard to do x.x 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
EnviousEnvy Posted July 31, 2024 Share Posted July 31, 2024 Sleepy and hot Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Animedragon Posted July 31, 2024 Share Posted July 31, 2024 1 hour ago, EnviousEnvy said: Sleepy and hot I'm hot and not a bit sleepy because it's too hot to sleep. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Digimon_Sommelier Posted July 31, 2024 Share Posted July 31, 2024 I feel like myself and others need to be free from stress. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Animedragon Posted July 31, 2024 Share Posted July 31, 2024 My energy levels have been seriously depleted by the current hot weather . 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zeref Posted July 31, 2024 Share Posted July 31, 2024 I actually felt awake today because I had a long and good night sleep. 1 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sakura Posted August 1, 2024 Share Posted August 1, 2024 Pretty gooood, there is cooler temps because of the storms earlier so I don't have a headache because of the heat right now. 1 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Forlorn Posted August 1, 2024 Share Posted August 1, 2024 I feel ok. The chaos I'm forced to hear and can't drown out with anything no matter how loud I make it isn't as bad when I'm upstairs. Well... idk, these voices seem to have different moods just like people do. >< When they're angry at me though they get loud and that's when I tend to be irritable and talk out loud a lot. But today's been pretty tame as far as they go(so far anyway). That's why I'm in a fairly good mood, except the worrying that the 2 nearby wildfires are going to consume this town and force us to evacuate. I can't seem to stop thinking about that possibility. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zeref Posted August 1, 2024 Share Posted August 1, 2024 I feel okay but I feel tired from work and happy that tomorrow is at least Friday. I only have 1 more week at work at this job before I can start my new job. 1 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sakura Posted August 2, 2024 Share Posted August 2, 2024 I just feel stressed out and anxious and it's been progressively getting worse all week. 1 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Forlorn Posted August 2, 2024 Share Posted August 2, 2024 20 hours ago, Sakura said: I just feel stressed out and anxious and it's been progressively getting worse all week. I hope you feel better soon. ;.;; Right now I'm feeling a little suspicious... or paranoid... of both of my folks. It's probably nothing, maybe something, I don't know at this point and I'm too damn worn out to keep trying to tell the difference even though I apparently can't even discern what I think I hear from what someone's really saying. Unless I'm looking at someone's face and watching their mouth form the words I'm hearing or talking on the phone. Sometimes I wonder if this is my personal Hell for something I did in a past life. 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zeref Posted August 2, 2024 Share Posted August 2, 2024 I feel okay. I feel as if I should feel happy it is Friday and no work for 2 whole days but I'm just tired. I think I will take a nap soon. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sakura Posted August 3, 2024 Share Posted August 3, 2024 I feel a lot better today. Stress and anxiety are gone because the rent office fixed their issue and were able to tell us what our rent is lol Never been so happy to hand away large sums of money but it was stressing me out that they couldn't tell us what rent was due x.x 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zeref Posted August 3, 2024 Share Posted August 3, 2024 I woke up early for me on a Saturday at 8:30 AM. I don't know if I will get tired later on but I hope not. For now I am feeling good. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sakura Posted August 4, 2024 Share Posted August 4, 2024 I got up fairly early for me on a Saturday too which was around 10:30 AM I think.. I felt pretty awake though and I haven't felt tired all day or had a migraine so that's already doing pretty good for me lol 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Animedragon Posted August 4, 2024 Share Posted August 4, 2024 I went to bed last night at 11:30 and woke just after 7:00 this morning, the first good nights sleep I've had this week. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zeref Posted August 4, 2024 Share Posted August 4, 2024 I slept well and woke up earlier feeling very good. I feel like the day is going very slowly too which I am also glad for so I can enjoy this Sunday before another week of work. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Forlorn Posted August 4, 2024 Share Posted August 4, 2024 Yet another day of getting paranoid that the folks are talking about me behind my back... I really don't know why, but just the thought of them doing that is hurtful. They might not be doing that, but even if they were doing that, it's doubtful I'd ever get mom to tell me. I don't react well to information like that for some reason. I guess my emotions get away from me so much because of my autism. At least that's what I chalk it up to anyway. When I say talking about me behind my back though I mean like criticizing me and things I do. I don't know why that bothers me, but it's not like I can turn off my paranoia. If it is just paranoia... maybe it doesn't even matter. I don't know. I've realized I don't know as much as I thought I knew about my mental situation and the voices fairly recently. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Digimon_Sommelier Posted August 5, 2024 Share Posted August 5, 2024 I feel blessed and fortunate. During hard times, I can lean on God for support and guidance. His providence means everything to me. In King Jesus' name. Amen. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sakura Posted August 5, 2024 Share Posted August 5, 2024 Kinda draggy since I took a nap not long ago lol I really wish I hadn't of done that because it always makes me really sleepy until I decide I want to go to sleep and then when I want to go to sleep I can't 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Animedragon Posted August 5, 2024 Share Posted August 5, 2024 6 hours ago, Sakura said: Kinda draggy since I took a nap not long ago lol I really wish I hadn't of done that because it always makes me really sleepy I have a tendency to drop off to sleep for a short time after lunch, and like you I wish I hadn't done it because it leaves me feeling tired for the rest of the afternoon. (People tell me that this is the result of getting old. My mind refuses to believe I'm old but my legs tell a different story!) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Forlorn Posted August 5, 2024 Share Posted August 5, 2024 (edited) Feeling hurt and paranoid because I hear what sounds like mom talking in the kitchen about me, but that's like every other day since the whole voice mimicry started. At least dad isn't here, so I don't have to constantly think he's whispering when he might not be. I find myself questioning a lot of things as far as what I perceive. It's funny though, I used to be so sure up until I'd hear it and neither of them were even in the damn house. Edited August 5, 2024 by Forlorn Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zeref Posted August 5, 2024 Share Posted August 5, 2024 13 hours ago, Animedragon said: I have a tendency to drop off to sleep for a short time after lunch, and like you I wish I hadn't done it because it leaves me feeling tired for the rest of the afternoon. (People tell me that this is the result of getting old. My mind refuses to believe I'm old but my legs tell a different story!) I do this too if I eat a heavy lunch, I will nap, then have to go back to work making the nap a huge mistake. Today is Monday but feels like it was so long it should be Friday if that says anything about how I felt at work today lol. 2 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
efaardvark Posted August 6, 2024 Share Posted August 6, 2024 Mondays. Ugh. A typical Monday is bad enough on its own but it looks like the Yen/Dollar carry trade is unwinding as well so add market crash to the mix. Just for giggles. There goes my 401k. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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